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  • As a gay person, we do [BLEEP] exist.

  • We've been here.

  • We're in the Latinx community.

  • I grew up being silenced.

  • I don't want to be silent anymore.

  • [MUSIC PLAYING]

  • One of the beautiful things about the Latinx list

  • is that you have 10 writers all come

  • from different experiences.

  • What drives you?

  • What's that push?

  • To me, my culture represents a north

  • star that I can kind of follow.

  • Like, I'm trying to be the artist both my parents

  • weren't allowed to be.

  • They know how complicated it is being Latinx in this country.

  • We've been here, we're indigenous, this is our home.

  • I feel like, now, people are willing to pay attention.

  • Hey what's up, everybody?

  • My name is Dominic Colón.

  • I am so excited to be interviewed today by my best

  • friend, my nonsexual life partner, Mr. Three-time Tony

  • award-nominee Robin De Jesús.

  • Ey, whaddup mi gente?

  • So, you wan to jump right in?

  • Let's jump right in.

  • How do you identify, culturally?

  • I identify as a Bronx born-and-bred,

  • NewYorRican, boricua, gay male.

  • How did your family end up here?

  • I wish it was more exciting.

  • Yeah.

  • They came over really early.

  • What were some of the opportunities

  • you got it because of them coming to the mainland?

  • My parents sacrificed everything for their children.

  • You know, I came of age in the late '80s, early '90s,

  • here, in the Bronx at the height of the crack epidemic.

  • They did everything to keep us, like, on the right path.

  • They were like, [BLEEP] you going to Catholic school.

  • [LAUGHS] Like, you are not--

  • I did one year of public school at the--

  • and we couldn't-- it wasn't like we could afford it.

  • Like, they would rob Peter to pay Paul.

  • Not rob, but you know what I'm saying.

  • Borrow from Peter to pay Paul.

  • Yeah, and it was one of those things where education was key.

  • And at the time I was like, y'all are horrible people.

  • Like, I couldn't get it.

  • I was like, why are you making go to catholic school?

  • But I'm so grateful that I did because Catholic school

  • really taught me discipline.

  • How would you say your family affected you as a writer today?

  • My family crazy!

  • They all crazy!

  • [LAUGHS]

  • [INTERPOSING VOICES] No, they--

  • Maria's not having that.

  • You can't say that.

  • Maria Colon, my mom.

  • I love you, Mom.

  • She's beautiful. She's--

  • She is beautiful.

  • Yeah.

  • And my dad, rest in peace, he's amazing.

  • I have siblings-- like, you know, they're beautiful people,

  • they're complicated people, they are people

  • who did their best with their experience,

  • like how they were raised.

  • And they were raised by complicated people.

  • Mm.

  • Does writing almost help you, in a way like,

  • heal the DNA trauma that's inherited?

  • I think-- I think, yes.

  • And it's cheaper than therapy.

  • You don't have to pay a co-payment.

  • [LAUGHS] No co-pay, no deductible, OK?

  • You get paid for it, I think.

  • Yeah, and I think that's one of the reasons

  • why I was a closet writer, you know what I'm saying?

  • Because, you know, it was so deeply personal for me.

  • I am very aware that I am not [INAUDIBLE] a look.

  • What struck me right now was you used the word "lonely."

  • Lonely?

  • Did I?

  • You said-- you said you don't feel lonely.

  • I don't feel lonely.

  • You don't.

  • But it's so interesting because, like, being a Latinx and gay,

  • I feel like, sometimes, there's an otherism that happens.

  • Yeah, but I-- well, yeah.

  • There is.

  • There totally is.

  • And I think if you asked Dominic now, do I feel lonely,

  • but I think that definitely took time.

  • Ten-year-old Dominic felt lonely, felt like another,

  • felt like he was the only one.

  • Throughout the journey of life, you know,

  • you come to know that those are lies.

  • Those are things that the society

  • tells us to break us down.

  • Those are things that we tell us, you know,

  • to break ourselves down because that's what we were taught.

  • But I feel like there is so much power in being an other.

  • One of the things that I write about is stepping

  • into your power, you know, is becoming the person

  • that you were meant to be.

  • How did everyone react when you came out as a writer?

  • I don't know if I ever did come out as a writer.

  • It was just kind of weird--

  • I think, even through the Latinx's they're like,

  • what's this?

  • Like, what?

  • You just-- so you're not home all day

  • waiting for all these people?

  • [LAUGHS]

  • Like, what are you talking about?

  • What about as an actor?

  • Well, I think as an actor--

  • you know, my mom has always pushed me.

  • My mom has always been my number one supporter.

  • My father was the silent supporter.

  • Like he didn't-- like, he was there.

  • He kind of showed up, he didn't really say too much.

  • But, like, it's interesting.

  • For a huge chunk of my life, like, I'd go to the barbershop

  • to get my haircut and they're like,

  • oh, your father was here the other day.

  • He was bragging about this and you wanna know--

  • and I'm like, well, you couldn't tell me that?

  • Where were, you know, for all this, you know?

  • But I love them, and I'm blessed,

  • and I'm grateful for them because they

  • made me the writer I am today.

  • So much of what you're saying is about--

  • is about the intersectionality of being

  • working class and Latinx.

  • Mm-hmm.

  • But what does it mean, specifically

  • to you, to be of Latinx decent?

  • First of all, when we talk about Latinx, it's not-- we're

  • not a monolith.

  • Me, being born and raised in the Bronx

  • and maybe not necessarily, you know,

  • having the connection to the island,

  • I can't take that away because of all of that--

  • it still lives within me.

  • There is no separation.

  • Do you speak Spanish?

  • I mean-- I'm not when [SPEAKING SPANISH] But, like--

  • [LAUGHS]

  • --I speak NewYorRican Spanglish, [BLEEP] up.

  • You know, but that's just because, like, I

  • don't have that confident yet.

  • Well, but also, it's really difficult

  • to have that confidence when there's

  • that shaming that shakes you. When you're shamed.

  • Yeah.

  • Yeah, you're absolutely shamed.

  • Or when your shame is like, you [BLEEP] speak horrible Spanish.

  • Your chopped up Span-- yeah, yeah, yeah.

  • Well, you're not making me want to speak more Spanish

  • when you shame my Spanish.

  • I always feel like losing, like, your language is, sort of, the,

  • um--

  • the first, sort of, like, US transgression against us.

  • 'Cause with that loss of language,

  • there can be a massive disconnect.

  • But even so, we've managed to work around it.

  • Well, I think there's, like-- what I have to say

  • is there's a lot of beauty that has come out of it.

  • Yes.

  • Spanglish is, is my languag--

  • Spanglish is beautiful.

  • Yeah, and it is beautiful.

  • And like, that's how I write.

  • Why are you a writer?

  • One of the beautiful things of humanity

  • is that we are all mirrors of each other.

  • And I feel like through the gift of storytelling,

  • We have the power to say, no.

  • It's OK.

  • There is always hope, there is always

  • redemption on the other side.

  • What is your show about?

  • So this show called, "Papi," half hour dramedy

  • about a closeted, bisexual, Barbara from the Bronx who,

  • on his 21st birthday, gets custody

  • of his six-year-old daughter.

  • The inspiration for "Papi" actually came from someone

  • who I met via a dating app.

  • Dating is very, very loosely defined.

  • A dating app.

  • Sucio!

  • There's so many rich things with-- you know,

  • within the context of this show.

  • We hit these really hardcore themes,

  • but my talent is to do it in a really funny way.

  • Well, we talked about this all the time.

  • Like, the largest ticket-buying demographic at the movie

  • theater are Latinos.

  • And I feel like they're the most underrepresented

  • in terms of those ratios. Yeah.

  • Hell yeah, you what I'm saying?

  • And when it comes to film and it comes to TV--

  • and now it's like, oh, well we got

  • to pay attention to Latinos.

  • Yeah, well we've been here.

  • And not only that, it's like, you know, our,

  • you know, our cultural palate is,

  • like, there's so many different ways to tell stories.

  • I feel like, now, people are willing to pay attention.

  • Yeah we need to continue providing opportunities

  • for Latinx creatives, and specifically, we

  • need to position Latinx folks in executive positions.

  • We need people who can sign the checks,

  • we need heads of corporations who

  • could make this stuff happen.

  • And this is one of the reasons why, even in the Latin--

  • I am so grateful for this experience

  • with the Latinx list.

  • Someone, a group of people, grabbed me by the hand,

  • put me on this list and said, pay attention to him.

  • You know what I literally heard in my head we said the hand.

  • [SINGING IN SPANISH]

  • [SINGING TOGETHER]

  • [LAUGHS]

  • We're stupid.

  • With that awareness and knowledge and power,

  • how do we uplift our Latinx LGBTQIA community?

  • Tell the stories. Mm-hmm.

  • Tell the stor-- Festival.

  • Tell the stories.

  • Tell the truth.

  • You know, people need to see themselves modeled.

  • Yeah.

  • You know, and that's the only way all of that negative banter

  • and stuff that society tends to put

  • on you-- that's the only way that they can change.

  • Yeah.

  • I love that.

  • So we are out of time.

  • Could we have-- well, we can't do round of applause for Robin.

  • But Robin, thank you so much for doing this.

  • I love you. You're my best friend.

  • I love you, boo, I always got you.

  • Your art, I love, love you so much.

  • And thank you, to all, for tuning in and celebrating

  • Latinx heritage month with us.

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  • [SPEAKING SPANISH] All accents welcome.

As a gay person, we do [BLEEP] exist.

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