Hey guys, I'm Joma Joma thinking.

Look at me.

Look, just Joma 100,000 subscribers.

See, I think you guys should subscribe to my channel and tackle it.

You should subscribe to tack.

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By the way, my name is John.

My luck.

I'm so cool.

I think I'm so funny.

Like everyone.

I'm a priest, I'm sure the prettiest Look.

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Isn't that cool?

That's the only thing I can do.

Look, I'm a data scientist.

See the couple?

As a data scientist, I work in Silicon Valley.

Okay, What's popping?

Get data science.

Okay, is about influence.

It's about being influential.

And data science is hard.

I'm the only person who seems to know how to do data science.

Now I want you guys to take a look at this Is X a mirror so you can see What's that noise?

You Joma?

Keep it down in there.

I thought I told you to be quiet.

I'm trying to go block here.

My viewers demand quality and quality is what they will get.

Huh?

Now where was that?

How's my hair?

How they look.

I still look good Yeah.

We'll make sure that I still look it so that I can do my flux here.

Where were we?

Does that give you?

Let's take a look at how I look in the mirror.

Pretty good.

Don't really like the way my hair looks.

Way Get back here, you little scientist.

Reversal.

Okay.

Wow, It's been a while.

Pretty rusty.

So, Minion, my I had a good look at my notes.

Okay?

All right.

So the first thing that I want to say is that I'm okay.

You know, I'm not dead.

A lot of you thought it was dead, but I'm definitely okay.

You know, I'm on life, and yeah, so you could stop worrying about me.

But I just want to say thank you.

So so much for everyone I know in the last video, You know, I was pretty depressed and stuff like that, but I'm very happy now.

I'm very okay.

When I was very surprised and how much you guys cared, it was actually quite touching on Duh.

Yeah, like a lot of people reached out to me.

Even some youtubers.

They all reached out to me to see if I was okay, so I'm super thankful for that.

I really appreciate it on dhe.

Yeah, honestly, it's one of the reasons why you know, I got better.

So that's that's really cool of you guys.

So, um yeah, so I guess the title this video was wide that I stopped making videos.

Well, does he know?

You know, I had, like, a burnout, so that was definitely a factor.

And I really needed thio take some time to think about.

You know, what I really wanted to do with my life my career with, you know, the video is going forward and and yeah, and the reason why I had to think about that was because, you know, because I had that catalyst, that catalyst was, you know, the burnout.

And I can tell it's really made me think about my life in general.

And I had to rethink some things, and basically, it was kind of that beginning because I had a lot of negativity going on in my life that I was kind of imposing on myself some negativity and it was starting to turn count like a vicious cycle.

I don't know if you guys ever had this thing works like, Oh, you know, for example, you're sad about one thing, and then because of that thing, you're sad about another thing, and then it gets worse and worse.

So I realize that.

And, you know, like, I was very sad and I had Thio fix myself before.

That spiral goes into something worse.

And one of things I had to do was to take a break.

And that means, you know, videos and other stuff.

And I want to focus on my mental health to move a lot of these stressors, so I don't need to think about them.

So I could kind of look at my life at a more holistic view, and that's pretty much what I did.

So that's why I did not make videos for a while because not gonna lie.

That was kind of a stressor at that time.

And a lot of you know, thanks for caring.

And you wanted to know, like, how did I get out of this rut are like, you know, how did I not be sad anymore?

Um, yeah.

I mean, there's no simple answer for that.

I think you truly have to find out for yourself.

Some inner issues that you have that you haven't solved yet.

Unfortunately, for me, it's quite personal.

So I'm not really, like, super comfortable sharing If you guys I mean YouTube, Herb Under are some limits.

And but then also, like while I was in that state.

There's also a time aspect to it, like a lot of you guys told me that.

You know, a lot of people went through it and they told me that's not permanent.

And on there it's not permanent.

And basically, you know, time does heal, you know, And yeah, and so time does heal on DDE it so and yes, Oh, yes, Oh, it's it's not permanent and time heals.

But you also have to be kind of Proactiv into, like trying to figure out why you're in a rut and something that I mean for me.

At least that's what I did.

So because I had to be proactive.

I did a lot of things that to try to help myself, you know, I went to therapy.

I ran.

I went to the gym a lot, you know, because I read Internet articles like How do I stop being said in a lot of the times.

That's what they tell you to do that.

All right.

You know, So I started doing all these things, you know, I stopped making videos, kept moving.

I tried to create better relationships of my friends, and then be more so show, always keep moving.

Like it was really hard to begin, because you really don't wanna do that.

You really don't wanna do that by so that you know, Because Because I knew that it was gonna be helpful in some ways.

Or at least my therapist told me, you know, and also watched a lot of enemy.

Uh, I think that helped.

You know, I watch a lot of enemy.

You know, in case you're curious, I wash a hero.

Academia, food, wars.

Also watching on enemy stuff, too, Like terraced house.

What else?

I watch?

I watch psychic.

A psychic.

A is pretty like that was pretty funny, huh?

Yeah, lots of anime.

Anyways, um, and then after all that, I kind of came.

So then, after all that, I came to the conclusion that there was, like, a misalignment between my actions and my values, which was probably why it wasn't that happy like I could talk about that.

Maybe sometimes in the future.

But probably not.

Now on.

Yeah, like I talk about it a little bit in the future.

But because now I kind of want to talk about, you know, switch gears and talk about something, something more positive.

Which is, uh, you know what's next was next with me.

Well, what's next on this channel?

Mostly I want to see that started.

Siri's.

A lot of people are waiting for a star of Siri's.

I will continue that.

I do enjoy filming it.

I love making it, but it does take a lot of time.

So I mean, I still have a lot of ideas in the back of my mind.

And I'm very excited, you know, whenever I sleep thinking about that So it's Steffy Steffy coming.

Hopefully And then, as for the other videos, Yeah, like in general, they're probably gonna be less videos coming out like I'll probably still make videos, but just less than before, because I don't wanna make video is just for the sake of making videos, you know?

I mean, it's just it's just less fun, and then I'm pretty sure like It's less entertaining also.

So So I'm just gonna take my time or making videos.

Yeah, because, you know, I have a lot of other things that I wanna do right now that I haven't done before.

So So I might Yes.

I just can't spend that much time on videos.

So anyways, what about what about what's next in my life.

So I am gonna continue what I'm doing now, which was, like, you know, getting a lot of social interactions.

I'm just being more sociable, developing my friendships and relationships.

I think that's pretty important for me right now, and I'm pretty damn happy doing it, so I'll probably prioritize that, and then I'll have a also, like, other stuff going on in my life.

Some changed and stuff like that.

But I decided to keep my life a little bit more private, you know, just for for some boundaries.

I think that is kind of important.

We want to make this sustainable, so yeah, Yes.

Anyways, so that's pretty much it, so yeah.

Thanks so much again.

I really, really appreciate it.

Every single common.

I almost ready?

Okay.

Okay.

I lied, but I read a lot of comments from from the previous videos.

And I was so grateful.

And you're very wholesome.

Yeah, I really enjoyed it.

And I really appreciate it.

And, uh, thank thank you guys so much again, I'm not very good at making at saying these things on a Sam like, awkward guy.

But I want to say is that you can stop messaging like some me or my brother Or like my uke or everyone that's, like around me if I'm old, care if I'm alive.

So yeah, Thank you.

But, uh, no need to message m anymore.

You know, I am a okay.

I'm actually very, very good.

I'm actually even happier than before.

And I had a really, really good state now, So yeah, it's pretty dope, and that's pretty much it.

So Yeah.

Gucci, Gucci.

Oh, yeah.

And I quit my job.