Yeah.

It was a student just the other day who said that my problem influence nature is a problem rather than just fucking problematic, right?

As I see things in terms of victor or death and not just victory, but total victory.

That's true.

You always have we're inside the victory.

Don't bother.

The only thing we're doing is impossible, right?

Everything else is fucking gray.

And you're born as a man with the nerves of a soldier.

The apprehension of an angel to lift the phrase, but there's no fucking use for it here.

Where's the use for it?

What your subs would be a philosopher or king or fucking Shakespeare And this is all they give you this 28 years of school, which is all instruction on how to be ordinary.

I will fucking kill you and they fucking will.

You know?

And then it's a career which is just not the same thing as existence.

So I want a limited things.

I want everything.

I want a real fucking love real fucking house, a real fucking thing to do every day.

And I just I'd just rather die if I don't get I just say that allowed.

Mhm.

Mhm.

Mhm.