Butofcourse, nowallthathashadtocometo a stickyend.
Um, afterallmyChildrentostayawaythisweek, I didseethehomeofthisdayinspiteoftheadvice.
Although I'm ledtobelievethatthegovernmentareseeingcasesofpeoplewithterminalillnessslightlydifferently.
Butagain I don't wanttoexposeotherpeople.
I don't wannabecompletelyselfishandexposeofthepeople.
Ontheotherhand, I knowmyChildrenwanttoseeme.
That's completelyunderstandable.
I wanttoseethem, too.
Sonotbeingabletogooutobviouslyhascurtailedcompletelyeverythingthat I mighthavebeendoing.
Evenjust a triptotheshopstoe.
Have a wanderroundandseewhat's soitistemptingtosayBlowit, I'm goingonitanywaysomething's gonnagetme.
Whyshould I care?
But I shouldcarebecauseofotherpeople.
Sodoyouhavetotryandberesponsible?
I'vemade a decisiononhowtotalktomyselfandsaid, OK, don't viewthisasthenext 12 weeksthatyoucan't 112 weeksallinonegowhatyoumustdoheseesintermsofthenexttwoorthreedayson, because I liketodoarty, craftythings.
I'm workingonsomethingthemoment, SoOkay, I wannacallthedecreepublishedpicturesaremakingjustnowonthat.
Thething I'm workingonatthemomentisn't a Cooper's picture.
Youcutoutlittlebitsofitandstickthemonusingsilicone, whichallowsthemtoform a threedayimage.
It's veryfiddly, verytimeconsuming, butitdoeskeepyourminduptime, and I foundthat I reallyenjoywhat, Andi, It's somethingthat I cangetlostinonevennowadays.
Evennow, underthecurrentcircumstances, it's something I canstilldo.
Itisdifficultnottofeelcrosswhen I seethatpeopleareflauntingtherules, goingontothebodyabouttheirnormaleverydaybusinessinsteadofabsolvingtheadvicewasbeinggiven.
It's difficultnottobeangry, but I'm tryingnotto, becausetomakethat's a wasteofemotionalenergy I haveenoughtoworryabout.
Itis, I think, oneofthelessonsweshouldlearnfromtheCoronavirussituation, butthroughoutlifeingeneralistobecallingtoeachothertothinkabouteachother, toconsiderotherpeople, dowhatwecantohelpwheneverwecan.
I foundsince I hadcancer, I cananswerisBut I foundthekindnessofstrangers.
Peoplewhowillreachouttoyouandhelpyouorofferyoursupportdon't dothatjustbecausetheycan, notforanyotherreason, and I thinkthat's wonderful.
MyChildrenarefantasticand I gottoabsolutelywonderfulsisters, inadditiontowhich I go a largeextendedfamilyandlotsofreallygoodfriends.
Andwithoutthem, I don't think I wouldhavethoughtthisfall.
It's a bitlikehappytopickandmix.
If I'm havingaboutDayonerespect, I know I cantalkto a person, butifthere's somethingelsebotheringmeinanotherrespectmighttalkto a personbigandthenmypickandmixand I lovedmore.
I haveterminalcancer.
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