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- [Narrator] Not gonna lie,

when my boyfriend proposed, I thought it was a joke.

- [Narrator] The first thing I thought when my boyfriend

proposed was that the diamond was too small.

I regret that thought every day.

- [Narrator] When my boyfriend proposed, he didn't even

get down on one knee or say anything nice to me.

He just gave it to me.

I wish I would have said no.

- [Narrator] When my husband asked me to marry him,

my first thought was, "no one else will ever ask."

14 years later, it's still the biggest mistake

I've ever made and I'm still married.

- [Narrator] When he proposed, my first thought was no.

But he went all out for me, so I had to say yes.

- [Narrator] When my fiance proposed, I cried because

I realized I had no friends to invite to the wedding.

- [Narrator] I have such bad social anxiety

that when he proposed, I told him he had to hold onto me

to stop me running away.

- [Narrator] I feel like something is wrong with me

because I didn't cry when my boyfriend proposed to me.

- [Narrator] My boyfriend proposed to me today.

I have been looking forward to this day forever, but it

wasn't nearly as romantic as I thought he would make it.

I'm trying to be happy, but I'm disappointed.

- [Narrator] He asked me to marry him and I said yes,

but the thought of it made me break up with him.

I crushed him, but I didn't want to hurt him more

by lying to him.

I don't love him.

- [Narrator] I love my boyfriend so much,

but sometimes I feel like I am not worthy of him,

and it makes me doubt a good relationship.

It also made me reject him twice when he proposed.

Hashtag worst girlfriend ever.

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