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  • I have shaking proposing today.

  • Tiffany, will you marry me?

  • We can't go this far.

  • Let's kiss Mhm.

  • What?

  • Mhm.

  • I've seen you a little bit into this in the past few months.

  • But the last time we were together, one on one was the first time we kissed and we were like 13.

  • I was actually 12.

  • Yeah, that's the technicalities bath I know Cameron because we're dating for a little over three years basically we're all in all the same classes and you're a little weird, weird.

  • I didn't notice he was in my classes for a while, but apparently he noticed my parents sent me to this retreat camp, think through my church like knot tying and climbing trees.

  • I was trying to make a fire.

  • I don't know how long I would say like probably over two hours.

  • And then I saw someone like, I could recognize that she was like around my age, okay, come over here.

  • I like really need assistance.

  • So I'm from san Francisco but it goes from new york and I was up here visiting my uncle.

  • I heard there was a porta potty and so I went lurking around for the porta potty.

  • Never found it.

  • I got lost.

  • I wasn't really like supposed to date.

  • I had the great idea to do like a double date.

  • First date is a double date of the important thing for me was that she was there were hanging out after the movie, just like chilling in the car.

  • Oh man, it was so awkward.

  • I saw that and was like this is this is time.

  • So I bent down and she just won't know I've never kissed anyone before, I have no idea what I'm doing, it's going to be terrible.

  • We ended up like making the fire like it it worked.

  • So we're both like, have you had your first kiss?

  • I was like yeah, I guess we give each other's first kiss is whatever and it was like the setting was right, it was already like sort of nighttime, very metaphorical.

  • We like sparked a flame, What else do you do?

  • So that is when we gave each other, like three kisses were sweaty and like just very disgusting, but it still felt very magical after I went in and she backed out and I messed it up, you know, a long time and then I felt bad because you looked sad, I ruined everything.

  • We can do it, we can try again.

  • And then it was very awkward and very stiff.

  • It wouldn't have been right for me if it hadn't been incredibly awkward but like we didn't really say goodbye to each other, it's kind of just like crazy fast forward.

  • I forget what context it was in.

  • But we were both both of us were there, she starts talking about like Bear Mountain and then we were just like kept putting two and two together and we were like that was definitely both of us, we go to the same school studying essentially almost the same thing and like for years after I was kind of like, I would think back on, it was like a crush that you knew that wouldn't actually happen.

  • I've thought about, like, my sexuality because I'm from a very conservative area.

  • This reality wasn't like very tangible to me.

  • Having an experience like that really young is very freeing.

  • Yeah, I mean definitely made me reevaluate just attraction in general.

  • I pictured it being explosive.

  • No, you fit it perfectly.

  • I think it was awesome.

  • The only reference I had was movies.

  • So it's just that very, like intense kiss in the rain.

  • Like that's how I pictured it.

  • Like, oh, that would be ideal.

  • And then that didn't really happen.

  • Honestly, I don't think I would be where I'm at today if I hadn't met him and we started dating because I kept to myself a lot.

  • I have like a big engineering job, I talked to a bunch of people and he's always like, you got this boss ladies?

  • It depends on every person.

  • So for, you know, what worked with us was honestly pure awkwardness.

  • Um, there's no going back for me.

  • I'm here.

  • You can't get rid of me.

  • I feel like it's still very, just like platonic.

  • Um, it's more just funny and playful.

  • What are your kissing again?

  • I'm totally down to kiss again.

  • Come down and kiss again.

  • Rekindle a flame.

  • I hate you.

  • I'm excited.

  • It's really funny.

  • I want to like, pretend to make the fire again, Okay, You can do that.

  • I'll go off and then come back on.

  • Oh my gosh, this fire!

  • Come here.

  • Someone's hobbling over.

  • Would you happen to have any marshmallows?

  • We can't go this far.

  • Okay.

  • Okay.

  • Okay.

  • Ready?

  • Ready.

  • Let's kiss.

  • And then the fire starts kissing and makes me feel like I'm at home safe.

  • I take every opportunity I can to kiss her.

  • Well, it's an opportunity.

  • Right?

  • Mm hmm.

  • Okay.

  • Are you like this?

  • People watching?

  • So I know she'll be in my life for many more years to come.

  • At least.

  • I hope I think we should do this like every seven years.

  • Do you guys think of getting Whoa.

  • I don't want to get married.

  • Yeah, I don't know about marriage.

  • Cool that we agree on that actually.

  • But we were just discussing this morning, somebody getting spiritually married.

  • Maybe we can get spiritually married.

  • The first kiss means to me the start of something exciting.

  • It doesn't have to last very long.

  • But if it does.

  • Okay.

  • Who?

  • You can believe it, It's been a long time coming.

  • But I'm ready to propose her.

  • 30 45 minutes.

  • Maybe.

  • Do you mind giving us a sneak?

  • No, I wrote it on my phone last night actually.

  • So I wrote since the day I saw you in class.

  • I've had this unshakable feeling drawing me towards you.

  • I didn't know how to explain it, but I knew it was good a little while ago.

  • That feeling went away.

  • I believe it's because it had served its purpose because that was the day that I realized that I can't bear to live my life without you.

  • So now it's time to finally ask Tiffany, will you marry me in the end?

  • Like I wouldn't say I regret at least not this.

  • We got it good, brought us to where we are in life and I don't think we would be the same people if we regretted that I wouldn't want to be with anyone else.

  • Yeah.

  • Mm hmm, mm hmm, mm hmm.

I have shaking proposing today.

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