comes to assume a large, indeed monstrous position in our imaginations. The torture

comes down to one essential question which pursues us into the early hours: What do they

have that we do not? Part of the agony rests on a basic feature of human psychology; we

know ourselves from the inside, in great and dispiriting detail, whereas we can know others

only from the outside, from what they choose to reveal, which may be almost nothing, aside

from an attractive face and a charming manner. As a result, we may feel that the person we

have been left for – and whom we know only on the basis of having briefly met them at

a party or stalked their online profile – is wonderful in every way. Where we are shy,

they will be confident; where we are chaotic they will be well-organised; where our sexuality

is complex, theirs will be simple; where we're too domestic, they will be exciting… Well-meaning

friends may try to bring us back into contact with our good sides: they will speak of our

kindness, intelligence or sense of fun. But this may not be the best way forward; the

point isn't to rehearse how decent we are. Properly to get over the pain of a love-rival,

we need to realise how mediocre pretty much every human who has ever existed tends to

be. There is not, in fact, ever any such thing as a 'perfect person', there are merely

differently tricky ones, as time will inevitably reveal to our idealising ex. Our failings

or defects may well be real but the picture we've got of ourselves as compared with

our love rival is skewed by undue ignorance. Recovery does not involve the denial of our

less admirable sides: it requires a more nihilistic, and therefore more balanced sense of what

people in general are like. Of course the rival has qualities we lack. It is true that

they have better hair, or a more impressive salary. But at the same time they have an

enormous number of very serious problems which we can be assured exist, not because we know

them, but because we know human beings in general. No one examined from up close is

ever anything other than disappointing – and every person one has to share a life with

will prove so maddening over time, one will at points wish they had never been born. Whatever

attraction a new lover can offer our ex, they will also supply them with a whole a new set

of irritants, which will end up frustrating them as much we ever did, indeed more so,

because they so sincerely hoped – as they packed their bags – that such flaws would

not exist in their next partner. Our ex-lover has not entered the gates of paradise, they

have merely exchanged one imperfect relationship for another. We should never compound our

grief with the thought that our ex will be uncomplicatedly happy. The deep lesson of

being supplanted is not that we are so bad. It's that we have been left because of a

common delusion: the belief that if only one was in a different relationship, one would

be substantially happier. And yet, the truth is that more or less every human relationship

has its own special and beautifully distinct forms of acute unhappiness. That there is

much wrong with us is, of course, true; but this dark fact invariably sits within a far

larger, grimmer and yet strangely consoling truth: that every person has much wrong with

them. In future relationships, once we get over abandonment, the person we need to find

is not the one who thinks we are perfect (and will never leave us on this basis) but rather

one who can quite clearly see our failings and yet – the key advantage – knows how

calmly to make their peace with them. The lover we need is not someone who stays with

us because they think we are irreplaceably marvellous but because they've wisely realised

that no-one is as attractive as they seem at first – and that to smash up a relationship

generally involves nothing much finer than a prelude to novel encounters with frustration

and disappointment.

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