I did not put my lipstick on at all.

All right?

I feel more like myself.

Okay?

I'm going to be doing a one on one call with somebody who is thinking of moving to Japan s So I'm checking everything right now.

Actually, don't have much time to talk to the camera after 30 minutes, I have one more call and then I'm going to go meet Beauty at Ueno Station because he's coming back.

He's been gone for, like, three days, and it's been really quiet in here.

So we're going to t g I Fridays, and we're gonna get my favorite meal because we're going to celebrate the launch of my course.

I'm so excited.

I have a group the size of a small classroom, which is awesome.

All right, so I'm done with my coaching calls.

I had to this morning and they were so inspiring you guys, I said this in my instagram stories, but you guys are Spitfires, like the people that I talked Thio have so much drive and passion and just realizing that there's just so much more that they want to do in their lives, and it's just so exciting to see people get out of that loop of life and just get out there and do the thing.

Anything that you do in your life.

When you're working towards something, you're always going to feel that fear.

You're always going to feel uncertain.

But the more steps you take in it, the more that fear and that uncertainty disappeared.

I don't know about you, but I'm like a crazy and path like I I can feel the energy through the screen.

That's how sensitive I am and so I can see these people's wants and desires and their passions and they want to go for it.

They just don't know how to start.

They just don't know how to do it.

And I just It's just so much energy being exchanged through a screen and it's just it's a very exciting thing for me and this is the more I do it, the more I realized this is what I meant to dio.

This is my passion.

This gets me excited.

This makes my heart feel so good, really long conversation here.

So we're gonna go to Ueno and pick up new G and just have a day in Japan.

So let's go.

There were times I quit my job in Japan.

When things got to be too much, I was disliked.

I met my husband online and got engaged in two weeks.

I was disliked.

I showed more emotion in my videos.

I was disliked.

I made mistakes.

I was disliked.

I'd like to think the one thing that got me to a place of fulfillment is because I had the courage to be disliked.

I learned from my past instead of letting it dictate my future.

And I embraced more uncertainty by taking the leap.

And if I didn't need others expectations of me, I just didn't care.

The thing is, nobody can stop you from doing what you want to dio.

It's in your head.

You're ultimately your own worst enemy.

We're gonna Ueno Park right now and Ueno Park way I've been to so many times because you probably have seen me everywhere.

But this building is really French looking.

E think we're going to go here for a coffee?

Once I started to do what I felt aligned with me, whether it was changing jobs or moving across the world Opportunities and doors started to open And I think living abroad strengthened that attribute of mine.

So ask yourself, Do you really feel this way?

Is this what you really want?

Or are you afraid that people aren't gonna like you anymore?

Thes air all like the rooftop stuff like it looks like they're doing some construction.

But like, look at all the old roof, um, equipment and stuff.

E way found a stockade, a Ikeda shell.

You guys, this is what it looks like.

Eyes a crock.

Oh, yeah.

Mhm e.

Look at that.

He's just, like, doesn't care.

I think a lot of the times people are afraid of disappointing others not pleasing others, not making the whole damn world happy when that's so unrealistic.

People don't want to move to Japan and keep saying they can't over and over again, but they can.

They're just afraid to take the leap and just don't do it.

It's the same for anything we desire in our lives.

Whether we want to start a YouTube channel or enter a singing competition or sell your art or make new friends, we just don't do it because we're so afraid of judgment.

So if you're in a way node on the weekends or during a holiday, they always have food, stations or food.

What do you call it?

I can't English today.

I couldn't even English when I was coaching.

They always have these little food compartments or places to go, and you could get tons of stuff.

Really cool stuff.

But it looks like the kind of downsized a little bit because of the coronavirus.

Yeah, that one looks like it has no I though.

The pink one pink one has a lot of Iraq slash Maybe it's a girl.

I like that.

So cute.

The dads like steering and my little girl's peddling.

It s so cute.

Are you going to do that with your daughter someday?

Yeah, I will.

Look at her.

She's so funny.

She's so cute.

So she's so tiny Kid, you just gonna look up coffee shops right now?

It is so peaceful out here.

Andi, just chilling and watching.

People almost hit each other and kids screaming, and that was always gonna always it's gonna hit.

Oh, no, almost.

I'm surprised nobody has gotten any kind of accident in this amount of crowd next time we'll have to do this, right?

Maybe.

Yeah, sure.

He's so cute.

He's my husband.

Oh, I'm so honored to be your wife.

Bottom line, we have to have the courage to be disliked, judged, disappoint others.

And really do what we feel called to do.

Because imagine all the things you'll accomplish if you just don't give a crap e love what you do.

Thank you.

Look so good.

I haven't opened department years.

Yeah, my present.

I feel like that.

Ripping it.

Oh, this is cute.

This is pretty It so cute.

It's a little hot, Mama.

He's so cute.

All this makes me so happy.

I'm gonna look at him every day and be like, Hi.

Thank you, baby Problem.

Love it.

Thank you so much.

You and the pair.

Okay.

Wait.

He doesn't check.

I understand.

He can stand.

No matter how many times he falls down, he gets up again.

Mhm.