There will always be a little mascara.

Hi, this is Barbie Ferreira on.

We're gonna get riel while I get unready.

So I have a very artistic look right now.

This is, uh this is something that I do when I'm bored.

I like to play with colors, see what's going on.

There's a lot of products that I used to take off my makeup because makeup like this does not come off easily.

So I pretty much only wash my face at night.

Don't do in the morning.

If I have makeup on, I will go through all of my products.

Just make sure it's all out and my skin is ready to go to sleep.

I am going to put my hair back.

I wanna make sure that ears are looking cute for team.

Vote for me, wearing colors and having a graphic lines or playing with different textures and glitters and all that stuff is kind of what I like about makeup.

But the one thing that makes my skin look better is making sure that all my makeup is out of my pores.

I'm gonna use a bomb, like, kind of like an oil based bomb to take off eyeshadow because some products, especially mascara, will just not come off if you don't try really hard.

So this is something that I've learned E all the time is just a good little oil based cleanser.

When I was modeling, I thought that the one thing I had to put on my face at all times was coconut oil and nothing else.

I would only use oil on my skin.

I wouldn't even wash it.

So I had terrible, terrible texture.

And I just thought it was just because of traveling and everything just cause I wasn't taking care of my skin and washing it properly.

So I avoid oil.

I don't like using oil as a moisturizer or as a serum.

I do use oil based bomb to take off eyeshadow because the only when I have to take off of shadow because it works so well.

As you can see, a Z you could see here on, I just make sure thio really cleanse it off.

Make sure it's off and you know do my best toe prevent any kind of breaking out over here?

Well, I'm using bio Dharma.

First Thio put on like a micro fiber towel.

I love these.

I love these.

I actually got these the idea onset of un pregnant because they would just have these towels and also euphoria.

They had, like, these little micro fiber towels, and it was the best to put in the microwave.

Make it warm.

It's good.

I am trying my best not to ever sleep with make up on I've actually have this rule No contact lenses and no make up on I should sleep with make up on all the time I took on the plane with makeup on.

It's truly to take it off.

I would have like my contact lenses when I sleep by accident.

I'm so tired no more.

It was messing up my skin really bad.

So I was kind of a mess, and I just learned to not do that to be a bit more responsible, you know?

I mean, and we are.

We're growing up almost 24.

Growing up, I'm wearing like, a really amazing look.

I just feel myself a little bit more that day.

I like feeling like different people every day.

Maybe that's not good, but I like to do it.

I like to feel like I'm gonna costume.

Sometimes I have been really fortunate to have a lot of say in the look and, like people have trusted me to kind of create my own characters.

Look, which I like to work outward in.

Like if I look different, I'm wearing certain clothes.

If I have a different hair, um, style, which happened with both before and un pregnant, I just move a little bit differently.

And then I could start getting into character a lot.

I'm like, very much like I like to wear the costume looked like the character, and then it, like, just comes naturally.

I had really long hair and I chopped it off for euphoria and it may be wore glasses and all that stuff.

And I felt like that was, you know, I felt like cat for, like, 98 months that we were shooting on.

I felt like that changed the way that I moved here.

We owe eucalyptus spray.

I spray every time I take a shower, a bath when I'm doing my skin care.

I like like my little Moroccan mint tea candle.

I don't know.

I've been just really good to like sensory stuff, like soft things, things that smell good.

I mean, what else am I gonna do?

You know, Z kind of a grim year.

Gotta keep it up somehow.

This is my favorite cleanser in the world.

This is Les.

You.

I don't I don't even know if I'm saying it right.

I've been using it for, like three years, and this is my final cleanser.

Um, the reason I cleanse three times is because I've noticed that if I only use a cleanser on my face, it doesn't take off all the makeup.

If I only use bio Derma and then cleanse it doesn't quite take off all my mascara.

So this combination of everything is the only thing that could get my skin super clean.

I do not do phony things.

I actually don't use any other guns or other than this because I don't trust I don't trust it just because my skin is sensitive.

So like something that works for someone else Guaranteed is not gonna work for me.

I don't know why My skin just gets dermatitis like around here.

I'm gonna wash it off.

Got pap?

I don't rub a path.

I kind of just take a look at my mascara because we all know that mascara does not like to come off, no matter how much you try.

So I just like to kind of too little Pat is to see does any residual mascara, which, of course, there is.

There will always be a little mascara like there will never not be a little mascara there.

That's my toner, By the way.

I'm putting just a couple of drops.

This could be a little.

This is a sensitive one.

Get the sensitive one because the other one's a little hard for me.

Every time I deviate from it, I end up going back to it because it's just like, you know, it's science.

It's like a very scientific formula.

There's no fragrances.

It's just like it's the one thing that works on my skin.

I never really worried about my skin until I started traveling and modeling.

I've never had, like, a skin problems growing up, But as soon as I became an adult, like as soon as I turned 18 pretty much my skin started freaking out and also people were photographing me.

So it just felt like everyone has something to say about my skin.

They were like giving me tips and stuff like I never thought about my skin this much, And I started traveling, wearing makeup and kind of abusing my skin in a lot of ways.

And I started getting really, um, I get like, these bumps underneath the skin and the texture and it hurts and I get like these, like, just like the underneath layer of my skin is the problem which you know in a lot of ways.

That's good because you can't see it, but it is more painful and it's harder to get rid of.

And I we used to think it's really fun to just always get new skincare, and I realized my skin was getting worse and worse, so I stuck to my favorite.

I like to amass twice a week.

I like to use this mask when my skin needs moisture on.

Then I have other mass, for when my skin is looking a little bit like crunchy and it needs a little help.

I think beauty like plays a huge role in my mental health.

I feel like at night I have to, like, create like, a cottage core fantasy every night to, like, stay, stay like happy and like good and good spirits.

So, like I like, you know, like a candle.

Bake a bread or something, make a little like cinnamon bread or whatever.

And then I make I do a mask I like Take my time.

I would like my silky pajama zai like my favorite candles.

I, you know, do mood lighting.

I take maybe more than one bath a day.

Um, definitely more than one back today I watched like a really good movies such as Shrek and Shrek two, which I've been doing this week, Um, cinematic masterpiece, all these things by myself, with my cats, you know, because I just feel like I've noticed that I'm so stressed.

A za lot of us are, and the little things are what really keeps me going embarrassing.

But I feel like every time I'm breaking down, I listened to my chemical romance.

I just think that there's something about I go back to be like 11.

It's been 10 minutes, we're gonna take it off.

Well, when I was a kid, my idea of beauty was very much what people put out there because I was a kid and I was like, Okay, the magazines tell me this is what is beautiful.

So I had a very narrow view at a very young age which obviously sent me into a spiral at a very young age, as many people dio for me, beauty is being, um, eccentric and being out of the box and pushing boundaries and being unique and like doing everything that kind of everyone tells you not to do so when people are kind of like the normal version of beauty.

I used to aspire to that, but that actually is like the exact opposite of what I want.

Now, this is my derma flash.

Um, she's cool on.

This is my little J roller, and we're gonna cleanse her because that's one thing that I'm scared of is putting things on my face.

Like even my towel has to be like brand new, because I have three cats, three little dirty cats.

So I'm just scared that their dander is everywhere.

So this is alcohol I think, like 70% or something on.

I'm gonna spray on both sides and then take a clean towel and just clean all the crevices and whatnot.

You know, I make sure it's all clean.

I can't say her name.

Germ O pura Font Thinking it's like a thick moisturizer.

I love it so much.

I just put a little bit on my face.

I'm gonna put a little bit extra.

I'm gonna zap it in theirs to setting.

Yes, it's just like zap it into your skin on this'll penetrates your pores.

In a way, I don't know what the little zap e thing does, but it makes my skin look good.

So I like thio Sometimes when I have, like, really dry skin, I'll just put it like where I get really dry, which is around my nose and like my chin and, you know, everywhere just toe Get that project of what I'm saying.

I love tools.

I like a zip God I love is it actually didn't bring it cause it's not charge.

I like anything with electromagnetic stuff.

I don't know why that works for me.

Ondas for makeup.

I've just been using, um the like Lien from Becca A lot on my eyes.

It's just I am.

That's what I like.

I love the there's like a glitter side, and there's like a color side, and the colors are kind of these, like muted blues and greens and like olives.

Just it's stunning e like Jade rolling just cause it's fun.

I don't know if if I'm doing it right, if it's anything like, I just think it's fun and makes me feel like it's cold on my skin.

And I like that because I get really warm E don't know if it does anything but it definitely.

I like massaging my my cheekbones, you know, in hopes that it will do something.

11 year old Barbie.

When I tell her I would probably just hm, I would assure myself that I'm not weird or like different and that yes, I will forever be e mo.

Um, a little bit.

Time just goes by, things work out.

You have different stresses.

They're different stresses than what you have.

I think for me, every 11 year old, I think everything is just like monumental disastrous.

So I think I didn't think I could be someone who people liked.

And that's a live your cool kid.

Actually, you're not like a weirdo.

And, like kids, kids in school never liked me because they were, you know, they were kind of like, you know, they were like, What the hell is going on with with that?

You know, But e think once I got out of school and realized that the world is so vast, it was so amazing because there are people who are just like me and who are even weirder.

And they are amazing, phenomenal, talented people.

I think for me, my skin is a direct reflection of how much effort I'm putting into myself.

It's a bigger representation of like myself.

And, like, if I'm, you know, flossing all the time.

If I'm doing all this like they're all kind of go hand in hand and they're kind of just like these self care night routines that I think really get me through these these times.

Thank you for watching.

This was my nighttime routine.

And I'm gonna go cuddle with my three very cute cats.