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  • Good morning, everyone.

  • I'm naturally just getting myself sorted for the day I saw just in my head.

  • I have done my makeup on and I am feeling good, literally like a new woman.

  • I feel like there is gonna be one hell of a life update in this video.

  • I feel like there's lots to talk about, lots to catch up on.

  • Obviously, you would have seen one of the house stuff in my last video that was so hard filming that because I was doing it over such a long period of time and over such few days, weeks even.

  • I don't want to spoil any of the surprises in the new stuff and blah blah, blah.

  • So it's been so hard, like not showing my house, not showing the fact that my Christmas trees are.

  • They have been decorated yet, but they are up and ready to be decorated because in like, I think, like two days time that I start filming for Christmas with the MGs, which is obviously my version off log mess and how I d things on dhe.

  • Yes, way Stop filming a little bit in advance on.

  • I have some really interesting stuff on, and especially for the first episode of love, Miss.

  • So that's gonna be an interesting one.

  • I am so far out of my comfort zone, you will not believe so.

  • There's lots happening with this.

  • I'm so excited to be doing it again.

  • I know that every year everyone like he don't look with some.

  • Like, I honestly don't think I could ever like City Al.

  • I always take it really relaxed that I want to get to stress.

  • And honestly, this year is the one year I'm going into this in the best possible mindset, I think I feel like I feel energized.

  • If you didn't see.

  • I went and had a B 12 shot well last week.

  • Now, Yeah, it's almost a week ago, which has completely changed the game for me.

  • I can't I can't put into words.

  • I physically cannot put into words.

  • But Allie and I feel like new people on dhe.

  • We just We can't believe the change in ourselves.

  • Like remember, I always used to say t like I feel like my eyes are tired, but I'm not tired.

  • I have been struggling with that for Odysseus, but as long as I remember now, especially since I've been self employed on dhe.

  • I just thought that was how I lived on That was obviously one of the signs that I needed this shot because I know I have no tiredness in my face.

  • I had five hours sleep last night.

  • I wake up and I still feel energized.

  • I still feel capable.

  • It's just the most bizarre, life changing thing I think I've ever experienced.

  • So I don't know that Ali has been experiencing the exact same thing.

  • That my mind works quicker.

  • I'm able to process information.

  • Do things sort things out so much quicker?

  • Because I'm just firing on all cylinders.

  • I almost got into this state where I was like, I wake up and I feel tired, but I've been asleep and why am I tired?

  • And now it just it feels like my life has been changed.

  • So huge, huge, huge.

  • Thank you to Dr Eyad for using his initiative on inviting me down on Dhe doing that for all of us because all three of us have really, really felt the benefits.

  • And now I'm taking Sim prove every day on dhe.

  • I have just ordered my new vitamin D mouth spray to help with that because of your work inside.

  • So I always get so much, son.

  • So, yeah, I wanted that as well.

  • My skin is finally on the mend as well.

  • Oh, my goodness.

  • I have finally just taken my skin hair back to basics back to my baseline.

  • If you have been around these waters for a while, you know that when I take my skin back to its base line products, the ones that really agree with it, it just everything.

  • It's better.

  • So I've done that.

  • I'm still using retinal, and I'm still using le creme, but yeah, I just kind of strict everything back, and I'm just gonna reintroduce things and see how we get on with that.

  • It's been good getting my skin back to a good place.

  • So I'm feeling my makeup today feeling very glowy.

  • What else is there?

  • So Yeah, Like I said, I'm prepping for blocking us at the moment.

  • And I'm still making way for a few videos in between.

  • So I actually start love within a couple of days, but I will be looking like in between for my videos until love starts on the very first day of December.

  • I always saw the first day, so yeah, cause I'm so excited, so excited.

  • I know.

  • As I mentioned in my home video, I let you guys know that we're hosting Christmas this year.

  • So decorations are going all out, so obviously I will be bringing you a decorating video.

  • But this one, I think, is going to be so much fun.

  • It's gonna be the weekend of dreams on.

  • I'm looking forward to joining me with that, but you'll hear more about that drink to also give you a little bit of a kind of It always makes me sad moment.

  • I think about it.

  • But a lot of you've been asking about links still on dhe.

  • I know that you're always well meaning like has links come home has linked, showed up West links Andi, I know that you will mean so so well with that.

  • It's obviously hard because it's a constant reminder of my camera.

  • Roll is my most tortuous place at the moment.

  • Whenever I'm like, Oh, I mean, I meant to show you something and I scroll back through my own pictures and I it's just him.

  • I'm just constantly reminded of him.

  • Andi, it's It's so sad that just a kind of I think there's probably be my last update on links on dhe Need Thio Move on.

  • As you can see, it's still not something that I'm able.

  • Thio.

  • I just spent all this time do my makeup and others.

  • It's still not something that I'm able to really talk about and catches me off.

  • God.

  • Allie and I watched a YouTube video about Ryan's dog was killed recently on Dhe.

  • We just watched it, totally understood how he felt, sat in our kitchen, watched our video about links that Sally made on DDE, had a little cry and then go on with our day.

  • I'm not gonna bloody cry just oh, we we know we know that links is no longer around.

  • We know that what we initially thought had happened happened.

  • We know all that on Dhe.

  • As much as you know, we still hope we know on dhe.

  • We just have to let it go now.

  • There's never been any more information.

  • There's never been any sightings.

  • He's never been seen since he left the cat flap at 9 30 on the 14th of August isn't he's never been seen since on DDE.

  • We know we know, So I can't really talk about it anymore.

  • I can't.

  • I have Thio have to just move on.

  • So just kind of just a touch on it, that's That's basically what I wanted to say.

  • It's just that no, he's never coming home on dhe.

  • That's that.

  • I've been that.

  • Like I said, I've been taking so much better care of myself.

  • Even when they had reflexology yesterday on DDE, that was one boy always did think I was gonna fall asleep on Dhe.

  • I did.

  • But it was really loving someone that doesn't actually like having their feet touched.

  • It was just great on in issue.

  • She was like, I think you know, just getting coming back once a month just to get you back into the swing of things.

  • And, as you know, in my home update video, My goodness, do you?

  • I can't believe it saved me.

  • I think I hit just rock bottom in terms of energy on dhe.

  • I was still trying to, like keep going, and it's no exhaustion from over exerting myself in a like manual labor sense.

  • It's just I was exhausted on dhe.

  • I didn't really tell her out with, like how I've been feeling.

  • And I just said, I'll carry with me in because I keep getting a sore throat once a month and like, I just can't get anything done and it's getting really frustrating.

  • However, that had been the worst episode I had on Dhe.

  • So she did my treatment.

  • She was saying that I should come up once a month and then after the treatment, she was like So how you feeling?

  • And I was like, Yeah, that was great.

  • Thank you so much.

  • And she was like, Lydia, I don't know how you've been doing what you're doing.

  • I don't know how you've been functioning.

  • There is There is nothing in your tank.

  • There's nothing.

  • I checked every area.

  • There is nothing.

  • So you really, really, really, really need to work on taking better care of yourself.

  • And I was like, Whoa, you know when you feel something, But it takes someone.

  • He was completely unknowing what you do, because sometimes I feel like the people around me, like you do so much like, really, I don't know if I do that was like a slap in the face of reality.

  • Like it's no that, you know, it looks like it.

  • It's just the fact that you have done too much for you.

  • So now reflexology I have every week for the next two weeks, and then I'm playing it by ear and then moving on to once a month.

  • Once I get myself back, B 12 shot changed my life.

  • Much more vitamins eating better.

  • And I hope to then be able to have my energy to be able to get back into exercise and try and work on yoga Tip to begin with on, then get back into my spinning and do those kinds of things because, yeah, it's life can't carry on like that.

  • So, yeah, I'm not looking for a pity party at all.

  • That's never what this channel is about is just I mean, best will explain the state of me in my last video because even I watching that that now was like, Whoa, you don't look good.

  • Yeah, so that's kind of like a bit of an update with you.

  • With regards to that, I'm also let me do my hair with you.

  • today because I was gonna do my hair and waves.

  • But because of what's happening for the first day of log, Ms I don't need to have any kind of high maintenance stuff going on with how I look.

  • It's gonna be very much not that.

  • So I'm gonna do my usual kind of signature look, with my hair on dhe, I'm going thio kind of show.

  • You have lots of questions, and I know that you guys love routines and I always find integrate them into my blog's.

  • So hopefully you'll get after this.

  • I'm gonna be doing my hair with you today.

  • I'm also getting my head on on Friday.

  • Carrie and I are going to get our hair done.

  • And I'm going to kind of update you on that as well, because this Maur changing like it feels like it's just kind of like the end of an era right now, Like the tide's changing, my energy is changing.

  • Who I am I feel is shifting because I am taking better care of myself.

  • So yeah, we'll talk about that come Friday.

  • Yeah, So I'm gonna do my hair.

  • Would you say I'm gonna do my signature Look, I've been loving at the moment, so I like my hair behind my ears.

  • And I usually like either Pinna or just ahead break into place on Dhe.

  • Then I do like my straight hair like pro castrate And how I get my head too.

  • Be polka straight on.

  • Stay poker straight Because there was a trick I found out recently when I was on a shoot.

  • It was a sheet with play po on, Dhe like changing, absolutely life changing.

  • So I'm gonna tell you about that as well.

  • Obviously, you are currently on hashtag crap lady uses as a tripod.

  • Andi, if I show you what you're on, I'll get out my phone.

  • And you are currently balanced atop of the new limited edition.

  • Loreal l met extra strength hair spray in It's festive limited edition packaging, which is gonna be perfect for all of you have still needs in the festive period.

  • Coming.

  • So don't ever tell me that I don't use the very best for my tripods.

  • Don't need to dry my hair.

  • I'm gonna see what my head like.