Onedaywhen I when I reallydecidedtolikeAllright, I'm gonnadothisbecauseonce I setmymindonsomething, that's like, I'm prettylike I'm pretty, like, dogmaticwithit, sowe'llseeifitgetstothatpoint.
Andthat's something I waslikekindoflikesometimeswish I wasverymorespecificandlike, beverylikewhat I'm sayinglike, veryspecificwithcertainthingsthecarefreeelementcomesfromorofah, likeexcusemymyfriendsnotgiving a Youknowwhat I'm saying?
Andlike, youknow, inwhichlendsitselftobeingmorespecific, becauseifyoulike, ifyoudidn't care, youwouldn't caretosaythethingsyoureallyyoureallycaredaboutit.
I'velostpeopleinlife, youknow, fromat a youngerage.
Youknow, Thiorecently, youknow, and I thinkthere's beentimeswhere, youknow, youknow, peoplethatwhen I wasyounger, youknow, I've, youknow, maybeforgotten a birthday, youknow?
Or, youknow, wego a coupleofweeksandnotthinkaboutthem.
Youknowwhat I'm saying?
I wouldfeellikedamnlikeOkay, damn.
If I couldnotthinkaboutsomebodythat I wasthatclosetoorhadthistypeofrelationshipwithwhathappens, youknow, overtimewithotherwhat I'm sayingotherthings.
Itwaskindof a morelike a senseofmortality, Likebeinglikebeingtheforgotten, youknow, itwasprobablyoneofmyoneofmybiggestfears.
I thinkat a pointintimeitwoulditwoulddrivemetoliketoworkhard, youknow, totoleaveimpact.