Whatwherever I feltreallygoodaboutmyself, what I enjoyedmost, andthenyou'llstarttodefineyourpurpose.
Youstartvisualizing.
Youstartthinkingabouteverythingislook, if I wanttopassanexam, a lotofpeople, thewaywe'regoingtothewaywewerewiredandthiscomesdowntoevolutionbecausewe'realwayslookingforthenegatives, weallknowthatonceyoucreateanideainyourhead, wealwayslookforthingsthataregoingtogowrong.
A lotofpeoplesayinlifethatOh, well, youknow, I can't waittotheopportunitiestolineuptherealreadythere.
It's youthatgottolineyourselfup, Andthat's whenyoucomefrom a placeofbeliefandwhenyou'renotlivingin a stateoffear, andunfortunatelyatthemomentit's amplifiedatthemoment.
Butonceyoudisengagefromthat, I mean, I don't readanynewspapers.
I don't watchthenews.
I don't watchTV.
If I dowatchTV, it's verysomethingveryspecific, Youknow, a filmorwhatever, but I'm veryconsciousaboutthecontentthatgoesintohereandreally, youknow, oncepeoplehave a have a tasteofvisualization, youknow I do.
I doonlinecourseswhere I getpeopletositdownandmeditateforme.
It's where I setmyselfupforeachandeveryday, and I dominateeachandeveryday.
So, really, forme, it's alwaysbeenaboutthefactthat I visualizewhere I wanttobewhentimesaretough, whentimesarehard, whenthingsaregoingreallywrong, I visualized I'vegot a visionofwhere I wanttobe, andit's thatonethingthatpullsmethroughand I don't getboggeddowninthesituation.
Andthatwaswhen I wasrescuingthekidsfromchildprostitutionslaveryinThailand.
And I didn't know.
I didn't knowthegiftthatthatwouldgiveme, youknow, Soforme, I youknow, I wasn't searchingformypurpose.
I didn't knowtherewassuchthingasdefiningthepurpose.
Atthatpoint, I justthought I wouldjustcouldn't findanythingthatwouldsatisfyme.
Andmymylifewasjusthaywire, youknow?
Andthen I wentovertoThailand, wereinvolvedinoperations, rescuingkidsfromsharpprostitution, slavery, going, infiltratingenemycampsandgettingthekidsout.
Andthatforme, when I actuallysawthesekids, thengototheorphanageandthen a weeklater, or a coupleofweekslater, you'reseeingthesekids, youknow, veryyoungkidswalkingdownthestreetwith a schooluniformonthesatchelandonlyweeksbefore, theywereabouttobesoldintosomekindofsomebrothel.
Youknow, everyonewillhave a passionordesiretobesomething, youknow?
I mean, whetherthat's someonethatwantstotravel a lot, whetherthat's someonethatwantstobeinbusiness, you'vegottostoppushingtheboatoutandstartstartexperiencingwiththings, youknow?
I mean, soyou'vereallygottopushtheboatandsomeexperiencesyou'renotgonnaenjoy.