I traveledtowasso I decidedtobookticketstogotoEuropeforabouttwomonths.
I wentbacktoAustraliafirstforabouttwoweeksandthen I decidedtogotoSouthKoreaforoneweekandthen I flewtoEuropeforabouttwomonths.
I hadtogobacktoKoreaforoneoftheweeksforwork, butthen I prettymuchspentmostofthetimetravelingaroundinEuropeanditwasamazing.
Intotal, I wenttoeightdifferentcountriesin a spanoftwomonthsand I metsomanynewfriendsmetsomanymorefamilymembers.
Itwasjustanexperiencetoremember, so I definitelywouldgobackthereagainwhen I havetime.
Itwasdefinitelyoneofthebesttrips I haveevertaken.
Soifyouguysareinterestedtoseewhat I gotuptoinEurope, I thoughtthewholeentiretripsandmakesureyoucheckoutmyvlogchannel a linkthatdownbelowaswellandmakesureyousubscribetoitaswellbecause I'm stilluploading a lotonthatchannel.
AfterEurope, I wentbacktoKoreafortwoweeksand I justwentbacktodosomefinalshoppingandjustfinalizing a lotofthingsbefore I wentbacktoAustraliaandfinallyattheendofAugust, I camebacktoAustraliaand I amnowhereforgood.
Eventhough I havemovedbacktoAustraliaforgood, I stillplantotravel.
Itdoesn't mean I'm notgoingtobetravelinganymore.
I stillplantogotoJapanmaybeonce a year, like I alwaysusedThio.
SoyoustillseesomemoreJapanlogs.
Andwhilst I wasinJapan, I filmedsomanylawsthat I haven't uploaded.
I traveled a lotwithaudiotravelandyeah, I gotlogspoweredup.
So, like I said, I thinkinmyleavinginJapanvideo, I'm goingtobeuploadingsomeofthoselongsometimesonmyblockchannel.
Somakesureyouguyssubscribetomyvlogchannelifyouguyswanttoseewhat I getuptoinAustraliaandalsosomeoldthrowbackJapanvlogs.
Andthatiswhythisisjust a temporarybackground, because I'llbemovinginaboutthreeweeks, whichisreallycrazy.
I doplantohaveloggedthemovinginprocessandshoppingforfurnitureandstuff, so I postallofthatontomyvlogchannelwhenthattimehappens.
But I guessthat's themainhugechangeinmylifethat's goingtobehappeningverysoon, and I'm reallyexcitedtobringyouguyswithmespeakingaboutmoving.
I'm kindofstressedoutrightnowbecause I have a waytoomuchstuff, guys, andbecauseofthat, I amsellingahlotoffmylistlater, closeon D pop, so I'llalsolinkthatdownbelowaswell.
Ifyouguyswannacheckoutwhat I'm selling, it's goingtobe a hugechange.
I'm kindofnervous, but I'm alsoreallyexcitedbecause I finallyhave a placewithmyboyfriendandwearegoingtobemovingonwithourlives.
So I feelthat I'm attheagewhere I'm readytosettledownnowandthen, youknow, startmyadultlife.
Anotherthingthat's goingtobehappeningisthatforallyouSydneyviews, I amgoingtobegoingtocakeonAustralianSydneyattheendofthismonth.
Soforallofyouguyswantto k con, I amgoingtobedoingmeangryaftermypanelsessions, so I willlinkalltheinformationdownbelow.
I'm reallyexcitedtogotoSydneyagain.
And I can't waittomeetallofyouguys.
I alsowanttotalkaboutwhy I haven't uploadedonthischannelinabouttwomonthsoningeneral.
Why?
I haven't beenuploadingasmuchthisyearon.
I'm gonnabehonestwithyouguys.
I kindoflostmotivationthisyearonYouTubeandmaybeit's because I burntmyselfoutlastyear.
I workedreallyhardlastyearonmyYouTubechannel.
I wasstickingto a verystrictuploadschedule.
I wasuploadingtwice a week, andif I didn't finish a video, I wouldstayupthewholeentirenight.
Thioeditthisonevideoandyouknow, I justgotwaytoostressedout.
I wasn't happy, and I feltthat I keptontryingtomakethenextvideobetterthanthelastvideo.
Andifthevideowasn't goodenough, I wouldjustscrapthewholevideoand, youknow, I wouldrefilmer.
I wasoveranalyzingallthevideos I wasmaking, andbecauseofthat, YouTubejustwasn't funformeanymore.
And I justfelt I lost a lotofmotivation.
That's why I decidednottouploadasmuchthisyear.
I triedtotake a breakbecause I feltthat I reallyneededitformyownmentalstability.
I havefilmed a lotofvideoswhilst I wasinJapanforthischannel.
I filmedactuallyabout 20 videos, and I justhaven't editorthevideosyetjustbecause, like I said, I didn't haveanymotivation.
Butnowthat I'm backinAustralia, I didtake a verylongbreak.
I feelthatnow I'm slowlygettingmymotivationbackon.
Tobehonest, I justwantThiohavefunwiththisYouTubechannel.
I feelthat I shouldn't thinktoomuchaboutthequalityoffthecontent.
That's whytoday I decidedjusttheway a hoodyjusttositdownandtalkandnothaveanyfancyeditingandstuffinmyvideos.
I reallyfeelthat I needtokindofgetthatoutofmyheadand, youknow, justdovideosbecause I enjoydoingit, notbecause I'm tryingtoimpressanyoneelse.
I guess I justreallymissthedays.
But I couldjustturnmycameraonandjusttalktoyouguysanduploadthisonmymainchannel.
I justthought I wastryingtoohardtocreatecrazythingsformychannelAtthetime, I didhave a lotoffunmakingthevideos.
I think I justneedtolike, toneitdown a bit, andthen I justwannabemorepersonableofyouguys.
Like I said, thisonmyblockchannel.
I wanttojust, youknow, bethetypeofpersonthatyoucanrelatetobecause I'm noonespecial.
Like, I amjustlikeyouguys.
I guess I feellike I'vebeantryingtohardthiocreatecrazythingsinthischannel.
Andif I feltthevideowasnotgoodenough, I wouldjustscrap.
Andtobehonest, I shouldn't bethinkingthatway.
I shouldjustbemakingvideosbecause I enjoymakingcontent.
Sothat's thereasonwhy I haven't beenuploading.
Butnowthat I feelthat I havegotmymotivationback, I feel a lothappierbeingbackinAustralia.
I'm goingtobeuploadingagainonthischannel.
Sohopefullyyouguysaffordtothevideos.
I'm goingtobeuploading.
I'm goingtostartuploadingthevideos I filmedah, coupleofmonthsagobecause I nevereditedthem.
And I feelthatyouguyswouldreallyenjoythisvideo.
Sopleaselookforwardtothem.
And I hopeyouguysstillsupportme.
Eventhough I leftyouguysfor, like, a longtimetoseeyou.
I'm reallysorry.
I guessWhat I'm tryingtosayisattheendoftheday, I justwanttobemyselfagain.
I wanttogobacktotheKimthatlovedmakingvideos.
I wanttogobacktoKim, notlovededitingvideosandwasreallyexcitedtouploadvideosonthischannel.
And I alsowanttoconnectmoreofyouguysandkindofcreatemoreof a communitywithyouguys, eventhough I haven't uploadedin a whilethatyouguysstillsupportthischanneland I willworkveryhardfromnowontouploadvideosmoreregularly.
Thenextfewweeks, they'regoingtobeverybusyformebecause I havetounpackalltheboxes I shippedbackfromJapan.
I havetounpack.
Allmyluggageisthat I broughtbackfromallmytravels.
I needThiostartmovingfurnitureintomynewapartmentbecauseofallthatstuff.
I don't think I'llbeabletofeelmuchnewcontentforthischannelanytimesoon, But I dohave a lotofcontentthat I madebackwhen I wasinJapan, which I doplantoeditanduploadforyouguystosee.
Sohopefullyyouguyssupporttothem.
Once I havetime, I doplantofilmstuffonthischannelagain.
Soifyouhaveanyrecommendationsonwhatvideosyouwantmetofilm, pleaseletmeknowinthecommentboxdownbelow, because I reallymissmakingvideosforthischannel.
I havebeenhappeningveryoftenonmyblockchannel, butit's justnotthesamebecausethisis a channelthat I putallmyheartandsoulintoandjustthionotuploadonthischannel.
Itjustmakesmefeelreallyupset, so I'm notgonnafeelthatwayanymore.
I ambackonthischanneland I willworkveryhardforyouguys.