Soallowthedocumentationprocesstobeginas a kid, I alwayshadtwomajordreams, thesecondofwhichwastocomeandlivehereinJapanandwhatwasnosmallfeattogethere.
I'venowspentthemajorityofmyadultliferighthereinJapanthankfully I'vestuckitouttothepointwhere I canhonestlysaythatJapanhasgivenmemorethan I everexpectedtohaveinlife, definitelymorethan I couldputinto a singleconversationoryoutubevideo.
Infact, I consideredlistingoffallofthethingsthatJapanhasallowedmetodoandthethingsit's allowedmetobe a partof, butthere's anentirechannelforthat.
Youknowwhat I amwaytoorestlessandexcitedtosithereanddothis.
Butinorderforittobe a journey, I kindoffeellikeweneedtobemakingsomekindofprogressandwitheverythingandeveryonethatthelasttwoyearshavetaken, I'vedecidedthatit's timetomoveforward.
Butafter a fairlybigpersonallossbackinfebruary I figured I wouldjuststopwastingtimeandjustjustgoforit.
Justdoit.
I hadtomove, I liveoutinKyushunowbytheway.
Sothat's thething.
I didn't wanttosayanythingaboutittooearlybecausetherewassomanystepsandpointsalongthewaywhereanythingandeverythingcouldhavegonewrongandstoptheentireprocess.
Theentirethingtook 4.5 hoursbutthedoctorsaid I amapproved.
Sounlessanythingmajorcomesbackinmybloodworksayingthat I'm dyingorinterribleshapeor I guessdying.
Sonow I justspendthenextweekwaitingforthebloodresultsandstaringatTokyoTowermmhmmluckilythatwentsmoothly.
I gotthehealthcheckandthatenabledmetogotothenextstepwhichwasapplyingforthecardbasicallythatallowsmetoflyandthedaythatthatcardarrivedwasexcitingandemotional.
Like I nowhave a cardthatsays I amallowedtoflyanaircraft.
I stilldon't knowhowplusittookmethreedaystorememberhowtopronouncethenameofthecard.
I don't wanttosaynobecause I'm workingononeofthebiggeststrugglesinitis I neededtolearneverythinginenglishfirstsothatwhen I'm learningitinJapanese, I atleasthave a baseofknowledgetoworkwithand I knowwhat's goingon.
Youdon't letmecontinuethispartas I do a littlebitof a cockpitcheck.
I haveessentiallyjoinedflightschoolinJapanandwhileeverythingisinjapanese, theinternationallanguageofaviationisstillenglish, whichmeans a lotoftheotherstudentscanspeakenglish, openinguptheopportunitytomakenewfriendsandlearnfromeachotherandeverythinglikethat.
And I feellike I shouldalsosaythatno, thisdoesn't meanthatthischannelisgoingtoturnintoanaviationchannel.
But I wouldmuchmuchratherdoitrightandactuallylearnitwellthantodoitquickly.
Themajorityofmytimeisgoingtobespentherein a placecalledKirishima.
it's atthesouthofKyushu, I'llbeusingthisasthebaseforobviouslymytrainingaswellasmytravelsoutaroundJapan, whichmeanswe'reprobablygoingtoget a lotmorekyushuvideosand I'llstillbemakingfairlyregulartripsbacktoTokyo.
Infact, I'vegottogobacktoTokyoinjust a coupleofweekstodothisthreedaycourseandtestformypilot's radioexam, which I'm reallynotlookingforwardtobecausesomepeopleclaimit's moredifficultthantheteststhatyouhavetopasstogetyourlicense, whichtherearemultipleofbythewayrangingfromnavigationandpilotingskillsallthewayuptojapanese, aeronauticallawandit's, there's a chance I'vebittenoffmorethan I canchewatthispointoftheprocess.
I'm, I'm okaywiththat.
Onlyonlytimewilltell, butwhenit's alldoneproviding I survive, I'llbe a pilotandthatopensupthisentirelyotherworld, likethereis a wholeotherworlduptherethatmostofusnevergettoseewithitsowncultureandlanguageandviewpointandmindsetand I'm justsoincrediblyexcitedtofinallybeatthedoorstepofhavingaccesstoallofthat.
Likeobviously I mighthangitrightnow, butsomeday I'llbeabletolookoutthewindowdownatJapanas I flyover.
ItissoexcitingandthePatreoncrewhasbeensosupportiveinallofthis, which I reallyappreciatebecausethisisoneofthebiggestchallengesinmyentirelife, a bitmoreexpensivethanitistodoitoverseas.
But I justgottiredofwaitingfortheoptiontomaybesomedaygooverseasandgetmypilot's licenseandthenevenwhen I comeback I wouldstillhavetodosomeofthetestsandgettheradio, examineeverythinginordertoconvertitto a Japanesepilotlicenseandallthatboringstuff.
Andquitefrankly I wouldmuchrathergobroketryingtobecome a pilotthantospendtherestofmylifewishingthat I haddonethis.
It's gettingprettyhotinthere.
Beingcompletelyhonestwithyou.
I amthegreatestmixofexcitedandterrifiedthat I havebeenin a very, verylongtime.
Andagain, while I'm suresomeoftheflightstuffwillmakeitswayintothischannelhere.
While I'm stillworkingthingsout, it's likelythatthemajorityoftheepisodeswilldroponPatreonfirst, possiblyevenmonthsinadvance.
I stilldon't knowwhatshapeit's allgoingtotake.
It's, it's upintheair.
Myfirsteverflightiscominguptomorrowbytheway, which I'm extremelyexcitedaboutandit's oneofthereasons I'vecomeouttodo a planeandcockpitcheckandjustkindofgetusedtothelookandfeelofeverythingbutmyheartisabsolutelyracingoutofmychest.
There's justsomuch, somanythingsthat I wanttosayrightnowandthere's justnotenoughtimetodoit.
There's, I wishyoucouldfeelmypulse.
Likemyheartisseriously, I alsomakethisknowingthatsomeofyoumayevenbepilotsandifyouare, I wouldlovetohearfromyouoryoumightbelikesomeofmyfriendswhothink I'm absolutelycrazyfordoingthis.
Buteitherway, I guessthisisit.
Thisisthebasic, thisiswhat's goingonwhere I am, what I amdoing, why I havemoved.