So for the longest time I was thinking about what it would be like to be a v tuber.

Like how different is a V tubers experience from like making content and having a fan base than like my experience where I'm literally like the real human being making the videos.

So I commissioned a bunch of art and even paid somebody to make me my own V tube model.

These are like some of the, well, this is a sketch um, of the V two model.

It's basically like pussy slayer.

Obviously this is not the final like, look, however, I do have to say that I'm especially proud of the shoes.

But yeah, so I paid somebody to like make me V tube model but thankfully I was able to cancel it at the last minute and I'm so glad that I was able to cancel it because the whole like modeling and rigging itself would cost like around $1000 and then like some add ons and special animations, another $200 which like, it's still cheap for the v tubing business, which is so bizarre by the way.

But um, why did I end up canceling it was because I plan to do a few trips during my summer break and then I'm going to Japan for a year where I'm definitely like, I don't want to spend my time like ours of my time being in my room and streaming as a V tuber.

If I'm going to stream in Japan, it's probably just going to be like, I RL streams or I'm just going to focus on making vlogs.

I basically just realized that I actually don't ever see myself like being a veto.

It sounded cool as, as like an idea and something that I would like to try out.

But do I really like what?

No, no, it's fine.

I'll leave that to the pros.

But yeah, that's not the only art that I commissioned.

I also completely redesigned the raft of landing page.

No, I don't know how you want to, my channel, basically my channel banner and my profile picture.

And honestly, dude, it's like, it's oh my, it's, I honestly, I absolutely love it.

I also have an equivalent for my second channel, which a lot of people, by the way, don't know that.

I have a second channel.

Yes, I do.

I have, this is called, it's raffi puff to, it has been dormant for some time but go check it out.

I actually think the change of my channel logo was long overdue because I mean I had this or like variations of this for four years I think.

And I also have to say that I really like the red, I mean the blue, the tumbler blue as they call it.

I really like that as well.

But the red, the red there.

The red anyways.

Yeah, yeah.

What do you guys want to see what the first like concept art for Raffy puff looked like.

Okay, this is extremely embarrassing.

It was 2016 Okay, 2017.

There was leafy and pyro cynical.

Um, and you know what?

Shut up.

Okay, shut up.

Shut up.

Shut up.

Anyways.

I was also thinking about like not just being a v tuber, but I really don't have time for streaming anymore.

And this was a hard choice to make because twitch has been, um, a significant part of my income, you know?

But I, I think, I think I'd rather spend hours a day like working on a video than just streaming league or just chatting and literally just procrastinate on stream for like five hours.

I mean don't get me around.

The streams are really fun, but I just really need to do something different.

I have been doing the same thing and like living in this sort of like monotone routine for a really long time.

And I think the pandemic has also like made me a way more like not so outgoing person.

This even going on youtube or like my main channel, Why are you, why are you asking me?

Oh, I don't know, I'm asking you the viewer, is this going on my main channel?

Let me know guys.

I'm in the process.

Okay.

Of like trying to loosen up.

Um, loosen up my attitude when it comes to my Youtube channel.

Um, thanks for watching.