The weather outside is cold, dark, gray, miserable, which is a reflection of my mood today.

To be honest, I have no other plans today, and it's gonna be a just like every other day, a day spent alone, so today.

But I have this like assignment, um, already struggling well, its worst.

It's been three days off, just lights out, blinds down, and just the only time I ever leave bed is to go to the bathroom.

You just feel like lifeless in a way.

Just feels just like dead.

E o.

Come to my crib e e Never thought I'd do a fresh is alone in my bedroom, having to just isolate completely.

It's been a long, tiring day, staring at a screen all day, working and not being able to meet friends and socialize with people on the weekend as a university student has definitely weird, and it's definitely taking its toll on me with the added stress off co vid and not being able to meet friends and meet people, even socialize with people in the same building as you add to that stress, and it's definitely it definitely makes it much more difficult.

You have to go an extra mile to form any sort of friendship.

So you have thio be on social media.

You have thio reach out to people in your course actively, because I have quite bad anxiety.

That's really, really difficult for me.

If we're being treated like second class citizens on May being for gotten about, then what's the future of the country gonna look like?

Because that's us.

And we've been impacted so negatively by this Onda.

We haven't had much support in holes.

I was very much off isolated and even though I did have that contact with my counsel and people who would be there to support me, to me, they were like strangers.

It was really hard to open up.

At one point I know I wasn't where I wanted to be, and it was really difficult to reach help, do university accommodation in the government or telling us to come back.

It was the start of the problem, to be honest, and then it just got worse as the truth slowly started being told that Oh, wait, no, you don't have any in person lessons.

You're gonna be stuff in your room lockdowns happening.

The effect this has had on me now and other students like personal life, mental health, all of it is just gonna be has been negatively impacted.

It's gonna last for a long time.

I don't see you going away anytime soon.