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  • I wanna be ELISA Koshi.

  • Yeah.

  • Wait.

  • I wanna be blogger Lots and 1000.

  • There you go, guys.

  • A quick and easy work out for the morning.

  • But I also want to be a cat cat Sleep 16 to 20 hours a day.

  • I don't know about you, but lately I always want to be someone else.

  • Everyone just looks like their lives are so much more fun on.

  • Technically, I know this isn't the case like everyone has their own problems, no matter how dope their instant aesthetic is.

  • I don't know lately I look at my friends and it seems like everyone's traveling to exotic locations or doing cool projects or getting married and having kids.

  • I sort of feel left behind.

  • And whenever I get into these deep dive spirals of comparing my life to someone else's, I just feel so lonely and worthless and like a giant waste of space.

  • And the worst part is I know I'm doing this to myself.

  • By the way, you suck suck pretty hard.

  • This tendency is so destructive.

  • And unfortunately on Lee, you could get to the point where you recognize like, Okay.

  • All right.

  • This is bad.

  • I need to break this habit now because it's making me miserable and some at this point again.

  • And I probably will be at the future at some point again forever.

  • Yeah, yes, Children.

  • Our lives are a constant battle himself.

  • Management and look, you know what I'm going to say?

  • You know what?

  • The advices, but yes, I will acknowledge it could be so hard to live life as authentically as possible and be present and Onley Compare yourself to your past self because that does require pretty rigorous mental training.

  • E It's a moment to moment decision.

  • It's like actively stopping before you get two hours into an instagram deep diving before you know it.

  • You are very familiar with the entire Venmo transaction history of your crush.

  • But I've been there.

  • E have made a lot of bad decisions like a lot of them.

  • Sometimes my finger will even hover over the instagram app, and I have all of my social media APS in a fuller label.

  • Don't do it.

  • But even then I will ask myself, Are you sure you want to do this?

  • This will probably not make you feel good.

  • You feel bad, right?

  • now, And you're just actively seeking a justification for your bad feel.

  • Shut the hell up now and see what everyone's up Thio and sure enough.

  • Yeah, you were right.

  • I feel horrible.

  • I told you so.

  • But you know what?

  • It's okay.

  • Because sometimes you do need to make the wrong decision so many times that there's nothing left but to make the right one.

  • So if you're feeling terrible lately on the causes that you're constantly feeding yourself stimulation of everyone's perfectly curated lives and it seems like their lives are much better than yours, then just go get a life.

  • Uh, stop watching everyone on screen stop watching me right now.

  • I mean, the only cure for that kind of envy is to be so engaged in your own life that it doesn't even occur to you to get a photo for the gram.

  • Some of the best nights of my life were so great that it never occurred to me to get a photo, and it makes me a little sad, but it's also a good sign.

  • I'm in a kinda stay awesome.

  • Gotham Also, if you've ever wondered how I make my episodes from concept to creation while I'm on the road and without my crew, you now cant No.

  • I had the pleasure of partnering with Samsung to teach up and coming comedian Karen Sepulveda.

  • Just that from the monologues.

  • I'm in a condom.

  • I'm Karen Sepulveda.

  • Live your truth to the clone cutaways.

  • Hello.

  • How are you?

  • All great, Thank you.

  • Karen and I shot an entire episode on a note nine.

  • You can click on the link in my description to watch my episode of Make and see How to create your own show.

  • Guys, Father dead.

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I wanna be ELISA Koshi.

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