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  • *drops camera*

  • Oh-

  • *sighs*

  • Oh my god I just unironically sighed before a video.

  • Great.

  • I feel really sad.

  • I really feel down right now.

  • Uhm...

  • Because I-

  • I-

  • I realized last night that I can't keep doing the vlogs.

  • It really, really sucks.

  • I really wanted Birdabo to be something fun and positive and different for the channel.

  • And I think it was the first week.

  • But now, it's just gotten to a point where...

  • Not just me is being affected by it but like other people around me.

  • Brad and Michael who came out here to help me with the vlogs-

  • 'Cause I was already stressed out before I came here.

  • And...

  • Uhm...

  • I think I have a pretty high tolerance of stress, but...

  • It just got worse, and I talked about this in the vlog. It just got worse when I came here.

  • It's just been so stressful.

  • I'm doing the show, I'm doing the daily vlogs, uh- doing RevelMode stuff, and it's just...

  • It's just been too much. And I can deal with it, like- It's just another ten days, right?

  • But...

  • Like even with Marzia, it's like... forced to do all these things. It just feels forced.

  • Brad and Michael, everyone is just stressed out over the vlogs, and I think the fun disappeared somewhere.

  • And like if it's forced and not fun, then what's the point of continuing?

  • Uhm...

  • It really sucks... that I'm here.

  • I- I- I really wanted Birdabo to be something fun and positive like I said but...

  • I- I just can't keep going with it.

  • Uhm...

  • I'm really sorry... that it's... if you expected more.

  • I'm really sorry I'm in this situation.

  • It really sucks for me. Uhm...

  • I've always put YouTube first.

  • Always.

  • Even if I'm working on other projects, it doesn't matter. The videos goes first.

  • You guys come first. That's my main thing.

  • But I- I can't do that while I'm here.

  • 'Cause I have to do the show... and I have to do all these other things.

  • And keeping the vlogs up, it's just impossible at this point.

  • So I'm really sorry to you guys for not doing that. I feel really disappointed.

  • Uhm...

  • I wish I could just make my normal videos again.

  • I wish I was home.

  • I- I miss my pugs.

  • But I'm here for another week and uh... I don't... I don't- I don't know how I'm gonna keep doing the vlogs so-

  • It's just not worth it.

  • I said it before, but I never want to force content, y'know?

  • I really have a lot of fun when I'm with my own setup, doing my own thing.

  • But, I realized just like...

  • Everyone just feels forced to film these things, and it's just...

  • I'm just really sad about it.

  • I... I hope you understand.

  • I wish... I wish it wasn't like this- I know it's not even that big a deal. I don't know why I'm so fucking upset about it.

  • It's just we really worked really hard on this fucking thing, and I think that's what killed it.

  • *laughs*

  • Which is such a shame.

  • And I think that's why I'm so upset.

  • I'll be back in probably a week and a half to my normal videos.

  • I'm just need to finish what I'm doing here in L.A.

  • I need to put myself first... this time.

  • So disappointed.

  • No, you know what? Let's end this on a positive note.

  • You guys' support while doing the vlogs really carried me through, and it really means a lot.

  • Uh... Ah, fuck.

  • I don't even know why I care so much.

  • It's fucking stupid.

  • You guys have been awesome.

  • Thank you.

  • I'll be back.

  • It's all good.

  • Don't worry about me.

  • Brofist?

  • *laughs*

  • Yeah?

  • Alright.

  • Here it comes.

  • *music plays*

*drops camera*

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    Steven posted on 2016/12/09
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