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I'm gonnacleantheareaaroundmyforehead, andthen I'm gonnaapplythesiliconehorns, so I do.
I dowearhornseveryday, and I'vegottenintothebadhabitofsleepinginhornsnowaswell, which I feellikeis a onewaystreetstreet.
Um, I'm notgonnabeabletogetbackfrom.
So I grewupinsorrytoliketoSouthAfricanparents, Um, inthiskindofquiteleafysleepyforest, thearea I justhad, like a reallyobsessive, entrustedthespookyandgoanythinglikehorrific.
So I guess, likeallkindofspookyChildren, I usedanyoccasionasanexcuseforfancydress.
Soweddings, orlikefriendsbirthdayswillbesomekindofexcusetogetinto a bogwitchoutfit.
And I wouldstartbylike, kindoflikebreakingintomymom's likebathroomand, likeslatheringonpseudocram a centimeterthickallovermyfaceandthensettingitwithtalcumpowderlikefashioningwomenhoodoutoflikewhatever I couldfindinmymom's closetas I grewuplike I becamelike, reallyluredinbyfansinmusicpeoplelikeearlyPJHarveylikeridofMiraNico, GraceJones, um, KateBush, whoallsortofusedroleplayingtheirmusictoharbortheselike, differentlikesometimeslikeviolent, sometimeserotic, sometimeslikehopefulfantasiesthat I thinktaughtmeinthisideathat, likeidentity, couldbesomethingslipperyandmultiple.
Umso I'm gonnadothisisnext.
ThefirstmovedtoLondonwhen I was 18 andmovedthattodothefoundationartcourse.
Onthefirstday, when I wasmovingmybagsinmyflatmate, Alicewassatinthekitchenwithherlegsspreadlikewideopen, pouring a slurryoflike, mushypeasandrefriedbeansoverherfanny.
And I waslike, Oh, I'velike, arrivedatartschoolwhenyou'relike, thrownintothiskindoflikequeerlandscape.
Themostimportantandlikevibrantthingaboutqueercultureisthisideathatit's bothoptimisticbutnecessary, sortoflikelaboratoryfortheconstructionofnewidentities, whethertheybesortofdeviantortroublesomeorvibrant, thatevenifsomethingislike, reallyhorrific, toapproachitwith a kindoflightnessandplayfulnessisreallyimportanttome.
Artcanbethebestexcuseforbadbehavior, anditletsyoukindofgetawaywiththingsthatcanbelikedisruptiveandsubversive, because I grewuplike I wasreallylikegroomedbythelikefilmographyofpeoplelikeAlmodovar.
So I wouldlikeobsessivelylikerewatchandrewatchandrewatchhisfilms.
AndthenpeoplelikeJohnWaters.
I think I had, like, myfirsteroticexperiencewatchingChicagoandhaveeversincebeeninlovewithVelmaKelly, thatheadymixoflikehifamandmelodramalikereallyembeddedthisqueersubconsciousthat I wasn't reallyevenlike, abletoarticulateorfigureoutinmyownwork.
Or I thinkthatitwaswhen I movedtoLondonthat a lotoftheseideaswillgotconsolidateditslike, um, liquidlater.
I thinkthat's when I realizedthat, likemyfantasiesforlike, wearinglikefivepiecelikeheavybrocadeliketototheatercostumesdidn't reallylike, lineupwith, like, clubexperience.
I much, muchmuchpreferdressinguptodosomethingreallypedestrianoreveryday, likegoingto a museumorlikejustmakinganoccasionoutoflike, goingtofeedtheDucks.
I actuallyfindlike I find, like, dressinguptogoto a clublikeatpointslikeinsufferablylikepainfulandlike, annoyingandlike.
Itwasonlylike, reallyinmyfinalyear, studyingitonmy B A that I kindofstartedthecurrenttrajectoryofinstallationworkthatreconfiguresandrecyclesdebrisanddetritusfromfilmandtheatresex.
Now I'm goingtokindofstarttomapoutsomeofthelikegraphicdetailsontheeyeandthechinandkindoflikehaircurls.
Soforthat, I'm justgonnauseliquideyelinerdot I'm just a bigdragfan I lovelikeolddraglikeBlackpooldrag, I think, thebestlikedragqueenandundertheshowerintheground.
She's likegoodoldfriendandlikeicon, and I thinkthatshemixesthislike, perfectblendof, like, kindofreallyoldschooldragaestheticswithlikeinsanehumorandslagPenis, and I thinkit's like, reallyinspiring.
I'm goingtocarryon, like, kindofmappingthatoutthroughtherestofmyfaceandthen, like, colorinallofthesectionsofthethe I.