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Recording by Elizabeth Klett Jane Eyre by Charlotte BRONTË Chapter Eleven

A new chapter in a novel is something like a new scene in a play; and

when I draw up the curtain this time, reader, you must fancy you see a

room in the George Inn at Millcote, with such large figured papering on

the walls as inn rooms have; such a carpet, such furniture, such

ornaments on the mantelpiece, such prints, including a portrait of George

the Third, and another of the Prince of Wales, and a representation of

the death of Wolfe.

All this is visible to you by the light of an oil

lamp hanging from the ceiling, and by that of an excellent fire, near

which I sit in my cloak and bonnet; my muff and umbrella lie on the

table, and I am warming away the numbness and chill contracted by sixteen

hours' exposure to the rawness of an October day: I left Lowton at four

o'clock a.m., and the Millcote town clock is now just striking eight.

Reader, though I look comfortably accommodated, I am not very tranquil in

my mind.

I thought when the coach stopped here there would be some one

to meet me; I looked anxiously round as I descended the wooden steps the

"boots" placed for my convenience, expecting to hear my name pronounced,

and to see some description of carriage waiting to convey me to

Thornfield.

Nothing of the sort was visible; and when I asked a waiter

if any one had been to inquire after a Miss Eyre, I was answered in the

negative: so I had no resource but to request to be shown into a private

room: and here I am waiting, while all sorts of doubts and fears are

troubling my thoughts.

It is a very strange sensation to inexperienced youth to feel itself

quite alone in the world, cut adrift from every connection, uncertain

whether the port to which it is bound can be reached, and prevented by

many impediments from returning to that it has quitted.

The charm of adventure sweetens that sensation, the glow

of pride warms it; but then the throb of fear disturbs it; and fear with

me became predominant when half-an-hour elapsed and still I was alone.

I bethought myself to ring the bell.

"Is there a place in this neighbourhood called Thornfield?"

I asked of the waiter who answered the summons.

"Thornfield?

I don't know, ma'am; I'll inquire at the bar."

He vanished, but reappeared instantly--

"Is your name Eyre, Miss?"

"Yes."

"Person here waiting for you."

I jumped up, took my muff and umbrella, and hastened into the

inn-passage: a man was standing by the open door, and in the lamp-lit

street I dimly saw a one-horse conveyance.

"This will be your luggage, I suppose?" said the man rather abruptly when

he saw me, pointing to my trunk in the passage.

"Yes."

He hoisted it on to the vehicle, which was a sort of car, and

then I got in; before he shut me up, I asked him how far it was to

Thornfield.

"A matter of six miles."

"How long shall we be before we get there?"

"Happen an hour and a half."

He fastened the car door, climbed to his own seat outside, and we set

off.

Our progress was leisurely, and gave me ample time to reflect; I

was content to be at length so near the end of my journey; and as I

leaned back in the comfortable though not elegant conveyance, I meditated

much at my ease.

"I suppose," thought I, "judging from the plainness of the servant and

carriage, Mrs. Fairfax is not a very dashing person: so much the better;

I never lived amongst fine people but once, and I was very miserable with

them.

I wonder if she lives alone except this little girl; if so, and if

she is in any degree amiable, I shall surely be able to get on with her;

I will do my best; it is a pity that doing one's best does not always

answer.

At Lowood, indeed, I took that resolution, kept it, and

succeeded in pleasing; but with Mrs. Reed, I remember my best was always

spurned with scorn.

I pray God Mrs. Fairfax may not turn out a second

Mrs. Reed; but if she does, I am not bound to stay with her!

let the worst come to the worst, I can advertise again.

How far are we on our road now, I wonder?"

I let down the window and looked out; Millcote was behind us; judging by

the number of its lights, it seemed a place of considerable magnitude,

much larger than Lowton.

We were now, as far as I could see, on a sort of common; but there were houses scattered

all over the district; I felt we were in a different region to Lowood, more

populous, less picturesque; more stirring, less romantic.

The roads were heavy, the night misty; my conductor let his horse walk

all the way, and the hour and a half extended, I verily believe, to two

hours; at last he turned in his seat and said--

"You're noan so far fro' Thornfield now."

Again I looked out: we were passing a church; I saw its low broad tower

against the sky, and its bell was tolling a quarter; I saw a narrow

galaxy of lights too, on a hillside, marking a village or hamlet.

About ten minutes after, the driver got down and

opened a pair of gates: we passed through, and they clashed to behind

us.

We now slowly ascended a drive, and came upon the long front of a house:

candlelight gleamed from one curtained bow-window; all the rest were

dark.

The car stopped at the front door; it was opened by a maid-servant;

I alighted and went in.

"Will you walk this way, ma'am?" said the girl; and I followed her across

a square hall with high doors all round: she ushered me into a room whose

double illumination of fire and candle at first dazzled me, contrasting

as it did with the darkness to which my eyes had been for two hours

inured; when I could see, however, a cosy and agreeable picture presented

itself to my view.

A snug small room; a round table by a cheerful fire; an arm-chair high-

backed and old-fashioned, wherein sat the neatest imaginable little

elderly lady, in widow's cap, black silk gown, and snowy muslin apron;

exactly like what I had fancied Mrs. Fairfax, only less stately and

milder looking.

She was occupied in knitting; a large cat sat demurely

at her feet; nothing in short was wanting to complete the beau-ideal of

domestic comfort.

A more reassuring introduction for a new governess could scarcely be conceived; there was no

grandeur to overwhelm, no stateliness to embarrass; and then, as I entered,

the old lady got up and promptly and kindly came forward to meet me.

"How do you do, my dear?

I am afraid you have had a tedious ride; John drives so slowly; you must be cold, come to

the fire."

"Mrs. Fairfax, I suppose?" said I.

"Yes, you are right: do sit down."

She conducted me to her own chair, and then began to remove my shawl and

untie my bonnet-strings; I begged she would not give herself so much

trouble.

"Oh, it is no trouble; I dare say your own hands are almost numbed with

cold.

Leah, make a little hot negus and cut a sandwich or two: here are

the keys of the storeroom."

And she produced from her pocket a most housewifely bunch of keys, and

delivered them to the servant.

"Now, then, draw nearer to the fire," she continued.

"You've brought your luggage with you, haven't you, my dear?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"I'll see it carried into your room," she said, and bustled out.

"She treats me like a visitor," thought I. "I little expected such a

reception; I anticipated only coldness and stiffness: this is not like

what I have heard of the treatment of governesses; but I must not exult

too soon."

She returned; with her own hands cleared her knitting apparatus and a

book or two from the table, to make room for the tray which Leah now

brought, and then herself handed me the refreshments.

I felt rather confused at being the object of more attention

than I had ever before received, and, that too, shown by my employer

and superior; but as she did not herself seem to consider she was doing

anything out of her place, I thought it better to take her civilities

quietly.

"Shall I have the pleasure of seeing Miss Fairfax to-night?"

I asked, when I had partaken of what she offered me.

"What did you say, my dear?

I am a little deaf," returned the good lady, approaching her ear to my mouth.

I repeated the question more distinctly.

"Miss Fairfax?

Oh, you mean Miss Varens!

Varens is the name of your future pupil."

"Indeed!

Then she is not your daughter?"

"No,--I have no family."

I should have followed up my first inquiry, by asking in what way Miss

Varens was connected with her; but I recollected it was not polite to ask

too many questions: besides, I was sure to hear in time.

"I am so glad," she continued, as she sat down opposite to me, and took

the cat on her knee; "I am so glad you are come; it will be quite

pleasant living here now with a companion.

To be sure it is pleasant at any time; for Thornfield is a fine old hall,

rather neglected of late years perhaps, but still it is a respectable

place; yet you know in winter-time one feels dreary quite alone in

the best quarters.

I say alone--Leah is a nice girl to be sure, and

John and his wife are very decent people; but then you see they are only

servants, and one can't converse with them on terms of equality: one

must keep them at due distance, for fear of losing one's authority.

I'm sure last winter (it was a very severe one, if you recollect, and

when it did not snow, it rained and blew), not a creature but the butcher

and postman came to the house, from November till February; and I

really got quite melancholy with sitting night after night alone; I had

Leah in to read to me sometimes; but I don't think the poor girl

liked the task much: she felt it confining.

In spring and summer one got on better: sunshine and long

days make such a difference; and then, just at the commencement of this

autumn, little Adela Varens came and her nurse: a child makes a house

alive all at once; and now you are here I shall be quite gay."

My heart really warmed to the worthy lady as I heard her talk; and I drew

my chair a little nearer to her, and expressed my sincere wish that she

might find my company as agreeable as she anticipated.

"But I'll not keep you sitting up late to-night," said she; "it is on the

stroke of twelve now, and you have been travelling all day: you must feel

tired.

If you have got your feet well warmed, I'll show you your

bedroom.

I've had the room next to mine prepared for you; it is only a

small apartment, but I thought you would like it better than one of the

large front chambers: to be sure they have finer furniture, but they are

so dreary and solitary, I never sleep in them myself."

I thanked her for her considerate choice, and as I really felt fatigued

with my long journey, expressed my readiness to retire.

She took her candle, and I followed her from the room.

First she went to see if the hall-door was fastened; having taken the key

from the lock, she led the way upstairs.

The steps and banisters were of oak; the staircase window

was high and latticed; both it and the long gallery into which the

bedroom doors opened looked as if they belonged to a church rather than a

house.

A very chill and vault-like air pervaded the stairs and gallery,

suggesting cheerless ideas of space and solitude; and I was glad, when

finally ushered into my chamber, to find it of small dimensions, and

furnished in ordinary, modern style.

When Mrs. Fairfax had bidden me a kind good-night, and I had fastened my

door, gazed leisurely round, and in some measure effaced the eerie

impression made by that wide hall, that dark and spacious staircase, and

that long, cold gallery, by the livelier aspect of my little room, I

remembered that, after a day of bodily fatigue and mental anxiety, I was

now at last in safe haven.

The impulse of gratitude swelled my heart, and I knelt down at the bedside, and offered

up thanks where thanks were due; not forgetting, ere I rose, to implore

aid on my further path, and the power of meriting the kindness which seemed