seeing them constantly, continuously, in any given moment,

how was I able to experience this as myself in one singular moment?

Well, one evening (again- we did this quite often), all of us would come together, some of us,

to come together and share our experiences in this process,

just communicating about everything.

And I was relatively-- actually, completely new to everything. And

we were sitting one evening and I was sitting in front of Eagle

crossed-legged and our knees touched. And he says to me,

"What do you see?" and he opened himself (stretched-out arms) like this.

And he said again, "What do you see?"

I closed my eyes and I looked inside him, and I said, "God."

How to explain this experience?

It was beyond infinity.

It was beyond feelings, beyond experience.

It was in that moment, as though everything disappeared. Everything disappeared.

And I just had this experience of "God." Literally experiencing "God" as me.

And Eagle said to me, "What do you see?"

So I told him what I saw.

I told him that I saw everything was purple... purple-ly pink background.

And I saw beds, everywhere. Just beds.

Now this was when I was nineteen years old. Just beds, everywhere.

With this purple-pink background like clouds.

Lots of beds. And there were males and females on these beds having sex.

But in all different positions. They knew all the different positions in the world. All of them!

It was like the world world was in male/female relationship, and everyone was having sex in different positions. It was all physical.

Like I could see all the physical movement, positions and everything.

And then, all of a sudden, everyone turned into these white orbs.

The males/females were like on top of each other, in some way or another.

And both turned into white orbs that moved (in circular patterns) Not touching at all.

Not penetrating like I seen them before, with the male and female were penetrating and having sex in all different positions, no.

They transformed completely into white orbs moving on top of each other, but not touching.

Now, this happened to all the human beings that were on these beds.

All of a sudden, everyone turning into white orbs that were moving on top of each other.

And I was standing, looking at everything, and I transformed into this angelic-- no, not an angel... per se,

but like I had this big cross here (around neck) a crystal. It was pink, purple crystal cross, here.

And I started walking up... when I started walking,

everyone from the beds, as these white orbs, came down and followed me.

And they followed me and there was this Sun.

This big, big sun. And clouds. And it was beautiful. It was magnificent.

So I started walking, and everyone started following me,

but we were walking together. And we walked thru the sun.

When we walked thru the Sun, there was this big, big golden chair, like a throne, waiting for us.

Now the whole world, all of us together. were walking, walking, walking.

And we all walked onto this throne together, and

when we were all on this throne, this great golden throne, chair-- it wasn't like a throne -- it was like a big, big chair.

Gold chair. Thick.

And it was like going thru this

circular entrance. And we all went thru this circular entrance together, the whole world together on this big golden throne chair.

And we moved thru--

and as we've moved thru--

everything just became black and dark. But there was a gold chair.. all of us who were these white orbs,

equal and one in that expression.

And the golden chair and the white orbs came together as one. Started amalgamating and moulding into this one ball, all of us together,

and then everything just exploded!

And everything transformed into white and gold expression. And that's what I saw.

And I told Eagle, that was what I was seeing.

And he said, "okay."And I explained to him everything. When I opened my eyes after that, in that moment,

I looked around and I said to him, "Wait a minute. Is something wrong with my eyes, or something?

Because everything is white.

And then he said to me, "What do you see now?"

And I looked and opened my eyes and I saw everything as white.

And I looked inside him, inside Eagle first.

I looked at him and I said, "I see you're white, but there's dark spots everywhere."

And he said, okay. Make them white. Clean them out. Make them all white.

And I just started making them all white all the dark spots inside his body as far as I can see.

I made them all white until he was completely white in his expression and essence.

Then Eagle said, "Okay. Now go to everyone else's in the room and see where they have dark spots inside them, and clean them.

You know, make them all white until they are white expression in their essence. Complete.

Okay. And so I went to each and every one, and I colored them in and made them white. Some of them were able to assist, you know.

There was a lady that was lying next to Bernard,

and I was assisting her with this dark spot on her chest area

and communicating to her about it, but remember all I was seeing was white and dark spots.

And those dark spots I was able to see, understand, interpret and explain everything.

And that's how I started assisting everyone, supporting everyone.

And as I walked out of the billiard room, now this was quite fascinating, because everything disappeared!

All I could see was white. Everything was white.

My God, what is happening?

I was seeing everything... literally, this world was a picture.

But what was behind the picture was light. White. Everything.

I could still see form, like the human form. But the picture disappeared. Behind the picture, "behind," there was white,

I could see the colors, and the dark spots, understand them, interpret them, explain them, everything.

And that happened in that one moment when I had seen everything. Well, seeing "God"

which means, actually myself, and process. You know, actual process.