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  • Uhm...so uncomfortably quiet

  • Ready?

  • Uh-huh

  • Laugh

  • Ok, hi guys!

  • My name's Shannon

  • and this

  • is my beautiful best friend Cammie

  • who I want nothing but every good thing in the world for

  • That was so cute

  • I didn't know what you were gonna say

  • I love you

  • Don't cry!

  • Oh my gosh, sorry

  • I didn't mean to make you cry, I'm sorry

  • I think a little bit of crying is normal

  • A light cry

  • Just a light cry

  • Thank you

  • Ok, wow

  • I started that off with a burn

  • I cry everytime I laugh

  • I'm just so funny

  • Ok, so basically

  • Basically

  • this isn't a fun video to make

  • not necessarily a video we would love to make but

  • in some level we've realized

  • Cammie: we need to make

  • We need to make, so we're making it

  • so now we're making it

  • So basically

  • we broke up

  • The end! Ok!

  • There we go

  • See you later!

  • Do we...continue?

  • As much as we love

  • wholeheartedly each other

  • and want the absolute best for each other

  • the most important part of life is self happiness

  • and we drive that into you guys

  • I feel like (and I hope you feel like)

  • in most of our videos we were always talking about

  • your personal happiness is the most important thing in the world

  • and Shannon and I both came to a point that

  • even though we love each other

  • we were not feeling happy

  • within ourselves and with our personal growth

  • and the only way to discover that

  • and to reach that personal growth

  • was individually

  • and...

  • that's ok

  • And I know you guys are heartbroken

  • and we were and are heartbroken

  • and it was a really hard thing to accept

  • However I'm so insanely proud of both of us

  • for recognizing that and doing it

  • not just for ourselves but for each other, like

  • I knew Shannon wasn't totally happy with where she was

  • and she knew that the same with me

  • and we decided that

  • being on our own and having to figure out ourselves separately

  • was the best way for us to grow as individuals

  • To be the best us

  • Exactly

  • I can't say anything better

  • Yeah

  • I just think it's important for you guys to know like

  • we care about each other so much and will obviously love each other forever

  • Like I will do anything for you

  • And viceversa, always

  • But it's just...

  • Sometimes

  • that's not like enough

  • which sucks

  • That's like- there's really nothing more to say

  • The thing is there's not some big crazy drama to tell you guys

  • or some like woah!

  • Like Cammie just nailed it completely

  • That's what it is and that's like

  • I know you guys have been speculating and wanting to know

  • wanting us to tell you but like

  • we needed to figure this all out on our own

  • Yeah

  • Which we've been doing

  • It would've been easier if we had some big thing to tell you

  • Yeah

  • But we didn't and that's why it took so long

  • 'cause we needed time to ourselves and to really think about things

  • before we brought you guys into that and I know

  • that you guys...since the breakup have been like

  • "Oh, you guys are being fine" or like

  • whatever, all this stuff just so many speculations

  • You feel like we've been lying to you for all these years that we've been together and

  • how you make it look like "you guys are fine"

  • One, you don't see every aspect of our life

  • We don't share every thing

  • But also

  • We were ok

  • but that's the thing; we were just ok

  • like we knew that we could be better

  • so that's what we're gonna do

  • That's what we're working on now

  • I regret nothing of our relationship

  • I wouldn't change anything for the world

  • I'm so happy

  • Shannon will always hold such a special place in my heart

  • and I cherish every second with her

  • and I'm still gonna continue to know who Shannon is

  • I will always be a part of her life and she will always be a part of mine

  • We support each other so much

  • and I hope you guys can do the same

  • I love that you guys supported us and our relationship

  • but I hope you can also support us as individuals

  • So that being said

  • This channel 'nowthisisliving'

  • is going to be Shannon's channel

  • Shannon started this like

  • 'Nowthisisliving' is Shannon

  • and I was part of Shannon

  • so I was part of this journey

  • so is gonna continue to be Shannon

  • and I'm so excited to see what that brings

  • I've personally wanted you to make videos by yourself for so long

  • She's so much to share

  • Shut

  • She has...she has so much to say like

  • when we discussed video ideas that you had

  • Oh my gosh! You were so excited for them

  • You guys saw the video from Bonnaroo like

  • that was so badass!

  • and I'm so excited to watch your content

  • Number one fan

  • So I hope you guys can do the same like

  • you shouldn't stop supporting us just because

  • our "relationship" holds a different title now

  • But like...

  • We've always been Shannon and Cammie as well

  • Yeah!

  • Shannon and Cammie

  • And we're still Shannon and Cammie

  • And we still support each other

  • so you guys can support-

  • Like there's no like...

  • We don't need to pick sides, there's nothing

  • There's literally nothing wrong

  • that's- I was gonna say with either one of us

  • There's nothing wrong with either one of us!

  • But like there's nothing

  • No one did something wrong

  • This is all good we're all...this

  • *both* This is fine

  • And you guys should be fine

  • If I can support her then you should support her

  • and that being said as well

  • Everyone who follows this channel should go and follow Cammie's channel

  • She has her own channel where she's gonna be creating her own content

  • that she's already been doing for a long time

  • but she's gonna continue to do

  • and I want you guys to support her and follow her and

  • be there with here the same way that I want you to be with me

  • because she makes great content

  • and like look at her face

  • Look at her face

  • You should follow her

  • *mouthing* Stop it, so cute

  • They ship it

  • Too soon or...?

  • Never too soon

  • That's basically it, right?

  • Yeah, and like I don't wanna leave you guys unsatisfied but

  • that's all it is

  • and I know it feels like more in

  • just...you gotta not read into things

  • Like I know you guys wanted it to be something

  • Yeah, maybe we should've said this sooner so you could...

  • but we had to figure it out first so

  • And we needed to be ready to do this as well

  • 'cause

  • Yes

  • Yeah

  • 'Cause obviously

  • So...

  • But we also wanted to tell you guys what we're saying now 'cause we do think like

  • it's...you should hear it

  • Yeah!

  • And you could hear it from us and you hear from our mouths

  • and this is us telling you and then

  • that's really all that there is

  • Yeah

  • And like we're friends so like

  • You'll se us together

  • We're gonna post pictures I'm sure at some point like

  • There's things...will be...

  • I will like her tweets, she'll probably like mine every once in a while

  • Don't freak out about it

  • I mean you can get excited but I'm saying like

  • If we ever do get back together you guys will know

  • It won't be...please don't...

  • Yeah...

  • Please, don't think every little thing is like "woah, woah, woah"

  • Yeah

  • And just because this was

  • mutual and amicable

  • that doesn't mean we aren't sad and we aren't hurting

  • this is a big life change for us and that

  • That was...

  • Big is an understatement

  • Every aspect of mine and Shannon's life

  • were intertwined

  • and that was a huge problem

  • That was a problem, yeah

  • We didn't have our own identities

  • and now we're discovering them and we're gonna take some time

  • I don't know who I am right now, Shannon doesn't really know who she is right now

  • But it's fun discovering ourselves

  • And we will discover those things and

  • those new people will still be friends like

  • Don't think that like "Oh, they are so fine, that was so easy for them"

  • This has been very difficult but at the end of the day

  • we know it's what both of us need

  • It's the best thing for both of us

  • And I know it hurts you guys

  • and you guys are losing out on like...

  • being a part of this

  • But like...

  • As hard as you are hurt

  • This is...

  • Probably shit was harder for us

  • Our whole life is changing so like

  • Please...You guys have been great, you really have been really

  • for the most part so understanding and nice and awesome

  • But like

  • Just kn- we know you're hurting and we appreciate and we...

  • I understand and you deserve to hurt

  • we did- we brought you along in this journey

  • but be respectful the fact that we are also very much so hurting

  • Cammie: And we never wanted to hurt you guys Shannon: And that's ok

  • If we could have made this unhappen we would've but

  • Life happens, it really does

  • and I know I personally have always said and lived by

  • it's not about the things that happen to you, it's how you react to them and handle them

  • And I'm really proud of how both of us are handling things

  • And how you guys are handling things

  • and I hope that we can all keep handling things and that's all gonna be good

  • It's all gonna be great

  • So if you wanna see a club in the future- just kidding!

  • Like, subscribe!

  • If this gets 40k thumbs up...

  • 40 million, thousand trillions...

  • Thumbs up!

  • We'll do a making out video!

  • Joking

  • Yes!

  • Oh my god...

  • Ok

  • That's really all there's to say, right?

  • Yeah

  • We nailed it

  • I think we nailed it

  • I love you

  • I love you

  • Hi

  • Oh, this is sad though

  • This is real sad

  • Oh, sad

  • I love you

  • Cammie: I love you

  • Ok, let's end the video

  • Love you guys

  • Now this is depressing

  • Now this is dying!

  • It ended now

Uhm...so uncomfortably quiet

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