Name: Important message in this song. PLEASE LISTEN UNTIL THE END. 🥹😭
Uploaded: 2025-09-29T18:36:44.000Z
Duration: 4 min 53 s
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To-infinitive

Some days I wake up tired, before I even start the day Running thoughts like broken wires, and I can't seem to look away They want my smile, not my silence They want my strength, not my screams They only see the version I let out, not the war inside of me They want my results, not my fears They want what was bought, not my thoughts But inside I'm still wiping tears It's not easy being me Hasn't been easy living in here Inside my head I scream for peace But no one sees what no one hears And the truth is, I hate this Fighting shadows endlessly But I'm trying, please believe me Even when it's not easy being me I second guess every word I speak Replay the moments I feel weak I carry guilt like it's my name Blaming myself for all the pain I try to show up, try to be strong But inside I wonder what's so wrong Why can't I be who they expect?

They want my light, not my dark But both exist inside my heart Can't they see?

I'm falling apart It's not easy being me Hasn't been easy living in here Inside my head I scream for peace But no one sees what no one hears And the truth is, I hate this Fighting shadows endlessly But I'm trying, please believe me Even when it's not easy being me But maybe one breath at a time Maybe one step and I will climb There's more to me than all this doubt And I believe I can figure it out It's not easy being me But I'm not giving up on who I could be Inside my head there's still a spark A little light inside the dark And the truth is, I'm healing Even if the scars still sting So I'll keep fighting, slow and steady Cause one day I'll love being me It's not easy But I'm still here Still trying, still becoming Even when it's not easy being Me Thanks for watching!