Name: ‘I Think I Was Too Trapped In My Head,’ Says Former News Anchor Of Her Previous Life
Uploaded: 2019-12-01T20:05:15.000Z
Duration: 4 min 27 s
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I think that it's a perfect, valid dialogue 5

I'm the one who can bitch and complain. 8

that gets to do all the pouting and complaining. 10

I started my own little show out on the beach in Venice, 11

and it's every Sunday morning I go out there, 12

and it's like Sunday school for Saturday night sinners 13

and Sunday morning grinners 'cause heathens 14

and hellcats need to go to church too. 15

You gotta get while the gettins good, baby. 16

that being prescribed Adderall would lead 18

a magical journey of creativity and awakening. 20

I kinda feel like that in the beginning 21

I was out there and I was talking to people 23

and when I started to take the Adderall 24

And for the first time in my life I was able to cry. 26 00:00:57.930 --> 00:01:01.740 line:15% My entire life I couldn't feel anything physically, 27 00:01:01.740 --> 00:01:03.740 line:15% I couldn't feel anything emotionally, 28 00:01:03.740 --> 00:01:08.490 line:15% I was locked down, I had blocks and chains, 29

you know, the Bible belt was just squeezin' me too tight, 30

I went through some therapy where everyone else was cryin' 31

There was something about it that opened my emotions. 35

and I know that Steven gets mad at me for staying up late, 39

But sometimes my creative genius can come out late at night. 41 00:01:42.020 --> 00:01:43.260 line:15% Staying up late is one thing, 42 00:01:43.260 --> 00:01:45.640 line:15% 6:32 in the morning is another thing. 43 00:01:45.640 --> 00:01:48.120 line:15% I mean that's not late, I mean that's into the next day. 44 00:01:48.120 --> 00:01:49.880 line:15% Right but I don't know. 45

I've heard stories about muses and people who are artists 46

and I know that everyone should be so regimented 47

and get eight hours of sleep every night, 49

That is what it is and I'm watching you here. 54

I think that, I mean I had, you know my mom died 60

and she just sent 13 boxes of my stuff from my childhood 61

and there's my toe shoes, and I got up and I put those on, 62

I get up and I put on the music, and I clean the house 66

and I get it done where I used to couldn't clean the house. 67

I would just look at it and say, "Uh, I can't do this. 68

Okay, well let's take a look at this tape. 70

Momma's here (laughs) what I'm saying. 73

I trying to give birth to my adventurous side. 75

Um, it's not as bad as I thought it was gonna look. 78

I mean I used to be a buttoned-up business person, 80

and I had completely forgot about my inner monster. 81

then okay, but the truth is you're sleep deprived, right? 88

No, I think it is important to get good sleep 91

I mean like when she goes to bed, here's the problem. 97

When she comes to bed at 6:30, seven o'clock in the morning 98

she'll come to bed and she'll get up at 10:30, 99

If you're staying up and going to bed at 6:30 103

in the morning and sleeping for three hours 104

and then you're pouring a way overdose of Adderall 106

You're getting high on speed and runnin' around your house 108

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