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  • CHAPTER XVII

  • A week passed, and no news arrived of Mr. Rochester: ten days, and still he did not

  • come.

  • Mrs. Fairfax said she should not be surprised if he were to go straight from

  • the Leas to London, and thence to the Continent, and not show his face again at

  • Thornfield for a year to come; he had not

  • unfrequently quitted it in a manner quite as abrupt and unexpected.

  • When I heard this, I was beginning to feel a strange chill and failing at the heart.

  • I was actually permitting myself to experience a sickening sense of

  • disappointment; but rallying my wits, and recollecting my principles, I at once

  • called my sensations to order; and it was

  • wonderful how I got over the temporary blunder--how I cleared up the mistake of

  • supposing Mr. Rochester's movements a matter in which I had any cause to take a

  • vital interest.

  • Not that I humbled myself by a slavish notion of inferiority: on the contrary, I

  • just said--

  • "You have nothing to do with the master of Thornfield, further than to receive the

  • salary he gives you for teaching his protegee, and to be grateful for such

  • respectful and kind treatment as, if you do

  • your duty, you have a right to expect at his hands.

  • Be sure that is the only tie he seriously acknowledges between you and him; so don't

  • make him the object of your fine feelings, your raptures, agonies, and so forth.

  • He is not of your order: keep to your caste, and be too self-respecting to lavish

  • the love of the whole heart, soul, and strength, where such a gift is not wanted

  • and would be despised."

  • I went on with my day's business tranquilly; but ever and anon vague

  • suggestions kept wandering across my brain of reasons why I should quit Thornfield;

  • and I kept involuntarily framing

  • advertisements and pondering conjectures about new situations: these thoughts I did

  • not think to check; they might germinate and bear fruit if they could.

  • Mr. Rochester had been absent upwards of a fortnight, when the post brought Mrs.

  • Fairfax a letter. "It is from the master," said she, as she

  • looked at the direction.

  • "Now I suppose we shall know whether we are to expect his return or not."

  • And while she broke the seal and perused the document, I went on taking my coffee

  • (we were at breakfast): it was hot, and I attributed to that circumstance a fiery

  • glow which suddenly rose to my face.

  • Why my hand shook, and why I involuntarily spilt half the contents of my cup into my

  • saucer, I did not choose to consider.

  • "Well, I sometimes think we are too quiet; but we run a chance of being busy enough

  • now: for a little while at least," said Mrs. Fairfax, still holding the note before

  • her spectacles.

  • Ere I permitted myself to request an explanation, I tied the string of Adele's

  • pinafore, which happened to be loose: having helped her also to another bun and

  • refilled her mug with milk, I said, nonchalantly--

  • "Mr. Rochester is not likely to return soon, I suppose?"

  • "Indeed he is--in three days, he says: that will be next Thursday; and not alone

  • either.

  • I don't know how many of the fine people at the Leas are coming with him: he sends

  • directions for all the best bedrooms to be prepared; and the library and drawing-rooms

  • are to be cleaned out; I am to get more

  • kitchen hands from the George Inn, at Millcote, and from wherever else I can; and

  • the ladies will bring their maids and the gentlemen their valets: so we shall have a

  • full house of it."

  • And Mrs. Fairfax swallowed her breakfast and hastened away to commence operations.

  • The three days were, as she had foretold, busy enough.

  • I had thought all the rooms at Thornfield beautifully clean and well arranged; but it

  • appears I was mistaken.

  • Three women were got to help; and such scrubbing, such brushing, such washing of

  • paint and beating of carpets, such taking down and putting up of pictures, such

  • polishing of mirrors and lustres, such

  • lighting of fires in bedrooms, such airing of sheets and feather-beds on hearths, I

  • never beheld, either before or since.

  • Adele ran quite wild in the midst of it: the preparations for company and the

  • prospect of their arrival, seemed to throw her into ecstasies.

  • She would have Sophie to look over all her "toilettes," as she called frocks; to

  • furbish up any that were "passees," and to air and arrange the new.

  • For herself, she did nothing but caper about in the front chambers, jump on and

  • off the bedsteads, and lie on the mattresses and piled-up bolsters and

  • pillows before the enormous fires roaring in the chimneys.

  • From school duties she was exonerated: Mrs. Fairfax had pressed me into her service,

  • and I was all day in the storeroom, helping (or hindering) her and the cook; learning

  • to make custards and cheese-cakes and

  • French pastry, to truss game and garnish desert-dishes.

  • The party were expected to arrive on Thursday afternoon, in time for dinner at

  • six.

  • During the intervening period I had no time to nurse chimeras; and I believe I was as

  • active and gay as anybody--Adele excepted.

  • Still, now and then, I received a damping check to my cheerfulness; and was, in spite

  • of myself, thrown back on the region of doubts and portents, and dark conjectures.

  • This was when I chanced to see the third- storey staircase door (which of late had

  • always been kept locked) open slowly, and give passage to the form of Grace Poole, in

  • prim cap, white apron, and handkerchief;

  • when I watched her glide along the gallery, her quiet tread muffled in a list slipper;

  • when I saw her look into the bustling, topsy-turvy bedrooms,--just say a word,

  • perhaps, to the charwoman about the proper

  • way to polish a grate, or clean a marble mantelpiece, or take stains from papered

  • walls, and then pass on.

  • She would thus descend to the kitchen once a day, eat her dinner, smoke a moderate

  • pipe on the hearth, and go back, carrying her pot of porter with her, for her private

  • solace, in her own gloomy, upper haunt.

  • Only one hour in the twenty-four did she pass with her fellow-servants below; all

  • the rest of her time was spent in some low- ceiled, oaken chamber of the second storey:

  • there she sat and sewed--and probably

  • laughed drearily to herself,--as companionless as a prisoner in his dungeon.

  • The strangest thing of all was, that not a soul in the house, except me, noticed her

  • habits, or seemed to marvel at them: no one discussed her position or employment; no

  • one pitied her solitude or isolation.

  • I once, indeed, overheard part of a dialogue between Leah and one of the

  • charwomen, of which Grace formed the subject.

  • Leah had been saying something I had not caught, and the charwoman remarked--

  • "She gets good wages, I guess?"

  • "Yes," said Leah; "I wish I had as good; not that mine are to complain of,--there's

  • no stinginess at Thornfield; but they're not one fifth of the sum Mrs. Poole

  • receives.

  • And she is laying by: she goes every quarter to the bank at Millcote.

  • I should not wonder but she has saved enough to keep her independent if she liked

  • to leave; but I suppose she's got used to the place; and then she's not forty yet,

  • and strong and able for anything.

  • It is too soon for her to give up business."

  • "She is a good hand, I daresay," said the charwoman.

  • "Ah!--she understands what she has to do,-- nobody better," rejoined Leah

  • significantly; "and it is not every one could fill her shoes--not for all the money

  • she gets."

  • "That it is not!" was the reply. "I wonder whether the master--"

  • The charwoman was going on; but here Leah turned and perceived me, and she instantly

  • gave her companion a nudge.

  • "Doesn't she know?" I heard the woman whisper.

  • Leah shook her head, and the conversation was of course dropped.

  • All I had gathered from it amounted to this,--that there was a mystery at

  • Thornfield; and that from participation in that mystery I was purposely excluded.

  • Thursday came: all work had been completed the previous evening; carpets were laid

  • down, bed-hangings festooned, radiant white counterpanes spread, toilet tables

  • arranged, furniture rubbed, flowers piled

  • in vases: both chambers and saloons looked as fresh and bright as hands could make

  • them.

  • The hall, too, was scoured; and the great carved clock, as well as the steps and

  • banisters of the staircase, were polished to the brightness of glass; in the dining-

  • room, the sideboard flashed resplendent

  • with plate; in the drawing-room and boudoir, vases of exotics bloomed on all

  • sides.

  • Afternoon arrived: Mrs. Fairfax assumed her best black satin gown, her gloves, and her

  • gold watch; for it was her part to receive the company,--to conduct the ladies to

  • their rooms, &c.

  • Adele, too, would be dressed: though I thought she had little chance of being

  • introduced to the party that day at least.

  • However, to please her, I allowed Sophie to apparel her in one of her short, full

  • muslin frocks.

  • For myself, I had no need to make any change; I should not be called upon to quit

  • my sanctum of the schoolroom; for a sanctum it was now become to me,--"a very pleasant

  • refuge in time of trouble."

  • It had been a mild, serene spring day--one of those days which, towards the end of

  • March or the beginning of April, rise shining over the earth as heralds of

  • summer.

  • It was drawing to an end now; but the evening was even warm, and I sat at work in

  • the schoolroom with the window open. "It gets late," said Mrs. Fairfax, entering

  • in rustling state.

  • "I am glad I ordered dinner an hour after the time Mr. Rochester mentioned; for it is

  • past six now.

  • I have sent John down to the gates to see if there is anything on the road: one can

  • see a long way from thence in the direction of Millcote."

  • She went to the window.

  • "Here he is!" said she. "Well, John" (leaning out), "any news?"

  • "They're coming, ma'am," was the answer. "They'll be here in ten minutes."

  • Adele flew to the window.

  • I followed, taking care to stand on one side, so that, screened by the curtain, I

  • could see without being seen.

  • The ten minutes John had given seemed very long, but at last wheels were heard; four

  • equestrians galloped up the drive, and after them came two open carriages.

  • Fluttering veils and waving plumes filled the vehicles; two of the cavaliers were

  • young, dashing-looking gentlemen; the third was Mr. Rochester, on his black horse,

  • Mesrour, Pilot bounding before him; at his

  • side rode a lady, and he and she were the first of the party.

  • Her purple riding-habit almost swept the ground, her veil streamed long on the

  • breeze; mingling with its transparent folds, and gleaming