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JOE CROW RYAN: It's very important to be able to
exercise indifference to anything if you're going to
enjoy your stay in Brooklyn.
And we know you're not all from here.
And that's OK.
We're famous for that.
Thank you.
[WHISTLING]
JUSTIN REMER: In 2007, I saw Joe playing at his stop at the
Metropolitan G train stop, and he pretty much said to me, in
not so many words, that he was homeless.
JOE CROW RYAN: A lot of the songs I sing don't come from
me personally.
They're characters who are singing the song.
But it comes from my understanding of truth.
JUSTIN REMER: He's doing something that's so totally
his own that it catches your attention.
JOE CROW RYAN: And I always thought that somehow, poverty
was a virtue.
So being in a level of performance that's not
particularly remunerative, I do make barely
enough to get by.
But that somehow suits my temperament.
If there is a will of God, if there is a "supposed to be,"
what you're doing right now, what I'm doing right now is
what I'm supposed to be doing.
STATION ATTENDANT: Gentleman with the baggage, you need to
come over here.
JOE CROW RYAN: A voice from above.
Are there any requests?
Hi, I'm Joe Crow Ryan.
I'm a busker in New York City, and a performer in general.
Train solo!
NARRATOR: Joe Crow Ryan, born Joseph W. Ryan, came into this
world on August 6th, 1955.
He hails from 183rd Street in the Bronx.
JOE CROW RYAN: My mom died when I was 13.
And when I was 15, we moved to Rockland County.
I started playing guitar a little bit and totally sucked.
Then I got another guitar while I was in high school,
and I wrote my first song.
I wrote a love song for my girlfriend, and she begged me,
please don't play that in front of people.
Not because it was a horrible song, but because I didn't
realize I was just inept and inadequate as a
performer at the time.
But guitar, I played it a little bit for a long enough
time that I eventually became competent.
Yeah, I'd always like the odd-ball performers because
nobody else really cared for them.
They were weird.
And I liked it a lot and tried to get my friends to listen,
and nobody was really impressed with that.
But, I guess it formed me as being a
different kind of musician.
JOE CROW RYAN: Oh, my gosh.
Jobs in my life.
Well, my first real job was before we
moved out of the Bronx.
I was a delivery boy for a drug store.
I worked at about four Friendly Ice Cream stores.
And I've worked in a couple of nursing homes and a good
handful of hospitals as a nurse assistant.
Well, I liked working in the hospital because it was a nice
thing to do for people.
They needed help.
Again, it's, you know, person to person, and it's
also kind of macho.
Like I don't think that Arnold Schwarzenegger has ever wiped
poop off anybody's butt.
I don't think he's ever cleaned a homeless lady in an
emergency room.
I'd worked there for about four years, this North Shore
University Hospital.
And then, they came to us one day and said, we're going to
have a new personnel program called re-engineering.
What I heard was re-engineering.
The first thought was, I'm not a machine, OK.
And then I noticed that even though the insurance companies
weren't paying for the day before surgery and
establishing the healing milieu, they would pay for end
of life extension.
So I noticed this, and I mentioned
it to the head nurse.
I said, you know, 26 to 32 are all people who should be dead.
You know, it's their time.
That just is weird, isn't it?
It's not right.
She said, well, yeah, it's kind of--
that is funny.
But then the next day, the head nurse of all head nurses
in the hospital called me to her office and in essence
said, well, maybe you should take a month off.
So I let that pass, and I talked with the psychiatric
nurse, and she wanted to prescribe medicine for me
right away.
I said, I don't need medicine.
Let's talk.
So we got into the idea of stages of life, end stage of
life, and also got into the idea of re-engineering.
Because that did bother me, and I explained to her that
I'm not a machine.
I'm a human.
And she said, but it's just a word.
And I said, but it means something.
And then I asked her, I said, have you
ever read Kurt Vonnegut?
And she said, no, what does that have to do with anything?
And I said, you know--
I'm done with jobs.
Jobs are done with me.
Who would hire me?
If somebody wanted to hire me, they could come over to me and
tell me, "Joe Crow, I would like to hire you." I'm not
gonna go out to a stranger and say, "Hi, I'm pretending to be
somebody who you'd like to hire, and I'm pretending
you're somebody I would like to work for." That's not it.
It works out because otherwise, I'd be a nurse.
But the outcome of this experience
was, I became homeless.
NARRATOR: From April to September of 2007, Joe was
left homeless and slept in both Prospect Park and the
Brooklyn subways.
[SINGING "WILL THE CIRCLE BE UNBROKEN"]
JUSTIN REMER: In 2007, I saw Joe playing at his stop at the
Metropolitan G train stop.
And I was talking to him, and he pretty much said to me, in
not so many words, that he was homeless.
The apartment that he'd been living in, he couldn't afford
to stay in anymore, so he didn't have anywhere to go.
JOE CROW RYAN: And Justin was there one night, and I asked
if he had a couch.
JUSTIN REMER: I decided to give him a couch to crash on
for a time.
And the place that he had been working with, he had had a
conflict with them, and basically, it ended in a
pay-off, which wound up being enough for him to actually pay
rent at my apartment for five months.
And one of my other roommates moved out right at that time,
so Joe moved in.
And we've been roommates since then.
So, five years as my roommate.
JOE CROW RYAN: I was talking with a young woman at Project
Parlor recently.
She loves Doctor Zhivago.
And we were talking a little bit about Doctor Zhivago.
And she said, oh yeah, I have a copy of it.
I watch it every year.
And I said, oh, I saw that in the movie theater.
And I thought, oh, yeah, I am older than you, aren't I?
JUSTIN REMER: But don't feel too bad because I felt the
same way talking about Total Recall, the original, the
other day, so we're both old.
JOE CROW RYAN: Yeah.
[LAUGHTER]
JUSTIN REMER: Joe is just the kind of guy.
He's a ham.
Like he's always playing music.
He's always telling his stories.
So if you're in the apartment, Joe is there, giving you his
Joe Crow goodness.
[SINGING]
JUSTIN REMER: It became the kind of thing where me and my
roommates would say to teach other, like, it's a shame.
Joe really needs to be documented, like we need to
have Joe Crow on CD or something.
[SINGING]
JUSTIN REMER: And apparently, we must've been thinking at
the same time as another friend of ours, named Michael
Campbell, who had said to Joe, "Joe, I'm getting you in the
studio, and I'm gonna record you."
[SINGING "DID YOU PUT A SPELL ON ME?"]
JUSTIN REMER: And Michael recorded Joe.
In one day, he knocked out like 25 songs, I wanna say?
So, what we did is, one of my other friends Doug, who plays
in my band, he went to the subway, and he started
recording Joe on the subway.