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  • It's our own private church, our own private temple.

  • It just feels like you're being pulled home.

  • Its forces are so much bigger than us.

  • At some point you feel like you become part of it, not apart from it.

  • ( water lapping gently )

  • Man: I was a good swimmer.

  • I was swimming in the ocean before I was five.

  • We just took a breath and looked down.

  • The water was glass clear.

  • The spires of light came down like a cathedral.

  • It was like in another world, and I never forgot it.

  • So I was hooked. I tell you, I was hooked.

  • Man: That was such a magic time for me as a kid.

  • I mean, I can't even really describe it.

  • Woman: I just remember thinking it was so cool how weightless I was.

  • Man: Its forces are so much bigger than us.

  • Woman: At some point, you feel like you become

  • part of it, not apart from it.

  • Man: It's like therapy for me when I have problems.

  • Man: For each of us, it's our own private church,

  • our own private temple.

  • ♪

  • If I didn't go diving, we didn't have food.

  • I mean, really, that's the truth.

  • So it was like pay a babysitter or take her with me.

  • Fishing and diving have been like the main activities

  • that my dad and I would do together since I was little,

  • and even when it became something where, like,

  • our family didn't depend on it to put food on the table,

  • it was just always our favorite way of spending time together.

  • Yeah, hard to argue when you're underwater, huh?

  • ( both laugh )

  • Well, when she was little, you know,

  • she could only go down maybe six or seven feet, you know,

  • and I could dive, like, 50 feet.

  • And so she wanted to do everything I could do, you know,

  • as I think most kids do, and I just kept pressing

  • until it's just about relaxing.

  • It always mesmerized me how my dad could dive deep

  • and just go-- go get these fish and hold his breath for so long.

  • And so I would just practice holding my breath.

  • I'd watch him go down,

  • and I would see if I could hold my breath on the surface.

  • There were definitely times where I would feel scared,

  • where I would realize how deep I was

  • and realize how small I felt,

  • and I would get freaked out, but the minute I saw my dad,

  • like, just the minute I just saw his silhouette in the distance,

  • I just knew I was safe.

  • I used to dive down and be at the bottom

  • and wave at her, and when she got in her 20s,

  • we went diving together and she--

  • we both swan down about 20 feet, and then she waved goodbye

  • and swam down another 50 or 60.

  • ( laughs ) I couldn't do it anymore.

  • Kimi: It was just an incredible world

  • to be introduced to.

  • It was a world where I could fly.

  • Just being able to watch all the fish down below me

  • and for once, I was the bird in this world.

  • ♪

  • Man: Kimi is best known for her spearfishing,

  • and what a lot of people don't realize

  • is it takes an actual incredible amount of knowledge,

  • and there's a lot of different variables.

  • There's that physiological side, just trying to get your body

  • under control and actually almost rewire your body

  • in a lot of ways and take things

  • that are supposed to be involuntary reflexes

  • and being able to control them,

  • like getting your heart rate low

  • and actually changing the way that your body

  • distributes oxygen and blood.

  • Then you have to have the CO2 tolerance.

  • Kimi: As I take a drop,

  • I have to kind of break through

  • this first barrier of atmosphere,

  • but I get to this point where that buoyancy changes

  • and it becomes negatively buoyant,

  • and once that happens, I just start to sink,

  • and that was a feeling that, you know,

  • when I first started doing these deeper drops,

  • it kind of scared me because you feel like

  • you're getting pulled, pulled somewhere

  • that you might not be ready to go yet.

  • But the more that I would surrender to it,

  • it just feels like--

  • it just feels like you're being pulled home.

  • Mark: And then when you hit the bottom,

  • that's when you start, you know,

  • looking at the chessboard.

  • You're looking for, you know, cover.

  • You're seeing what other small fish

  • that usually hang around something that you like,

  • or you see something-- a fish off in the distance

  • you want to target.

  • She has a way of acting like...

  • "I'm just another fish down here.

  • Don't worry about me,"

  • until she brings her spear gun up and nails it.

  • Most of us are obvious humans down there.

  • Kimi's not.

  • Kimi: There is always mixed emotions that come with it.

  • There's part of me that feels the victory of the catch,

  • the victory of securing this food,

  • and there's another part of me that will always feel

  • compassion and a bit of sorrow for my prey.

  • I think that when she figured out

  • she could go out and feed herself,

  • that was a life-changing moment for her.

  • She was always a cook.

  • From like six years old, she wanted to cook,

  • and to go out and get the fish she wants to get

  • and then cook them, it just opened up

  • a whole new world for her.

  • Kimi: To me, there's no better way to honor my catch

  • than to share it with others.

  • I mean, I can see it with in people.

  • It makes every single bite mean that much more to them

  • when I tell them how deep I had to dive

  • or what the ocean looked like or how many fish there were,

  • swimming through a cave

  • or the shark that almost took it,

  • whatever the case is, I know that

  • when I share that story, it becomes an experience.

  • It becomes something worth honoring.

  • I mean, I-- I'd never been really been,

  • like, afraid of sharks.

  • But I wouldn't-- when I would see one,

  • I would just act like, you know, you're over there.

  • I'm over here, I'm doing my on thing.

  • But I'd pull my fish in so they couldn't get them.

  • And then if they'd come at me, I would push them away.

  • Well, Kimi, as soon as she sees one,

  • she'll swim right towards it.

  • That's-- I never got to that point, you know?

  • Kimi: When I first started spearfishing

  • on my own as an adult,

  • I would get pretty terrified if I saw shark.

  • I think slowly, I just started to get

  • more comfortable with them.

  • And then one day, I just remember

  • something changed in me where I was pulling in

  • a nice fish that I was gonna bring home for dinner,

  • and this big shark came up to take it,

  • and I just swam faster towards my catch,

  • pulled it in faster, closer to me,

  • everything that was bringing this shark much closer to me,

  • but I got my hands on it and just pulled in towards me

  • and swam at that shark just to tell it like,

  • "Not today, buddy, like, like go get your own dinner.

  • This one's mine."

  • And the minute I did that, that shark took off.

  • And that just taught me a lot.

  • It taught me the energy I put out there,

  • the confidence and the courage that I show

  • in holding my ground, it's gonna communicate

  • to the sharks what kind of animal I am.

  • ♪

  • She's miles ahead of where I ever dreamed of being.

  • I mean, you hear people say,

  • "Oh, you taught her how to dive."

  • I couldn't teach her how to do what she does.

  • That's just nuts.

  • All I take credit for

  • is I got her comfortable in the water,

  • and that's really it.

  • Kimi: When you're underwater, there's no street signs.

  • There's no way telling you which way to turn

  • or which way to go, but in the same respect,

  • the signs are everywhere.

  • Everything all of a sudden just goes quiet,