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  • One day, in 1944, my family and I were arrested.

  • Packed into cattle trains with no food or water.

  • We were taken to Poland and left on the selection platform in Auschwitz.

  • A Nazi guard spotted me and my identical twin sister Miriam

  • clinging to my mother.

  • He tore us from my mother's arms and led us away.

  • I remember looking back at my mother.

  • I did not know at that time, but I would never see her again.

  • On the filthy floor, there were scattered corpses

  • of three little girls.

  • Their bodies were naked and their eyes were wide open.

  • It was a horrifying look.

  • I had never seen anybody dead before.

  • So that hit me very, very hard and I made a silent pledge that I will do

  • whatever is within my power to make sure that Miriam and I

  • will not end up on that latrine floor.

  • And that we somehow will survive, and walk out of this camp alive.

  • We were naked for hours,

  • and every part of our bodies was measured.

  • It was horrible and humiliating.

  • Too bad, she's so young, she has only two weeks to live.

  • I knew he was right, but I refused to die.

  • If I died, Miriam would have been given a lethal injection

  • so he could cut open both of our bodies

  • and compare the autopsies.

  • For the following two weeks, I was between life and death.

  • And all I remember, crawling on the barrack floor

  • because I no longer could walk.

  • And as I was crawling, I would fade in and out of consciousness

  • and I kept telling myself, 'I must survive, I must survive'.

  • Nine months later, we returned home.

  • Only to find that nobody else from our family survived.

  • To find only three crumpled pictures.

  • And that was all that was left of my family.

  • In 1987, I donated one of my kidneys to save her,

  • but she died in 1993.

  • And I was devastated. She was...

  • the only one from the family who was alive.

  • I was angry.

  • I was heading to Germany to meet a Nazi doctor,

  • I was unbelievably nervous, and scared.

  • Drnch at the time was 82 years old.

  • He greeted me with kindness, respect and consideration.

  • I was blown away, a Nazi treating me with respect.

  • Dr Hansnch was a bacteriologist at Auschwitz, but he also had

  • a secondary job that he was stationed outside the gas chambers.

  • And when people were dead, he would sign one death certificate,

  • no names, just the number of people who were murdered.

  • And he said to me,

  • 'This is my problem, this is a nightmare that I live with.'

  • I asked him if he was willing to go with me to Auschwitz

  • and make the same statement that he made to me,

  • and he said he would love to.

  • I knew that was a crazy idea, to thank a Nazi,

  • a survivor of Auschwitz to thank a Nazi.

  • People would think that I have lost my mind.

  • I tried to figure out how to thank him

  • and after 10 months, a simple idea popped into my head.

  • How about a letter of forgiveness from me, the survivor of Auschwitz?

  • I knew that that was a meaningful gift for him, but what I discovered

  • for myself was life-changing.

  • That I had the power to forgive.

  • No-one could give me that power, no-one could take it away.

  • To challenge myself, I decided I could even forgive Mengele.

  • The person who had put me through hell.

  • It wasn't easy, but I felt an enormous weight

  • had been lifted from me.

  • I finally felt free.

  • Who decided that I as a victim must be, for the rest of my life,

  • sad, angry, feel hopeless and helpless?

  • I refuse it.

  • You can never change what happened in the past,

  • all you can do is change how you react to it.

  • My sister and I were made into human guinea pigs,

  • our whole family was murdered.

  • But I have the power to forgive, and so do you.

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One day, in 1944, my family and I were arrested.

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