I'll ish.

I think it's October 18th 2017.

It's October 18th 2018.

I'm 15.

I'm 16.

I have 257,000.

I have 6.3 million.

1.13 million, 9.6 million.

When you look up, Billy, I'll ish.

It's a picture of me and Charlie X X.

Isn't it the one of me smiling?

Of course it is one picture that I have a smiling.

The most followed person that follows me is Chloe Grace Moretz.

Who's the bashes?

13 million followers.

Katy Perry.

Maybe she is 72 million.

I'd say, Probably Khalid, which is weird because he's like just a homie of mine.

And, like, I don't think Wilma's anything else.

Scissor have Millie Bobby Brown that baby in her regular Cyrus waylay.

Which the kids?

A yacht.

A Gerber baby Red Miguel.

Are you kidding me?

Thes.

There's people that I've texted.

It was at the crocodile in Seattle, and it was like 500.

I think that's what I said.

Oh wow, that's so cute.

Who that was.

The best one I've had was Music Midtown in Atlanta, 40,000 people.

Such a dream.

Oh my God.

Such a dream Every time I go anywhere, hands down.

I might be safe if I go to Trader Joe's.

But everywhere else is kind of your goodness, which is actually really cool.

But, you know, it's a lot kind of a lot, actually.

But like not a ton, it's kind of like maybe like once a week, Um, I'm kind of jealous of Billy a year ago because I kind of I don't know.

I'm really not about the fucking pity myself for people recognizing who I am, which is because it's like I'm really grateful for it, but I don't know.

I would like to go two.

I don't know anywhere and not be always recognized.

Whoa, don't be so sad.

It's such a waste of time.

Ah, I didn't I didn't live up to that then, and I still haven't lived up to that.

So it's good advice, though.

It is a waste of time.

Dude, it's ruined so many things that could have been amazing because I was sad, dumb, but whatever.

Don't post everything you think.

Don't just don't.

If you're watching this right now, anybody If anybody is watching this, don't post your feelings.

Don't do it to yourself.

Um Whoa.

Tyler, The creator.

No, I would love to Me.

I'm not.

Oh, my God.

I would explode if I met him.

I met him and it was great for me.

He hits, He hits a part of me that nobody gets being apples up.

Next artist.

I was such a baby.

I did Ellen last week.

Jimmy Fallon, Lollapalooza.

So many festivals went to Tokyo.

I met Takashi Murakami and went to his studio.

Dave Girl's daughter did a cover of my song.

He played guitar for her in a talent show, I think or something.

There's been a lot of shit that's happened in the last year.

My family.

I'm I'm always talking to my family.

Always every second of my life.

Fruitvale station.

Uh, Fruitvale station.

No.

Uh, you know what?

No.

This I can't afford a real change.

They are really now they are real.

But it's all silver.

Oh, yeah.

My chains were gift.

I did not buy anything that I'm worried at all.

None of it.

I bought this.

Yeah, yes.

Yeah.

Yep.

Yeah.

It's the kind of pressure That's like it hits me, and then I don't care.

Everybody drop dead right now.

And I didn't I would be left with what I had created for myself.

And what the hell with the point being, if I was just creating something that somebody else wanted me to create that I had no say in And then that person died and everybody else died and nobody mattered except me.

I'm stuck with the shit I didn't want first place.

That's trash.

No, I'm handling the pressure horribly, but I just keep it to myself all the time except my wall.

I write everything I feel my walls.

You go in my room, you come.

I will just Yeah.

No, I don't like dating at all.

I don't like the idea of Oh, this is my one person.

And I only share time with this person.

No, no, no, no, thank you.

No, I don't have a boyfriend.

I could not have a boyfriend.

That would just be mean to him.

Ah, I don't know.

I almost had one for, like, a little, but it wasn't really exclusives.

I don't know.

You call that?

I hate things that are exclusive.

letting myself be mistreated for a long, long, long, long time.

I had no idea what the fuck was coming.

Not really.

Uh, yeah, I was really mystery treated.

And then I just realized I was better than that.

And since then, I just I feel like I've just grown to know my worth.

It's taken a minute, and I don't think I'm there yet, but I'm getting there.

Billy was so hurt then I was so hurt than man.

Shit.

I want to learn that it's all worth it because it's tiring as heck and it is worth.

And I have to remember that because being with fans and doing shows his way more important than being tired, is it worth it?

Yes, the show's make it worth it.

The shows and the supporters.

That is something you have to remember when it it doesn't feel worth it, because a lot of it doesn't feel worth it.

But then you get to the points that do make it worth it, and it's like then it all sort of makes sense, and it kind of clicks in your head.

No matter what you do, there's you can never, ever, ever please.

Anyone ever, ever, ever fax?

Still true?

Never.

Not true.

Any picture that is taken of you.

If a picture is taken of you, somebody has it and somebody will use it against you.

I wasn't allowed to, but I ran away from security and I ran into a huge crowd.

I, like, slammed open a door into all of them through a glass window.

And I almost caused a stampede by sneaking through a crowd at Lollapalooza.

I almost died and everyone else almost died.

Crazy shit.

Whoa, Little Wayne!

I'll to perform with Lil Wayne.

That's a great answer.

Wow.

15 year old me was bawling.

I really want to go to Japan again.

I went to Japan a while ago and it was the most amazing time.

So I feel like Brazil might be crazy.

Literally.

My first fan account was like or like second panic.

It was like, Billy, I wish Brazil broke camp Tierra Whack.

It's sick.

I like bright green a lot.

I like black.

It's been pretty dark lately, so I just wanted to be dark with world.

I mean, I don't and then one word Fucking no, Judge me, please.

That's what I said Should I still feel that way?

Totally still feel that way?

But this year, I guess I just don't fuck.

You know, I don't know what took is going on.

I feel this and that.

I feel like everything needs to have a certain this is in this category and that is in this, Like, it's like, I want to be everything like, Shut up!

Don't tell me what I can't be the hell, uh, music industry, man.

We're all sad as hell.

All these artists were sad as shit.

Dude, everybody I know That's an artist.

We are sad mother fuckers.

That's the way it is.

My, what does that even mean?

What does that mean?

Everyone is gonna die, and no one is going to remember you.

So fuck it with this bitch.

Then that's my full Phyllis offer you having the approach that no one's had trying to write something that was written?

I don't know if that's the best approach, because you might just fail and then only die like I have to write someone like something no one's ever heard.

See, that's why I'm I'm still bad at it because that's what I was trying to do.

Buck, you better know how to drive because I've been putting off Driver's Ed because that stuff stinks.

I hate that stuff.

I do know how to drive, Shorty.

Well, that is great.

This is my mom.

She's sick as a booty, and she has laryngitis.