Hello?

I'm just about to go to the gym.

Uh it looks way wearing a mosque, but I have a giant pimple right here because I went to an american restaurant, had cherry pie for the first time and then like do you want it warm with ice cream?

And I was like, yes.

And so now I have a giant cherry pie is so good.

That was my first time having cherry pie.

So uh congratulations.

America.

Cherry pie is absolutely wonderful.

Anyway, I'm going to the gym.

I'll talk to you guys later.

This is Spider.

Good morning.

I don't know.

Mhm.

You better?

Yeah.

No.

Mhm.

Now take him outside.

Mm Yeah.

Mm hmm.

Yeah.

Oh, you're too high up.

Hello?

So it's been a while.

Um good to see you again.

Yeah, basically I just like got stuck in a lot of things in life and I'm still like figuring it out.

But I was really sad for a long time and just getting through it just something felt really wrong for a long time and I have always been trying to figure it out.

I figured out a bunch of things that I could work on and things that like we're lessons that I needed to learn in life, which is really good.

But through that I was like, I don't know what to put on my channel.

I don't know what to upload.

I don't feel like it reflects me.

I don't, I don't know what's going on and I was really uncomfortable.

I'm living a very well compared to how life used to be a very ordinary life.

I'm seeing friends, I get groceries.

I go to the gym.

I have worked, Sometimes I take a creative and then other times a stream on twitch.

I just, I'm taking it way easier than I used to and maybe that's been a big lesson that I've learned through this.

The amount of guilt I used to feel for not producing things constantly, which I never did.

I was not very good with keeping to a schedule.

The kind of level that I expected myself to work out was an unhealthy level that I couldn't achieve.

And so I always just felt super guilty and then I just spent a lot of time recently kind of doing nothing.

Yeah.

And I felt guilt.

Like I felt a lot of guilt like, oh, I should be trying to create stuff.

I should be learning new skills or mm I drew a picture.

You want to see you two?

Well these guys, you know, drawing that picture.

My brain was going crazy.

It was a nice evening.

I just drew some dudes because I wanted to, my brain was like, you can't do anything with this.

Why are you, why are you drawing these?

You can't make any content out of this.

And so if you get good enough like you can use it for your channel, you can use it for your work.

But you, what's, what's the point?

Like you're not going to get that good and I was like, can I have something, can I have like a thing that I that I do that I don't have to turn into work.

And so I also drew this, do you like my cow page?

Also, I'm just having a good day today and I feel like making something, I'm worried that I'm gonna put this out and then go back into what I was going through and then not create again and I'm sorry if I do, but I'm not going to have like a schedule of when I have to upload, I'm just going to gradually be uploading as I as I feel like it and see how I go today.

Uh Me and my friends are having a picnic because it's uh it's today, it's kimmy.

What scabies coming up, moon viewing holiday kind of thing.

So we're gonna eat some snacks and sit in the park and have a good time.

We've got a bunch of projects coming up for TC which is cool.

Really loved having TC work during this because it's still like, you know, even though I'm going through an existential crisis, it's like I still get to go and do projects with really great coworkers and be a part of that.

So that's been really good, basically, Life is one day at a time and today I feel like making a video on the way to the picnic, I gotta get some snacks and some little sweets and stuff.

So I'll take you guys a little for the day, let's do it.

Let's live life.

So while I shop for snacks, let me tell you a little bit more about skinny.

It's the mid autumn moon viewing festival.

There's a lot of rabbit and moon theme snacks because there's japanese folklore about a rabbit in the moon.

But yeah, fit, skinny people will usually have skinny dongle, which is the just white machi balls, but I couldn't find any.

So I just went with some rabbit theme snacks instead.

Yeah.

Mhm.

Yeah, I just got to the station, we're gonna go get some bread now and set up a picnic and hang out came out of the solution and fuji's there, you guys see, let's zoom on in.

Good luck.

Good God, you cannot well imagine use your imagination.

Damn fuji have come to Universal Banks because it happened to be close to the park that we're gonna go to.

So we're gonna get some bread here for us.

Mhm.

Setting up a picnic.

These are the little skinny things that I got.

So I got the little little bunnies, I think they're white bean on the inside, but they're so freaking cute.

And I also got this like sam bass set that comes with one really big cute cookie with the moon and the bunny on it and look at this, look at the, it's like little bunny is oh my gosh, bye bye.

It's really cute!

Oh my God, they look like a cold halo.

Love it.

Double bread.

Okay.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Oh my God hears that wonderful little picnic.

Got a black current bread Persimmons.

Little skinny snacks.

We got the what?

I don't know what it is but I'm ready to put in my face.

We also have, this is what I got.

I got a doughnut and a potato towards Tina.

I think it was called Door 15 new and then we got some veggies to dip into some dips and also some chips to dip into some dips made by the wonderful Emily Emily.

Can I show you on camera babe?

A limit individual dips for everybody.

A kind soul.

That son.

That's so yes, she could meet the workshop in a cool, It was really cool.

What kind of establishment was it?

It's it was so long ago.

It was I think it was like someone's house.

It was like a show Junod specialist.

That's a whole Yeah.

Mhm.

That's really good.

It's hot.

How to get in there.

Oh yeah.

Yeah, but you break it Emily.

I trust you.

Three way.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Like a peace sign.

How do I do I just break it in three?

Oh that's cute.

I'll take the head, I'll take moon, you take ass, take ass a little bit of icing sugar and it's very sweet.

What?

Okay.

Just finishing up.

We're gonna head to the station.

I gotta head home and stream just being very very enjoyable, very nice.

A good snacks chatted with friends.

All that good stuff.

So you're not going to at home spot of the moon baby.

There she is.

Big and beautiful.

Hui and Mount fuji Japan.

You spoil us.

Oh.

Mhm.

I'm gonna stream.

Uh Okay, we're ready to stream in two minutes.

Just got everything set up here.

This is I drew this, I drew it and it took a long time.

I'm not I don't really know what I'm doing with that, but I did it.

We have like me as a as an angel coming and then I have my angel Children.

There's my kids.

Hello?

Hello everybody.

Hello?

Hi.

Hi.

Yeah.

Hello everybody.

Hi.

Uh Don't yell.

No.

Twice to swim, swim, swim when you you guys have barbecue sauce studios or ketchup.

I want to know what is your.

Okay, so you tell me your opinion.

Oh yeah.

Whole I just finished streaming.

It's now 9 55.

So almost 10 p.m. I raided my friend Daniel so I'm sticking around his stream for a little bit just to watch what's going down and now I just texting people catching up.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Mhm.

What are your opinions on tomato candle?

It doesn't actually smell like a tomato, it smells like a tomato plant, which I love.

It's like that very green smell kind of like basil I guess.

Uh Yeah, I love this kind of but I don't think it was very popular and they stopped selling it.

I think I'm gonna I'm Gonna Watch Sex Education Season three.

Okay.

Mhm.

Bedtime for me.

It was a very nice day and tomorrow we'll see how it goes.

I really hope that I can get this video out and I hope that this is just a good sign for the future and things just keep going cooler and cooler.

But I'm glad that I could have a nice day and enjoy it.

Yeah, I guess I do my outro now.

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