So I am in the hospital.

It's not the type of video that I wanted to make at all.

Just a quick story.

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This is very Tm.

I peed blood like bright bread.

No pain no nothing.

It was just a huge shock.

It only happened once.

And then like the next morning I had some like brown blood but it scared the crap out of me because I was like oh my god 18 weeks and like miscarrying.

I don't know I'm not miscarrying.

Baby's fine.

Baby's wiggling moving happy.

So I went to the clinic, went to the hospital.

They made me wait like I couldn't even go to the er because they were busy.

They made me wait till 8:30 a.m. So I couldn't sleep but there was no blood the rest of the night.

So I fell asleep for like three hours went to go see the doctor.

Doctor found that I have like a low placenta.

I don't know what that means but he thinks he saw that the blood was coming from that place.

Um Someone said that they had that before and they had perfectly healthy babies.

Um The blood could have come from that but I also have bacterial infections still.

Um And it hasn't gone away.

I took antibiotics for it but it's still there so they're like kind of treating me through an I.

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Drip.

Um They gave me this medicine that's making me feel really jittery to avoid the bloating and uncomfortableness but they're giving me like antibiotics through.

I don't know if you can see.

let's see this ivy I.

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Drip and it's painful because like my veins are like non existent.

But I'm in the hospital for a week for one week.

You guys and I'm sad because my husband can't visit, can only drop stuff off and we can facetime.

Obviously the nurses are so wonderful.

Um The doctors great.

I'm glad I'm here because I'm being monitored.

I'm out of breath coming pregnant.

I'm gonna use this time to just like document the food that I get because it's working amazing.

You guys at least I have food.

That's amazing.

Um That's the only good thing.

You're gonna see me without makeup every day and I have to get an I.

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Drip twice a day for three days for 30 minutes each.

I might be able to be released earlier but I just want to make sure everything's okay and gone.

Baby is healthy.

This is day one, this is day one, this is my room here.

I have my lunch.

Looks amazing.

Allergen free that salmon, you can see salmon, rice soup, vegetables, salad, tea.

I have a shower and a toilet there.

I'll show you properly later closet.

Um refrigerator.

It's like a little hotel room and this is the thing to call, the nurse.

The beds are so uncomfortable because the pillow that they only gave me one but I'm gonna ask for two.

Um But yeah I'm gonna eat because it's been sitting here.

I've been talking to my family anyway.

It sucks.

I'm worried about the baby.

I saw the baby was fine.

I can feel it move.

Just missed my husband.

And I'm hanging in there.

Usually brought, oh God do ji brought all this stuff?

He's so sweet.

You cry.

It's just hard.

I'm trying to eat but it's not easy at least like the hospital is like super comfortable.

Like I have my own private room.

Yeah.

Dude, you just brought me some stuff.

I'm eating my lunch.

It's like 100 and 30 per night.

There's no insurance that's used for this.

It's just like 100 and $30 per night.

Where I guess you could say 130,000 yen 100.

30,000 yen.

No.

13, sorry, 13,000 yen per night with breakfast, lunch and dinner.

So I love food.

That's one plus about this place.

But I miss my husband.

I'm sorry.

This is such a downer video.

I just can't believe this is happening.

I want to take it easy now.

So hoochie got me some slippers.

So we're gonna use always got me his sweatpants.

These look nice, new towels, bath towels that I can use pads just in case ask.

three needles.

A thyroid medicine almonds for a snack change for some reason.

Maybe for the vending machine.

Oh my God, he's so cute.

Okay, that's that.

Alright, so we have some pajamas.

Hopefully they fit.

You.

Just got them today, pajamas.

Not sure if the pants will fit.

We're gonna try, they're really stretchy, their medium size but in Japan, that's like a small Takuma Pjs PJs.

I should probably not take all these out, magnesium contacts, makeup wipes, skincare, razor toothbrush glasses, pumpkin, cute chargers, clothes, everything that I need to relax and recharge ipad.

Okay, so I got my Takuma pajamas on, they actually fit, which is nice.

I'm sad that these don't like go up so like I can like sit up better.

But I asked for two pillows so I'm gonna rest until my next ivy and then we'll have dinner and that'll be the end of this day.

You guys?

Okay, I'm gonna get up and give you guys a tour.

This is my Takuma pajamas that bought me.

They're so cute.

Great, let's get up baby bump right there.

Um he brought me this little pumpkin, I drew the face but he brought it from me because it's Halloween.

Here's the closet, There's nothing in there.

I didn't put anything in there but my shoes are there.

So pillows and blankets, I was able to open the window.

I cannot go outside for like a week but at least I can get fresh air.

Um This is, I don't need this thing, but there's a tv I can watch any time.

This is my private space.

This is what it looks like.

It's really nice.

Lots of lighting.

I like that.

Just the shower and the bathroom so high.

I'm so big now babies.

Okay baby is safe to do lots of meditation.

You guys look at that bump.

It looks like they don't have anything under here.

Toilet paper.

Perfect.

Good to know.

We have wash my hands here and then face wipes or whatever toilet has a wash lit, which is nice.

And then this is the shower, I can't take a shower until tomorrow morning but they give you shampoo everything.

It's like a little tiny one room apartment, which is kind of cute.

So that is the dealio of this.

And I have a little refrigerator down here.

I have all my bags here and then I'm just gonna get some rest over here.

So that is the tour of this little hospital room and the nurses are so nice.

They're like having conversations with me, asking about my family, asking about where I'm from.

Just getting to know know me and having small talk and I haven't spoken japanese and like a really long time so extensively.

So it's like nice to use it again.

Really grateful for that that I've learned language enough to communicate with the nurses because I can't imagine what it would be like if you didn't know like anything at all.

Yeah.

So I just wanted to show you a little hospital room.

I love whatever.

This is so good.

My husband brought it for me.

It has mango, orange apple and uh, oh prunes are inside this.

Oh, this is nice.

I didn't know that.

And I guess has like extra iron and things like that.

It's so good.

You guys, it's so amazing and my body has been craving this.

Um They also told me I need more vitamin C.

So this is it guys.

I looked under the bed and there's a tatami mat underneath here.

It's so weird.

It's like a few tone this thing.

I think I'm gonna ask my husband to bring my makeup because I have a bit of a headache.

I think I need to drink some more water.

Like mountains of water.

Dinner has arrived.

As you can see, I am like over the moon with, I'm like excited and the pork is only seasoned with the salt and pepper and olive oil and she didn't put any sauce on it or anything.

I do have some chemo, soy sauce so I might put some on there.

But I don't care with eating plain stuff.

Like my weird, I don't know, it's like perfect portion size.

We have fruits, we have soup, we have mashed potatoes or potato salad.

I love potato salad, spinach.

I'm like, I love it here.

I don't love it here, but like I love the surface here and like hospitals and things like that.

Baby is moving a little bit.

Um I haven't seen any blood since the other day.

So things are going okay.

Hopefully I can get some sleep tonight and tomorrow will be better.

Looking forward to the breakfast but I just don't want to see any more blood.

That scared me so much.

Oh yes, okay so this is what a dinner looks like in a japanese hospital.

So we have spinach, we have mashed potatoes, we have oranges, we have um the daikon radish and like all that stuff.

I have a soy allergy, I developed it like two years ago so they didn't put any soy in this, it's like soy free peanut free because I've always been allergic to peanuts.

Everything is so good for you.

It makes you want to cook like better.

I don't know, it looks amazing.

Um So I got the last I feed of the day, I still kind of headache so I'm just gonna keep drinking water.

It's probably cause I didn't get enough sleep last night because I was so worried and I cried because they did a baby check.

So you have to check to hear the heart heartbeat and everything is normal and fine and baby's heartbeat is beating normal and moving and I feel it moving.

But when I, sorry I heard the heartbeat, I was like when I heard the heartbeat I just started crying a mess, It's only day one and I'm like bawling my eyes out, everything's gonna be fine.

I'm gonna shut down soon and just go to sleep.

Call my husband.