I suppose The young me, I came to this big city, Sandy.

I had hopes and dreams like you.

I wanted to be a singer.

I wanted to perform.

To act.

Being a whore's a bit like being an actress.

I suppose you have to pretend you're someone else.

Someone that's not you.

I pretend I was somewhere else.

This wasn't happening to me.

Try and forget all these, all those men.

Their faces, okay, blank them out.

I had to maybe like they were nothing.

So yes, you could say Sandy died in that room.

She died in that room 100 times.

And then one night, the man who put me there.

Yeah.

The man who put me to work?

The man who stole my dream.

Well, I put a knife in him 100 tons.

Did you know what Ellie?

I can call you helicopter.

It felt right.

Ellie.

Yeah.

All those bastards who came ringing my bell creeping up my stairs.

They send me to hell.

So I sent them to theirs.

The papers called them missing persons.

As far as I'm concerned, they were already lost.

So they don't know where they are.

I say they didn't know who they were.

I was doing everyone a favor.

I wasn't gonna be used anymore.

I wasn't gonna let this city break me.

I'm so sorry.

Why?

It's not your fault.

No, I mean, I understand.

I know what you mean.

Do you know?

I didn't mean to get you in trouble with the police.

It's all right.

They think you're mad and it's not like you're going to tell anyone else.

No.

No of course not.

I would never.

No.

I mean I know you're not gonna tell anyone else.

Oh don't worry I'm not gonna stab you like the others.

I wouldn't do that to you though.

You're gonna go to sleep.