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  • Well, actually right now

  • I'm very happy; I'm single, and I'm living life!

  • *laughs*

  • *deep breathing*

  • *deep breath* Oh! *laughter*

  • [Music]

  • My name is Kenny.

  • I work at a warehouse, drive a forklift.

  • My name is Jessica

  • and I am a dance instructor.

  • My name is Joseph Mitchell,

  • and I am an administrative assistant.

  • I'm...

  • just going on casual dates,

  • meeting people.

  • Looking to see what's out there,

  • and not taking life too seriously.

  • I think the general idea when people meet each other,

  • they are too in a rush to be in a relationship.

  • The last time I was really happy about something was, uh, here recently.

  • I met a person..

  • Ah!

  • *lip flapping*

  • I saw his passion,

  • and like, you could feel his spirit,

  • you could feel my spirit,

  • and we're like-- our spirits were just, like,

  • doin' this dance with one another.

  • Uh, yeah!

  • I like to say that I have,

  • but if it was "true love,"

  • it probably would have lasted.

  • Yes.

  • First date I went on with Tiffany,

  • it might have been Starbucks, the first place we met.

  • It might have been at...

  • Uhhh--

  • a restaurant.

  • When we got to the bar,

  • he ordered us two beers.

  • I could hear his,

  • like his, heart beating

  • And, like, we started syncin',

  • uh,

  • with our, like our, our breaths.

  • They became like one.

  • *Exhale*

  • First thing, she had some real big lips.

  • Her concern with my,

  • with my life,

  • making sure I was in a safe environment.

  • To make me seem

  • like I was more important

  • than what I really was.

  • After we get the beers,

  • we walked over to, uh,

  • the pool tables, but all of them was filled.

  • It's like,

  • I'm in the-- I'm in the movie.

  • Is this it? *laughs*

  • And, like,

  • should I be having all these thoughts?

  • It's like, it's like I just met him!

  • Like, why am I having all these thoughts?

  • It's fucking nuts.

  • Our relationship

  • is mostly a physical.

  • Ass-slappin',

  • just biting...

  • It could've been like

  • a little, miniature porno,

  • or somethin' like that.

  • It was, uh, good performances.

  • It was one of those ones.

  • She inspires me in a way to, to be better,

  • and that's the part that I really enjoy about her.

  • Is that carrots?

  • I...

  • Felt as though, that I was livin'

  • like in.. Uh,

  • a roy-- uh, like,

  • a royal palace.

  • And then we'd just cuddle,

  • um,

  • all night,

  • Tonguing me down. *laughs*

  • If I just meet one person,

  • and just go, Okay, sure,

  • I'm going to commit to this."

  • It's like "Do I want to commit to that?

  • Is that what I need?"

  • If you meet someone that

  • you are head over heels with,

  • then that may be

  • your potential someone,

  • you could live with for the rest of your life.

  • Yes.

  • When I was...

  • a teenager.

  • This feeling that I'm gettin' right now

  • I don't want to say that it's love,

  • but I'm almost sure it is.

  • A couple times,

  • I...

  • Was in love or assumed I was in love.

  • I was truly in love with her.

  • Especially the times when...

  • I was locked up,

  • and I really felt like no one cared about me.

  • She'll find a way to come visit me...

  • She moved on; I moved on.

  • I know she's probably not thinking about me.

  • I probably have a little piece

  • I probably have a little space in her heart,

  • just a little bit though.

  • We met on...

  • One of these crazy dating websites.

  • Grindr, it's been, um, like a,

  • a time-kill.

  • I mean,

  • every night, you know,

  • is a good Grindr night.

  • I mean, it's billions of people,

  • and, you know,

  • everyone is looking for a connection.

  • I've been on a couple of dates

  • within the couple weeks

  • I'm try to remember...

  • Like, "Okay, this guy,

  • not the other guy."

  • *laughs*

  • Uh...

  • Let's see...

  • Uh...

  • *sighs*

  • I think, honestly,

  • Tinder is

  • [???] is something

  • It's just a casual thing,

  • and it's like,

  • "What is that really filling me with?"

  • Some people say,

  • "I'm actually, you know,

  • looking to meet my future wife!"

  • And you're like,

  • "Okay! Pull the reins back.."

  • I have that wall that's built up,

  • and I never let that wall down,

  • but I think on very rare occasions,

  • I'm able to let that wall down,

  • to be able to...

  • You know, meet someone.

  • *Sigh*

  • It will have to be...

  • Both: The love.

  • That's the best thing.

  • I'm a writer for love,

  • in a way,

  • like if I really love you or want you,

  • I'm capable of doing,

  • you know...

  • Whatever I have to, to show you.

  • But then it could be a bad thing, too,

  • 'cause you love someone so much,

  • that you're willing to do anything

  • -- and everything --

  • to show that person you love 'em.

  • Sometimes it can,

  • it can backfire.

  • Best thing is that you get cuddles!

  • *laughs*

  • I think love...

  • *sigh*

  • can be beautiful;

  • I think love can be sour.

  • *sigh*

  • Gosh.

  • *laughs*

  • I literally haven't stopped crying this whole time!

  • I'm like "What is wrong with me?"

  • I'm like, I should stop crying right now!" *laughs*

  • It's the unknown.

  • Like, not really knowing how

  • he feels,

  • not knowing if this is really the best...

  • time,

  • or... uh...person.

  • I'm willing to, you know,

  • to take a chance on life,

  • and if he is,

  • then...

  • look we can make it work.

  • *laughs* You know what I'm sayin'?

  • Shiiit.

  • Okay!

  • [Music]

Well, actually right now

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