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  • Oh damn dude, how long you been doing that for? Man, for a while.

  • OK, that's what's up man. When did you find out you had that talent?

  • I been drawing forever. No kiddding.

  • They brought me right to the heart of the issue because you're talking to people

  • who have dealt with the issue themselves.

  • The homeless. You know they won't give me no house.

  • These are people who have been in the middle of it

  • who have fought through it and they're telling you their personal stories.

  • I'm a diehard Laker fan. That's what I'm talking about man.

  • My testimony isn't for everyone. My testimony is basically for the hardcore,

  • the violent, the seriously lost.

  • Dennis grew up very very angry, was full of hate,

  • and he didn't have anybody to embrace him, to kind of guide him through life

  • so he fell into the wrong crowd that ended up embracing him.

  • But they fell into the wrong path and that made it very easy for him to transition into violence and to crime.

  • My name is Dennis. If you spell it backwards, it spells sin, and that was me-

  • conceived, raised, and born in it.

  • What I couldn't get from my family, I turned to street gangs

  • trying to get it from them, and once you mess with things, it just goes bad.

  • Getting shot up, stabbed up, going to war, all over nothing.

  • In July, my baby brother got murdered.

  • I've dealt with a lot of guilt on that because I know he saw everything I was doing

  • the way I was living, and he tried to follow that.

  • He used to come in the house with guns over here, drugs over here.

  • So, in a way, my self-destructiveness from the inside lead to his demise.

  • Gang life, it's a form of addiction, and because you get used to this life, this is all you know.

  • These are the people who embraced you when nobody else was there to embrace you.

  • And now you have to make that very tough decision to put that behind you and move on to something else where

  • it's a lonely road to walk down.

  • When I walked into this mission, I think what they saw was a man that was either going to die or go back to the pen.

  • The thing that's keeping him going is love for his daughter

  • and that's what's keeping him anchored down.

  • I got one daughter, my only kid.

  • I love her to death man, we like tight. I'm not gonna let her see what I saw

  • as a kid growing up. Being here

  • I've been learning and I've been walking forward, and I thank god that I'm at the Mission man.

  • I'm just getting it right.

  • The thing that I enjoyed the most was hearing their optimism and their ambition to still accomplish their dreams.

  • There are things that they're still holding onto, that they want to accomplish,

  • and they're determined to accomplish them.

  • I see my brother Iven. I wave at my brother Iven. He's also a graduate of LA Mission.

  • I'm doing me now. You know, I'm doing me. I'm proud of myself. I'm happy.

  • I may not have an office seat job. I'm not dealing with corporate America.

  • I may not be bringing in a hundred grand a year like some people, but

  • that's alright with me because I'm doing what I'm doing-

  • I'm believing in myself, believing in God.

  • I'm not as good as I should be, but I'm not who I used to be

  • and that's an achievement in itself.

  • It's about the journey. It's not about the end result. It's about the journey, and enjoying that challenge.

  • We all go through dark times. We all have paths that we'd rather not travel

  • but it's those journeys that make the end result more special.

Oh damn dude, how long you been doing that for? Man, for a while.

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