Name: Talking things out
Uploaded: 2020-03-19T22:00:46.000Z
Duration: 9 min 27 s
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Every time I film a video, I'm supposed to be going somewhere.

It's like my my mind just procrastinates and it's like, I have an idea.

Oh, this video is not gonna be a whole cute Japan took it.

Okay, traveler thing s o if there's any kids watching this video in for you, So parents, if you watch it with the kids, just skip to another Japan related video.

So I went to a party last night at Kelly's Place.

I made a video while I was there because I was actually quite sad.

You could have a great time while also being said.

I find I just re watched it and I actually really appreciate it.

And the reason for that is I recently watched a video by Dodi Dodi, Double Little.

She's a British musician, I believe, and she does YouTube.

Anyway, she did a video called making pastor.

I'm sad or something like that, where she made past and talk about her current situation with this boy who was who wanted something casual.

But she wanted a relationship and they had a misunderstanding.

And she had a huge conversation about that with with the camera while she was making Palestra something.

I was like, This is the content that I like.

So, yeah, and last night and made a video, and it's as honest as I can be.

I was wondering, should I make another channel to put personal stuff with stuff?

Anything on, uh, so that this channel could be Japan?

Stuff on the other channel could be me weird stuff, But I didn't start this channel to be Japan Channel.

I started it to, you know, go on my adventures in Japan, but also just released stuff.

I started it to be a reflection of myself.

So with all that said and done, I present you this very WeII video of me drunk talking about feelings.

It's probably slotted to make a second channel.

No one's ever gonna see this except myself.

So I can literally just say what played to my brain.

But, you know, sometimes you thoughts just told him out your life.

That's just who I am, Uh, things just hectic.

And it's like a soon as since you stopped making money off you.

Too soon as you get into a little bit, it's people giving you advice and which I love.

Advice is great, but there's a lot of advice, and a lot of this is how you can improve your child.

I know I need to hear that kind of stuff, but I want to improve it organically, a little each time, making me here learn, and I don't like.

I don't want to improve it in a way that somebody else wants, because I know that that's how they do their channel.

There's no soul, unwritten rules of how you become successful hell, make your type of videos on YouTube.

I think you do that organically and you find it yourself.

Everyone's been so kind and so lovely and we'll get along Wells Well, so well.

So many things lately that I just I know I'm trying to figure out my sexuality.

Because I told you have this kind of stuff.

I don't like Yeah, yes, I'm in a new country and trying to figure out my life trying to solve with who I am as a person But yet when I think about who I am as a person, bland is what slice of bread mayonnaise, just like jury is disgusting.

What's unique about, you know, like outside in a quirky, quirky sense of humor.

But when I think about myself, it's like, Oh, blend.

I'm like not to be out myself, but that that's who I am.

That's I'm supposed to think about yourself.

I like even more drunk looking people a bit.

Being around people is great, but when there's a lot of people in when I'm not drunk, if there's a lot of people, I find it so hard to connect with others.

I feel very overwhelmed and I just wanna be by myself.

So that's why I'm here in this room, just getting a bit too much out there, even talking to a small group of people.

I just feel so like the more people more feel alone.

Yeah, and it's like I spent all of yesterday watching these videos from English YouTube like Tom Scott and was pulled from pulls me all these short films in the UK with most amazing actors and best scripts, and they made me feel so much talk.

Such beautiful stories like I wouldn't love to do that work.

I can't run that script I can't do that will have seen.

I mean, I'm sure I could get my bloody old man those actors.

And yet here I am just I want to slap up messing around, messing around.

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