So I feellikeforyears I washonestlykindofveryinconsistentwithskincareandlazyandit's somethingthatespeciallywithliketravelingandeverythingandalwaysworkingonmusic, it's something I'm tryingtojustget a lotmoreintoinconsistentwith.
I tendtohavekindofdrierskinso I needsomethingthat'lljustmoisturizenicely.
Sometimes I dothisinthemorning, buttonightit's timewegottodoit.
Uhtheyshavetoocloseandsometimesitgivesmelikeacneandstuffand I like, likejust a tinybitof a shadow.
Sothisisperfect.
Solet's getthisgoingandit's amazing.
I don't needshavingcream, right?
I don't thinkyou'resupposedtouseshavingcreamwithelectricrazors.
Getthiswholevibegoing.
I love a freshair.
Good, mightnotbeperfect, but I thinkit's prettygood.
So I'm gonnagowiththat.
Well, I got a little, got a littleshavegoingandthenext, I gotthis.
I alsohavesomanydifferenttoothpastesand I kindofjustusewhatever.
I'm notsuperparticular.
I gothroughdifferentphases.
I'vetriedlikecharcoal, I'vedonethewhiteningnormal, but I kindoffinditalljustthistoothpasteifyou'reathomeandyou'redoingwater?
I'm curiousifyoudowaterbeforeafterorbothwhenyouputthetoothpasteon, I doafterthisisveryintimate, high, we'regonnagotosleepsoon.
I'm excited.
It's been a longday, beautifuldaywithmypuppies.
UsuallywehavetoincludebillyandHarryinthis.
Webrushtheirteetheverysinglenight, justcutit.
Hmm.
Thisfeelsamazing.
Superminty, superfresh.
Just a classic, mintyfreshvibe, youknow, yougottaloveit, feelingdumbandnowit's timeforthefunstuff.
Let's go.
Wegotsomefoamingfacialcleanser, just a verygood, classicsarahof a, sohepronouncedit, youknow, kindofget, youknow, justtheperfectamountofheat, butnottoohotagain.
I mightbedoingeverythingallwrong.
Thisisjustwhat I do.
So, youknow, whoknows, I'llbecurioustoget a littlerinsegoing.
Let's get a couplepumpsofthefacialcleanser.
Lookonmyfacecleansingisjust a absoluteessential, justfirststep.
Umand I feellike I'vehaddifferentproductsinthepastthathavebeen a littlebitmorecomplicated, but I thinkfor a cleansing, youcangoprettysimple.
Youdon't needanythingtoocrazy.
Thisonejustdoesn't reallybothermyskinatallanddoesn't, yeah, anditdoesn't havelikereallymuchof a centoranything.
Myskinisverylikefinicky, likesometimes I'veactuallyfound, andlikewhen I, when I shootmusicvideosandstuffthatthisissuperweird, I don't knowifthishappenstoanyoneelse, butwhen I putmakeupon, forexample, thenextday, myskinisbetter, evenif I don't washitoff.
MmOh, myskinfeelsuh I don't know, Fresh, goodtight, nicetimetomoisturize.
Let's go.
I usethisTashadewyskincream, whichisamazing.
I mean, firstofall, lookatthispackaging, thisisjustcrazy, superbougie, which I'm loving, verynicescent.
I'm alwaysnervous.
Like, youknow, I knowthere's like, you'resupposedtoapplyitintherightdirectionsandstuff, whichissomething I didn't knowfor a longtime.
ButFromdatingpeople I foundyou'resupposedtogolikeupandout, which I didn't knowfor a longtime.
I wasjustlike, inmyearly 20s, slappingstuffonmyface, makingnosense.
People I'vedatedhavedefinitelytaughtmethemostaboutskincare.
So, I definitelyspentyearsbeingveryinconsistent, but I'm finding I'm actuallyfindingjoyinitnowtoobecause I'm somebodywho's likeveryanxiousandthisisjustsomethingthatcanhelpme, like, I thinkfor a longtime I kindofwroteoffselfcareislikenotthatimportant, youknow, andwhichiscrazybecausenow I findthatlikethemorethings I dolikethisthemore I justfeellikeit's likepracticingselflovewhichisprobablysuperobviousto a lotofpeople, buttomewasnotobviousandasidefromjustyouknowthebenefitsphysicallyoftakingcareofyourself, italsojustmentallyfeelsreallynice.
So I amonthisgangnow, it's amazinglikethisinverynicely.
I usedtobeextremely, extremelyinsecureaboutmyundereyes, especiallyinhighschooland I triedallsortsofdifferentthingsand I haveherethisTashasilkpeony, howdoyoupronouncethat's a flower?
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I think I actuallythinkitispnepneandso I use a littlebitofthisundereyestuffjust I don't know, youknow, just a littlebitofkindofdarknessgoingonhere.
So I'm justtryingtotakecareofthat a littlebitalsojustfeelsnicetogive a littleattentiontotheeyes.
Little I massageperhaps.
I mean, I'vetried a bunchof a bunchofdifferentstuffandit's justsomethingthatwasrecommendedtome.
Don't putitonyoureyeballsthough.
Whyaremyjokessobad?
Kingofbadjokes?
Well, I think I justrubmyeyesfortoolongnow.
I'm gonnahavetorecoverfromthisone.
Thatwas a littleintense.
Okay, so I gottabehonest, there's somethingprettynewformethat I'vebeentrying, whichisjaderoller.
So I don't knowif I dothisthatwellyet, but I'vebeentryingit, itfeelsreallynice.
I'm sure a lotofyouguysusethis, Pleasedon't judgemytechnique.
I'm tryingmybesthere.
Itjustfeelsreallynicetobehonest.
It's likethestonefeelsverycoolagainstmyface, whichis a verygroundingfeeling.
So I don't evenhonestlylikealloftheadditionalbenefitslikelymphaticdrainageandstufflikethat.
Butforme, itjustlike, feelsreallyniceand I lovethingsthatjustfeelnice.
Nowit's timetowinddown, do a littlemeditation, drink a glassofwater.
So I'm gonnagetoutofthebathroomand I'llbringyouguyswithme, comeon, let's go, allright, It's timeforustodo a littlemeditationbeforebed 1st.
I'm Gonnadrink a littlebitofwater.
Gotsomelemonwaterhere.
Sogood.
I trytodrinkthisinthemorningaswell.
Soonebeforebedandthenoneinthemorning, honestlydrinkinglemonwaterjustmakesmemorelikelytodrinkwaterbecauseittastesgoodnextwhat I dobeforebedandprobablyhonestlymyfavoritethingtodouminmyroutineistomeditatemeditationwaslikeprobablyoneofthehugestroutine, piecesofthemakingofmyalbum, Allfornothing.
Certainsongslikemysong, Kidsarebornstarsactuallykindofcamerightafteroneoftheseinnerchildmeditationswhere I waskindofvisualizingmyselfbackineighthgradeandwastryingtogivemyselfsomeconfidenceandsomelike, I guesslikeinsightandbeinglike, hey, likelifehasworkedoutprettycool.
Like I knowyouwerenervousbackthenandshyandawkwardandallthat, butit's workedoutindifferentstagesofmylifehasjustreallyhelpedmekindofcopewithmyanxietiesandfearsandhelpmecentermyselfandfeelclosetoaritheperson.
Soit's somethingthat's reallynice, especiallyafter a longday, especiallybeforebed.
It's amazing.
Sonow I'm gonnashowyoumywayofdoing a littleprebedmeditation.
Letusfeeleachofthesemusclesreleasetensionandjustsinkandnoticinganynicesensationsinourbodyandjusthavinggratitudetobein a bodytobespiritsinthebodyandhavegratitudeforthedaythatwehad.