Myheartisracingfreakingoutbecausetodaywe'redoingsomethingthat I havebeenthinkingaboutforlike, 20 years, and I can't believeit's actuallybecomingsoyouguysknow I lovetosurprisemymomsometimestoomuch.
Who's thatmoreShould I sayhi, GrandmaTheresa?
I'm gonnacrybecause I knowyou'renotJesus, but I loveJesussomuchso I knowyou'renotgothim.
Hello, screaming, MissJesus.
Buttheoneperson I havealwayswantedtosurpriseherwithisheridol.
Now, I know a lotofyouguysknowKathyGriffinbecauseofthatcontroversywithTrumpMaskandthatwholesituationwaascrazyandintense.
Andas a KathyGriffinfan, I didn't evenknowwhattodoorsayaboutit.
I knowherbecauseshehasbeensomebody I'velookeduptoalmostwayinduction a littlegame.
Ifyouonlyknew, right.
Let's endthisepisodewithoneaswell.
You'd lovetocollaboratewithKathyGriffin.
Youguysalreadyknow I'vesaidit a 1,000,000 times, butmychildhoodwasrough.
Andwhenitwasjustmeandmymomandshewasworkingallthetime, I had a roughchildhood, and I dealtwith a lotofdepressionanddefinitelyhadtousecomedytokindofmakemyselflaugh, makemyfamilylaugh.
I know I see a lotofcommentsfrompeoplesaying, Oh, Shane, yourvideoshavechangedmylife, areaffectedmeorgivenmehappinessbecauseyoutaughtmelikelaughterwasthebestthing, sothathashelpedmethrough.
I'm sorry I'm getting, butlet's helpme.
They'relikemiddleschoolinhighschool.
That's whatsheis.
Andit's sofunnybecauseifyouactuallylike, thinkaboutit, there's somanythingsthat I doandthat I sayandthewaythat I talkthatissosimilartoherandit's because I grewupwatchingher.
I can't imaginehowthatfeelstolose a limbandthenfeellikeyoucanstillfeelthepainofthatlimbwithouthavingthebenefitofusingthatlimbfrommyjobistomake a left.
Soyouknow, I wouldneverletthemseemecry.
I just I hopetheshowisgoodand I justhopeitmakeshimlaugh.
That's all I cando, andthat's exactlywhat I wanttodowithmychannel.
Andthat's what I feellike I'vebeentryingtodo.
And I knowshegets a lotofshit, especiallyrightnowwiththewholetrumpthing, and I'm notpoliticalatalllike I don't give a fuckaboutanyofpolitics, eventhough I should.
But I doknowwhatit's liketofeellikesomanypeoplehateyou.
I'vebeenthroughsomanycontroversiesandthingswhere I wakeup, and I feellikethewholeworldisagainstme.
Anotherday, Anothernewreportof a YouTuberwhoyoublissfullydidn't knowexistedpriortowatchingthisvideo.
Thistimeit's ShaneDawsonwhoandit's hard.
Butit's alsowhy I relatetoher, becausewhenshegoesthroughthingslikethat.
AndwearegoingtogotoKathyGriffin's houseandsurprisemymomwith a daywhen I say I havebeenthinkingaboutthisforever.
I amnotexaggerating.
I remembersittingwithmymomafterweallgotfiredfromourjobs.
Well, I gotfiredfrommyjobbecause I made a videoatwork.
Sotheycameintomyworktoday, firedme.
Thentheywenttomymom's workandtheyfiredher.
Thentheywenttomybrother's workandtheyfiredhim.
Sowaywerecrying.
Andweturnedon a KathyGriffinspecialtomakeushappyagain.
And I turnedtomymom, and I saidonedaywayaregoingtoseeKathyGriffininpersonandtellher, thankyou, andwe'rejustgonnatalkshitandlaughwithherandit's fuckinghappening.
And I believeit.
Andit's socrazy.
I knowit, doesn't I?
Soherewego.
I havenoideahowwe'regoingtogetmymomtoherhousewithoutherknowingthere's a lottofigureout.
Butlet's doittogether.
Who's that?
Whoisthat?
I Okay, allmyclothesweredirty, so I justgotnewonesalso.
Look, thisis a mosquito.
It's a mosquito's for 800 timesmagnificationinthecoolcares.