Placeholder Image

Subtitles section Play video

  • So, how are you doing?

  • I'm doing great.

  • You know, just, um...

  • um...

  • just doing what needs to be done.

  • What does that mean?

  • I'm sorry, dad.

  • Um...

  • Why don't we just have lunch and talk?

  • We can do that, right?

  • Please.

  • You think that you have this under control?

  • I understand why I do things.

  • It doesn't make me any different.

  • You're just embarrassed because I was like...

  • ...you know, I was like this amazing thing, like your special creation or something...

  • and you don't like who I am now!

  • Yeah, who are you, Nic?

  • This is me, dad.

  • Here.

  • This is who I am.

  • This is not you.

  • This is not you, Nic.

  • What are you doing, huh?!

  • You always got to be controlling everything all the time.

  • Let me...

  • let me book you a room...

  • No, dad.

  • at a hotel for a couple of nights.

  • No, dad!

  • I want it to go like this.

  • My son has gone missing.

  • Nicholas Sheff.

  • S-H-E-FF.

  • There's no one by that name, sir.

  • There are moments...

  • that I look at him...

  • this kid that I raised...

  • who I thought I knew inside and out...

  • and I wonder who he is.

  • I thought we were close!

  • I thought we were closer than most fathers and sons!

  • Why?

  • I felt better than ever I had, so...

  • I just kept on doing it.

  • This isn't us!

  • This is not who we are!

  • My son is out there somewhere and I don't know what he's doing!

  • I don't know how to help him!

  • You can't!

  • I don't feel like I have a disease.

  • This isn't like cancer.

  • This is my choice.

  • I put myself here.

  • I failed.

  • I can't do it alone.

  • I need to find a way...

  • to fill this...

  • black...

  • hole in me.

  • I still have a family.

  • I want them to be proud of me.

  • What you have...

  • You're gonna find it again.

  • You're gonna get it back.

  • Do you know how much I love you?

  • I love you more than everything.

  • Everything?

  • Everything.

  • Everything.

So, how are you doing?

Subtitles and vocabulary

Click the word to look it up Click the word to find further inforamtion about it