That's a nastywaytostartthevideogetoutofhereas I wassaying, itisdinnertimeand I'm readytoconsumethefoodand I thought, youknow, thispastweek, I wasnotlikehavingthebesttime, buthey, it's timetotreatmyself.
Thisisgonnabe a littletreatmenteverydayandtoday's treatisgluttony, it's gonnabe a lotoffood.
I dothisthingsometimeswhere I'llsetupanentirekoreanbarbecuesetupjustformyselfand I likeputon a movieandjustwatchitandjustconsume a craptonoffoodandjusthavethebesttimeever.
I absolutelylovekoreanfood.
I thinkkoreanfoods, oneofmyfavoritefoods, ifnotmyfavoritefoodortypeoffoodontheplanet.
I absolutelyloveit.
I can't dealwithspicethatwell, butit's, it's justaslongas I cancontrolthespicelevels.
I dookaybytheway, everykoreanword I saytoday I'm gonnabutcher.
So I reallyapologize.
I onlyknowthejapanesepronunciationforthesemostly.
Soif I'm a koreanfoodathome, I'llusuallyeitherdolikesomekindofblockyor I willdolikesomegivesell.
Umsotoday I'm doingbothand I'm goingtohave a greattime.
I alsosometimesdocheesedotgalbibut I dothecheesewith a vegancheesesaucethat I make, it's veryluxurious.
It's verygreat.
I lovekoreanfoodsomuch.
Theflavorissogood.
Soyeah, I thoughttoday, whynot?
Let's justhave a bitof a feastand I willmake a bunchofkoreanfoodandeatitontheflooralsoforsomecapsule.
Youneedlike a littlegrilloryoudon't havetohave a grill, youcanjustdoitinthefrontandthat's what I usedtodo.
Butwe'regettingfancywithit.
Lookatthis, it's a real, realgrillWhenNatashawasleaving, shegaveittome.
Now, thisiskindofanimprovisedthingbecause I knowyou'resupposedtohavelike a specificdriedanchovykoreantypetypeofsoup, but I don't havethat, so I justkindofthrowinsomedashi, nomoto, I don't knowhowmuch, I justkindofguesslikethat.
I'm verytictoe, japanesewordforyoutiptoe.
I don't reallyknowhowtoexplainticket.
Oh, I feellikeit's kindoflikehalffastbutit's not, it's likejustgetitdonebetter, minimumisfine.
It's likejustjustjustdoit.
Justgetitdone.
I thinkthat's me.
I'm verymeticulousoldlady.
So I nowhavethatontheheatandinthemeantime I'm gonnachopanonion.
Umandtheplace I'vebeenlivinginnow, thisplaceisreinforcedconcreteandso I neverhearmyneighbors.
I hopethattheydon't hearme.
That's prettymuchit.
I think I alsohad a requirementofnotnextto a busyroadbecause I'velivednextto a busyroadbeforeandit's justsoundconstantlyand I went a littlebitcrazyanditwasjustsad, youknow, I reallydon't likelivingnextto a mainroad.
Sothetwoapartments I foundthat I fellinlovewith, I'velookedthroughsomany, butthefirstonewassobeautiful.
Itwas a terracehouse, Itwastwostoriesconnectedtooneofthehousewastwostories.
Itwasmassive.
Everythingwasreallymodern.
Itwasabsolutelyamazing.
I startedtorealize I wenton a googlestreetviewanddroppedinbecauseitwasnearthismassivepark, oneofthebiggestparks I'veeverseen.
So I waslike, oh, I'm excitedtoseethispark.
Andso I droppedintotheparkand I waslike, oh, that's a lotofgraves, let's dropintoanotherpartofthepark, wenttoanotherpartofpark, there's a lotofgravesandthewholethingislikethebiggestcemetery I'veeverseen, whichisfine, butthehouseitself, liketherewasn't thatmucharoundthehouseandwalkingarounditingooglestreetview.
I waslike, ohmyGod, therightfeelforthisplace, Itjustfeltliketherewaskindofnothingintheareaand I'm like, oh, andthenitwentand I missed, itdoesn't evenmatterthat I didn't gettoliveinthehauntedhouse.
Thepricewasreallygoodforthesizetwoandthenthere's onethat I reallyloveatthemoment, butit's nextto a mainroadandplacesgoprettyquickly.
Soif I findsomething, I'm like, I shouldjustsnapitupanddoit.
But I'm like, I'm realizingthat I'm at a pointinmylifewhererightnow I'm just a singlegirlliving a goodlife, youknow, I'm having a goodtimeinlifeand I can, it's okaytopay a lotofrentif I'm atthispointinmylifeand I'm justlike a girllivinginthecitydoingmything, workinghard, hardlyworking, getting, gettingwhat I needthen I couldjusthavethistimeinmylifewhere I pay a lotofrent, I candoit, itispossibleandit's likeoneday I'llmeetsomeoneandthenwe'llsplitrentsomewhereor I'llbelikeheyit's tooexpensive, I'm goingtomoveevenfurtheroutofTokyobut I'm likerightnow I couldjustdoit, I couldlivethatyounggirlin a bigcityfantasyandhave a reallycoolplaceeventhough I do, I dolovethisplacehere, itisreallycool, but I'm readyforreallycoolstuff, youknowlikethehottoiletseat, I lovehottoiletseats.
Getintherelads.
Yeah, I mightaddsomemorewater.
I alsogetworriedthat I do a lotofstuff, thinkingaboutwhatotherpeoplewillthinkofwhat I dobecausepeoplearelikethat's soexpensive, ohthat's socheap, ohthismeansthis, oh I feelthiswayaboutthisand I'm likewhat?
Uhhuhand I'm like I shouldjustthinkaboutwhat I thinkmoreoften, what I thinkrightnowis I'm notgonnaletmydreamsbedreams, I don't know, andthen I'm like, am I wantedtoomuchfromlife, should I justbehappywithwhat I haveand I amhappywithwhat I have, but I'm like, youknowwhat I coulddowith a littlemore, youknowyouguysfeelme, youknowwhat I'm talkingabout?
Soprettymuchatthispoint I wouldjustturnonlike a tvshoworsomething, a movie, getsettledinandjustjustenjoythethingwiththisyankeenikagrillis, it's goodforapartmentsbecauseitstopsomuchofthesmokebecausethere's likewaterinitandstuff.
Buthonestly, thisplacestillgetsreallysmoky.
Everythingflieseverywhere.
That's why I havethismatdown, it's notveryglamorous, butit's veryluxurious, youknowwhat I mean?
It's notglamorous, butit's luxurious.
Getthekeyandthen I justlikedipitinthecheese, getthedocuments, but I'vehad a badweekor a baddayorif I'm justlike, hey, I'm gonna, youdeservesomethingnice.
Thisjustfeelsexcellent.
Thisismyhappyplace.
I'm gonnastartwithmyassembly, I justput a pieceofdaikonkimchiandthen I get a littlebitofsomejumpinthereand I alsodon't thinkyou'resupposedtodothis, but I alwaysput a littlebitof a Folkyinthereaswell.
Justgivethis a littlebitoffunlittlethings.
OhmyGod, theramenis a, theRobins, OhmyGod, OhmyGod, thankyou, thankyouuniverse.