Name: HEARTBREAK AND EX BOYFRIENDS | Lydia Elise Millen
Uploaded: 2020-03-09T09:03:50.000Z
Duration: 25 min 48 s
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And welcome back to my reaching channel on today.

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I'm talking about something that I've never talked about.

If some of you have followed me from the very, very, very, very First post type out on my block, you might remember that I had, I think I can't remember.

Yeah, I got two boyfriends of the beginning on Dhe, then very swiftly met Ali afterwards.

And so I've always kind of been in a relationship with Ali on dhe.

I think lots of people that have been watching for well, well, that, in fact, I'm sorry.

I know that people are interested because I just asked on my instagram stories on so many of the questions we're asking me about.

Have I ever been in a toxic relationship?

For the first time in my career, let's talk about some of the things from my past and some of my past relationships.

I'm not gonna be going into too much detail.

But there were definitely some really important lessons that I learned from them on, hopefully by me.

Sharing this will help you if you're going through anything similar with some of the things that I went through in my past.

So without further ado, let's get into some of the questions because I think that this is gonna be quite an interesting one.

So that's question I had come in was, I'm not gonna name because this is like an anonymous one.

Okay, so the first question that came in Waas Did you have any serious relationships before Ali?

I think I had my first ever boyfriend like proper boyfriend at the age off 15 on Dhe.

He was a little older than making things about three or four years older than me on.

And I was still at school, and I thought I was, like, the coolest person in the world that he was actually the first person to ever break my heart as well, which waas an experience in itself.

I honestly before he was gonna end me, I thought that he was the love of my life and I would never, ever get over it.

And I think It probably took me about two years to get over him.

After that I had another boyfriend, which was when I kind of went through my alternative like looks phase.

I've always been into the same kinds of music and things like that, but I really dressed a lot differently.

I think I kind of involved with him and I had my interesting hair cut.

I got my lip pierced, have fleshed other horse.

It was all very interesting on, I think, about two years.

Then after him I had a very so brief relationship with someone that had been a friend and he was a little bit younger than me on DDE had always had a crush on me and then I went out with him on Dhe.

It wasn't a very good relationship and it ended quite swiftly.

Then I had a very, very, very long term relationship.

When I moved thio, I beat her to work for a while.

I was in a relationship for about four or five years with someone that I met there, but it was long distance, so it was quite difficult, quite tough and I ended up being quite lonely from it.

And then after that, I ended up getting back with the guy that I went out with when I was 15 on drinking doing that, which did not last very long.

On about two weeks after that relationship ended, I met my husband on DDE.

The next question kind of takes me back to the beginning and it says, How was your first relationship ever?

So going back Thio my relationship when I was 15 it was It was quite short lived.

From what I remember, I think it was definitely under a year.

Hey, literally broke my heart, my little 15 year old girl heart like, split it into and it was really, really horrible.

But I just I thought that he was like everything, and it was really funny because it was totally no romantic in any way shape.

Before I met him, when he was working on a house down my road, he was a roof on who worked on this house.

And every day I would walk past and he would be soul a night light, cause I was 15 and silly, and that was how we ended up meeting on picked me up in his very souped up car on.

I just remember looking at him, and I just thought, Oh my gosh, he was just the veal and Kendall and I would never ever love again on it was really difficult because I think we were from a very different sort of lifestyles on Dhe.

His friends really, really didn't like me.

And I think that he was quite bothered by the fact that I wasn't liked by them on Dhe.

I think he broke up with me and dumped me about Was that eight months Thio Thio a year later on, and I took it very, very badly because we lived really close together and he would always be driving around in his car.

I would like going walk around the streets where I live, hoping I would see him on Dhe.

It was just horrendous, like, absolutely horrendous.

I learned his phone number off my heart, which was the worst thing I ever did.

From that day, I never learned another guy's phone number off by heart again.

I still don't even know my husband's off by half.

But I feel like times have changed since then because I had my little Nokia 51 10 or wherever it waas on.

You could only have about 10 numbers in there, but I love his number of my heart, so I could just couldn't get rid of him.

I just text him and then I'll be like, No, what?

I think it definitely did take me to two years, if not longer to get over him.

He enjoyed the fact that I couldn't get over him and he would talk me with it on.

Andi always had, like, girlfriends, and I just never had another boyfriend in those two years.

They just made me so upset because I would just like if I was in the pub where we lived and he was there, I'd have to watch him with his new girlfriend.

When you're 15 is just like nothing else.

I just I can't believe how I felt and how sad I wasin how miserable I waas and just if I could go back now, I would literally shaped me and be like pull yourself together and go and find someone better.

Needless to say, they will say that the first cut is the deepest on DDE.

I did end up many, many years later, getting back with my first ever love on DDE.

It was not a healthy relationship on, and his friends still hated me.

Unfortunately, on this occasion the tables turned and I actually ended up ending the relationship on.

It was a little bit messy, but it was definitely for the best.

And I think that now it's so nice looking back on those past relationships on being able to see how much better those people are and how much better off they are on, probably how much happier we both are not together.

So yeah, that was put on interesting first relationship and definitely something that I would know recommend revisiting later down the line in your life because it could be quite messy.

Okay, next up, I had so many questions about overcoming heartbreak on Dhe.

I definitely definitely don't think that I, um, was well versed in this is I should be, although I have definitely had my heart broken, but I can be quite so stern on.

I think it's very different when you're actually going through it, but my biggest, it would be remove them from your life, remove everything that you could possibly have off that person from your life.

Social media removed anything that will remind you that person, because you will only be making yourself feel worse on DDE.

You will only be torturing yourself in the long run because all of those things remind you of times that don't exist anymore.

It's not current relationship anymore, so I definitely think that that will accelerate the process.

But these things can take time, and it's important to sort of acknowledge those feelings on DDE, not try and suppress them, but just acknowledge them, feel them on dhe Also try to remain a strong as you possibly can because it could get even messier when you start getting into casual situations.

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