Youknow, we'resupposedtohaveallthistimetolikehelphimgetusedtoJapanandlike I have a bitmoreof a holidaybeforegoingtoschoolandeverything, Butyeah, atthispointwedon't knowifhe'llmakeitforchristmasand I'm tryingtothinkaboutit.
I don't thinkmyboyfriend's gonnamakeitforchristmas.
I juststartedtomakemacaroniandcheese, but I'verunoutofmilk.
I didn't knowthat.
I don't careanymoreaboutthedairyology.
I'm justgoingtoeatcheeseandicecreamand a bleepout.
Thatswearwordwasstill a familyfriendlychannel.
I scratchedmyfaceand I blendinmysleep.
I hadbloodallovermysheets.
I'vegotaninfectedface.
I lookdisgusting.
I looktired.
I can't walkprobablybecause I pulledallthemusclesinmylegsyesterdayfromthejob.
I can't tellyouanythingaboutthejob I needtoeatso I cantakemyantibioticsandpainkillers.
Andthen I gottogotothehospitalandseeiftheycanremovethetoothfrommyfaceandknowingit, it's probablygonnagowrong.
And I'm gonnahave a disfiguredface.
OhmyGod.
Wellby I'm insomuchpain, but I can't takemypainmedicinewithoutfoodand I havelikenofoodinthehouse, so I havetoeatbefore I cantakemypainmedicineandthen I'm gonnagotothehospitaltoseeiftheycantakemytoothoutbecausethissucks.
Butbut I'm gonnagothereandthey'llbelike, allright, wecantakeitoutinlike a weekand a halfortwoweekstimeand I'llbelike, no, I needitnow, I'm dying.
I'm gonnafailschool.
I thinkthat's definitenow I'vealreadyskippedthreedays.
Mhm.
UmOneofthem I wentandthenmytoothhurttoomuch.
Mhm.
And I hadtogotothedentistandthenextonewasyesterdayand I hadthejobandthentoday I I can't, I justcan't doit.
I havetogotohospital.
I'llshowyoumyfavoritecakes, thatchestnutchestnutcakes, I looklike I'vekilled a man.
I can't smilebecauseithurtstoomuch.
Okay, let's sitdown.
Yeah.
AhOhyum.
Okay.
Sothehospitalturnedmeawaybecause I'm not a registeredmemberofthehospital.
So I havetogobackat 8:30 AMtomorrowtwotobecome a member.
UmAnditwasallinjapaneseanditwasreallystressful.
Soso I satandcriedwhiletherudderhelpedmeoverthephone.
I calledmyboyfriend's universityandyeah, hehastobook a ticketforThe 26.
Andeventhenit's notcertainifit's allgonnabeokay, what a crapday, what a crapweek.