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  • Good morning, everyone.

  • It's Monday.

  • And, um I glad to be home.

  • Yes, I am.

  • Oh, my goodness.

  • The trip was absolutely incredible.

  • But the travel waas quite brutal.

  • I can't lie.

  • That is something I've never really experienced before.

  • So it was definitely eye opening on DDE.

  • But the moment although I feel like better rested and stuff like that, I kind of need to get myself back to me.

  • Like my nails are an absolute date.

  • Like I did that thing when I was out in Australia because I didn't have bells on my toes.

  • I couldn't get them done.

  • Before I left, I painted the three toes that you could see out of my sandals on.

  • Then I had to take my sandals off to do the shoot because we went onto the beach.

  • I've never been so embarrassed in all my life.

  • And then, like not showering for 24 hours when you're flying.

  • That was my brew, Tuas.

  • Well, I felt disgusting when I watched through the door, But what I didn't do, I didn't like, go and shower anything like that.

  • No, no, no.

  • I did not shower.

  • What I did was I said on the way home in the car that I wanted to get home and blitz the house, and that's exactly what I did.

  • I spent four hours cleaning the house from top to bottom.

  • I didn't want the jet lag to, like Get me on.

  • I wanted to kind of rectify my sleeping pattern because I've also had a real sort of tough time with my sleeping since we moved.

  • I was not getting to sleep when I would usually get to sleep, and I was waking up so much later than I normally would.

  • Now I'm back in my happy place.

  • 6 a.m. I'm up, I'm kickin.

  • It's great.

  • I'm so, so happy.

  • So I was up at six.

  • Today I'm washed, so that's good.

  • I'm like, washed and clean and my hair is clean and all of that stuff.

  • But this video is all about getting myself back to me.

  • It was tough because we traveled to the other side of the world and then had three shoot days.

  • And then we also wanted to be like social with the other people that were there on dhe with with long genes, so it was quite sort of fell on an intense and actually at dinner one night I actually fell asleep, which Oh, my God, that is so not like me.

  • I would never do that, but I think that they were completely understanding.

  • I was trying so hard and I wanted to go out.

  • I really wanted to go out like a drink and have fun.

  • But come nine o'clock, I was I was so tired.

  • I thought I would be sick like it was that bad.

  • Well, like a a shadow of my former self.

  • So it's all it's just basically been getting me back to me recently.

  • I've got my nails booked this evening.

  • I'm having my toes on my hands.

  • Done.

  • Thank God I faked hand today, which I just feel like a new person because of that.

  • I didn't get to the gym this morning because Ali took my car so I couldn't go.

  • However, I, um, going to now that I've kind of got all of the main work things out of the way for the morning.

  • I am going to go and do a bit of a yoga session down in the basement because mirrors Aaron and the TV is up.

  • There's a good to go.

  • Basically, I just need to find a yoga mat.

  • I have so many yoga mats.

  • I don't know where I put them.

  • We're going to get all of that kind of stuff for that room so that it's ready soon.

  • But obviously, these things are a work in progress and there's just so much that needs to be done.

  • But I'm just gonna grab a yoga mat, whack the TV on Andi, try a guided kind of like yoga.

  • Oh, by the way, I haven't got my ring on because I fake tanned again.

  • So again, we have not divorced.

  • Ali is actually shooting a video today with a R is the first time that a R has come to our new house.

  • And it was so nice, like because obviously we met him inside working with him back at the old house, and it was just a lovely to have him here.

  • So they've been filming here this morning, and now they popped out decent filming elsewhere, which is great.

  • So, yeah, I'm gonna go and do a guided kind of yoga class like a virtual class, I guess down in the basement, to just kind of, like loot to just kind of stretch out my muscles on, make myself feel a little bit more because, honestly, on that last flight, I was like, I just want to get out now.

  • I just want to get home.

  • Then I'm gonna make myself some salad for lunch.

  • I know this is gonna shock a lot of people, but carries finally converted me to the dark side.

  • I love goat cheese salad, but I don't love like strong goat's cheese salad.

  • So I go for the mild stuff so it doesn't taste like a farm animal.

  • So I'm gonna make myself a goat's cheese salad for lunch as well.

  • I've also got you might have seen it in my Australian log.

  • The cats allowed, called in.

  • Think let me sleep in the office, my bottle from running back.

  • I am so in love with this.

  • It's unbelievable.

  • I got back and I was like, Oh my God, why did I not buy one of these to carry?

  • I know why I didn't because I wouldn't fit in my suitcase, so I've actually ordered her one on the Internet.

  • It's not running, Bear.

  • I found them on eBay.

  • See how quickly they come because I think it's from Hong Kong.

  • So Well, I've ordered her one of actually ordered Alley one as well.

  • So I will report back and let you know if they're any good.

  • If no, I'll leave a link to the running there one in the description box, because I am.

  • Yesterday, I got through almost three liters of water and it doesn't even feel like it because you're just kind of sipping away.

  • I'll just take it everywhere with me in the house, so that is bloody brilliant.

  • I was gonna try and see if I could put myself into Japanese, but it's my birthday coming up Saturday, and I'm just kind of thinking, When am I gonna get to go on?

  • By the time I go afterwards, I probably will just be back to normal anyway.

  • So, yeah, it's probably just cool story, bro popped my sweaty Betty Matt down.

  • As you can see Soul Sword in here.

  • In fact, I need to get rid of this picture.

  • It could go in the story dream since my dad, he's not picked up yet, and it needs to go away because I think it's likely one.

  • So it's all sorted in here on dhe.

  • The TV is finally mounted.

  • Popped my sweaty Betty yoga mat on the floor.

  • This one is doing its downward dog way.

  • Need yoga with mommy?

  • Someone asked if Lynx was pregnant in the last video.

  • Mostly gonna like one.

  • My candles.

  • This is the tranquility candle.

  • It's English, lavender, sweet basil and jasmine.

  • I'm gonna pop this on so that it fills the room with the most gorgeous fragrance Love, love, love candles.

  • This So I got my two little younger instructors with me.

  • Help me out.

  • I'm trying to figure out how to do this.

  • Gay.

  • You cheap e?

  • I don't know.

  • So good.

  • Really echoing.

  • That's the first time I've done anything in the studio.

  • And it just makes me so excited to get it finished in here.

  • Or are you thinking what I just did yoga with energy and I just have most recent video.

  • I'll think it down below.

  • That cat has just sent me some of her video, so I'm gonna do one of those with you tomorrow.

  • But that felt very, very, very good.

  • And I feel nice.

  • And now just look at this new slow fee.

  • I can't help it show you guys the cats, like nonstop in my blog's.

  • I hope you don't mind.

  • They're like my best friends on dhe.

  • They just make me so happy.

  • So I feel like whenever they're doing something cute like this, I just got to show you.

  • Oh, hello.

  • You came and disturbed him.

  • Love me.

  • Good morning.

  • You even having a sneeze as well?

  • Is it lunchtime?

  • Did you say it's lunchtime?

  • Yes.

  • Lunchtime.

  • Yes.

  • Oh, that was such a nice way to sort of, like kick off the day.

  • I've actually I've only ever done one early morning yoga class on it.

  • Just I drove all the way to the gym to do that.

  • And it just felt like something I could have done at home on dhe.

  • That's exactly what I did today.

  • It's so miserable here at the moment, like the rain has not stopped.

  • It's like we're in April, and we haven't had any nice weather, but it is facing a nice on my birthday.

  • So that's exactly what I'm gonna make myself a salad.

  • Quickly on my dad.

  • My stepmom on my step cousin are coming over.

  • They are going to have a raid on my beauty box because I had a huge, huge clear out when I got back.

  • Basically, my dressing room was full of new deliveries.

  • It literally took me the whole morning yesterday from five in the morning to about 10 o'clock to sort through.

  • It'll clear out, my beauties yours.

  • So I always get my family first refusal.

  • And then everything else either goes to friends, charity or wherever.

  • So today is family.

  • Great day.

  • My dad's coming over because my dad always wants an excuse just to come over basically, So they're popping over.

  • But I'm gonna make myself a salad quickly.

  • Just because I am loving salads at the moment.

  • So not gonna be my lunch today way.

  • I decided to pop some junior in my salad with goat cheese, but I've kind of made a rod for my own back here because Bloomy loves tuna.

  • Every time I get out of Canada, Gina, she comes running.

  • I don't even if I do it like the quietest, you just can't believe she comes running into the kitchen.

  • So I end up giving her some of my China.

  • I got to the point now.

  • Where?

  • If I'm opening account of Gina, half is for me and half this.

  • Believe me, sisters loved there.

  • They make me happy.

  • I love you.

  • See what a miserable day I am currently are just My parents just left.

  • So you can't see me on dhe.

  • I'm rushing to go and get my nails done with Alex so excited for this.

  • You have no idea.

  • My nails literally like hanging off fresh and get my toes done.

  • Get everything done.

  • So I will beat you when I get there.

  • Andi Oh, I can't decide which color.

  • I'm gonna go for today.

  • Decision.

  • Good morning, everyone.

  • I didn't actually get to say good night to you last night or even show you my new nails because oh, I was exhausted.

  • It got to, like, nine o'clock when I was driving to get my nails done.

  • And I was like, Oh, my God, how am I gonna make it through this?

  • I was just so tired that I got home, made myself a bagel and went straight to bed.

  • But I got my nails done with Alex.

  • So I go.

  • What's this color called?

  • It's a new one.

  • It's called like, uncovered on.

  • It's a shellac color and I also got it on my toes.

  • Yes, so I got my toes done.

  • No one needs a close up shot of my toes in the morning, but you get one anyway, I am dressed in in my gym gear.

  • This is a new step from Jim Sharp.

  • Love the color of it.

  • I don't love the fit as much as my black stuff, like the really highways because these aren't as high waisted, so the black ones come up to about here.

  • These ones only come up to just above your belly button, and I actually just prefer the fit of the other one.

  • However, they are still very nice and supportive again.

  • I always struggle with these tops like there's a ways, this bit of fabric of the box.

  • So they never really fit me tight because I think that these could be so flattering if they were tight.

  • But unfortunately on me, they're just not know if I feel like I look like a kind of like cyborg or something like, Well, I'm going to do a yoga class downstairs because I was gonna go and do spinning.

  • But Carrie's going for a run with her sister, so I thought I'd just do a yoga class, then get up and get dressed on Dhe.

  • Then I'm gonna go and do some shopping for bits with House on DDE.

  • Just run some errands.

  • I need to take my Max Mara jumpsuit to be taken up because I want to wear this on Saturday for my birthday.

  • And then I also need to take my Joseph houses to be taken out because they are a little bit too tight on me.

  • Who tummy is rumbling.

  • But I was up at six o'clock today, so I feel really fresh.

  • But I'm looking forward to another morning yoga class.

  • What did you just say?

  • I like beer bottles.

  • I looked a bit like a sort of like cyborg from something, but I prefer pick and mix E Just show.

  • By the way, if you don't know Ali's obsessed with pick and mix.

  • We's broke not so goddamn easy as you think, trying my best to hold him, but I feel myself giving you know, that shooting keep it up like this, we hurt each other's feelings on and on way pieces Start again.

  • Don't give up with holding.

  • For what it's worth, I try to change.

  • We can fix our broken heart.

  • You think this one is ready for a walk?

  • And you?

  • You ready for a walk?

  • Come on, then way shooting TB like each other.

  • Delivery hallway furniture has arrived.

  • This is the seat that is going to sit.

  • Can I push?

  • Should I push?

  • No, Let's not push on.

  • This is going to sit just here so that our guests aren't like hopping around trying Thio get their shoes off in the middle of the floor.

  • Are you ready to Heber?

  • Okay, you do things.

  • There's lovely.

  • Goes with the colors, actually.

  • Really nicely.

  • Is that one key?

  • Why's that shelf funky?

  • Okay, way have a place to put shoes now.

  • This is so exciting.

  • Is this open as well?

  • No.

  • Yes, I'm here.

  • But I think that's better, actually, because then it think Of course, it's a It's a Bengal home.

  • Great.

  • It matches you can Otherwise Yeah, I actually really like it.

  • I think it goes really nicely with the colors in here.

  • Well oh, you get I think the American go up now, so This is the mirror.

  • I always thought that these were like outdoor mirrors.

  • But Jess, our interior designer, suggested this to us a couple of weeks ago, so I actually think this is gonna work perfectly in here.

  • Oh, I'm so excited, isn't it?

  • Watch out for links underneath you.

  • Ah, okay.

  • Yeah.

  • Enjoying your new seat links.

  • Lumi jumps there, but I don't think he could jump this lengths thing.

  • Do you think it'll fit?

  • You think about this trying.

  • Why didn't you fix it off centers and switch physical.

  • Just must just let me go.

  • What?

  • What does that mean?

  • What does that mean?

  • I don't know.

  • Never heard of that company arriving some radio.

  • Good story, right?

  • This is another reason why I love Mr Millen.

  • Gordon.

  • He is so proactive.

  • But as soon as something comes in, he has to put it up there and then No messing around.

  • Also got this delivery from Berries and gray.

  • Oh my goodness!

  • The sun's out.

  • This blue skies I can't tell you how rubbish I've been feeling all day because of this weather.

  • I was not expecting to look like this today.

  • I've got to be perfectly honest I've had a bit of a weird day today.

  • I think it's the weather and I think by now we can establish that the weather is quite important to me.

  • I talk about it a lot in my video.

  • I feel like sometimes I should have my own weather channel because I like talking about it so much.

  • It's it's just I'm just that British.

  • I think the fact that has been like solid gray days of rain since we got back and obviously the weather in Australia wasn't that great.

  • I think it's just kind of taken its toll.

  • When I woke up this morning, six AM brought at you.

  • It's 5 45 and I'm loving having my time clock reset because when the clock's changed for daylight saving, I don't know if you have that where you are in the UK for those that aren't from the UK, we have daylight saving where we go forward and back an hour and actually really affected me.

  • But it's never affected me before, which was so weird and it just completely ruined.

  • My sleeping pattern on Guy wasn't going up as early as I usually would on it was that was depressing on.

  • So now I'm back to getting up nice and early, like up at least six o'clock in the morning on a walked in 10.

  • It was dark, it was miserable.

  • And I just think it's really, really affected me today.

  • And it didn't matter that, you know, I started the day so well, doing yoga.

  • I just think it was one of those days I just wasn't gonna be firing on all cylinders.

  • And then I've just been sat here searching for some baskets for the whole way.

  • It was like magic, like clouds just cleared.

  • You got Lumi hair on my face, but the clouds just literally cleared on dhe blue sky just appeared in front of me, and I instantly was like, I can pick up my vlogging cameras.

  • I haven't actually spoken to you all day.

  • Just affect me.

  • And I just didn't really feel like I had anything to say.

  • And now I'm like, Oh, my God.

  • But yeah, it's been a bit of it has been a nice, quiet day.

  • To be honest on dhe, I actually think that I kind of needed this like, yes, that it was the first day back.

  • But I'm sorry that I looked like this.

  • I feel like I'm still not managed to put myself any kind of facial on dhe.

  • I haven't been able to put myself a massage either.

  • So alleys out tonight with some of his friends for his birthday on dhe.

  • I think I might do, like, a face mask or something.

  • I might even have a bath to be honest on dhe because it's quite nice to have a bath when the house to yourself.

  • So I might do that?

  • I don't really know.

  • It's, um I just kind of want to have a little bit of a chill, maybe watch some TV in bed.

  • Do you like that?

  • I like little bit TV in bed, but yes, I guess I'll show you what the hallway is currently looking like.

  • So the furniture arrived from Amazon demand, and this is our little chest unit that we went for.

  • Naomi's doing this with me.

  • Yeah, you are.

  • This is our little chest unit, which I think is brilliant because I guess concert on here, take their shoes off and then put it neatly away in there.

  • You haven't got any shoes love me.

  • You can't go in there by.

  • That's really nice.

  • I think the colors work really nicely on then.

  • This is the consul table that we went for again from Maison Demand.

  • And then this is the mirror that we went for a cz well, from Maison Du Monde.

  • Then I just popped Jo Malone candle.

  • This is the end and Bergama one on.

  • Then I've got this little picture off Ali and I This frame is from home sense.

  • It cost me like £4.

  • And this is a picture that Kyle Galvin took of us for a Pandora campaign, which I absolutely love.

  • This picture these flowers are from Berries and gray.

  • These are flowers, but they look amazing on this cat is a Bengal cat links Bengal on Dhe.

  • He's a very naughty little cat, and he is sitting there.

  • I've actually got a parcel from Berries and grand.

  • I think it might be a like, vast thing that I bought for here.

  • So I'm gonna box that now with you because I'm now in the mood because it's nice weather outside looks so nice.

  • Yes.

  • Ah e was a little bit worried.

  • Please ignore the Miss car that's on the floor that the cats have been playing with.

  • I was a little bit worried.

  • I thought that this was really big when I took out of the box, and it is really big.

  • But it seems to work here really, really nicely.

  • Links is coming to give his seal of approval just to make sure.

  • I think maybe I need a slightly bigger candle on maybe some other bits here.

  • I've ordered some baskets to go in like I'll put like one basket there in one basket there, and then we'll find some other bits and bobs to sort of dress the shelves.

  • But I'm really happy with how it looks.

  • This area is quite like earthy on Dhe because it comes from the front door officer, because it's the whole way.

  • But it feels like a lot more sort of country cottage e in here.

  • So I couldn't I didn't really want to go to sort off formal.

  • I wanted it Thio to be quite homely and welcoming, and I think, well, I hope that that's kind of what we've created here.

  • Um, I just love this light so much it really does kind of put everything in together and I really like it.

  • So, yeah, I'm really happy with how this this has come together.

  • Thanks, Jess.

  • Again, I will pop Jesse's details in the description box below.

  • She helped with a sourcing this furniture on picking it.

  • She did a great job.

  • I'm currently just sort of doing a little bit of research I discovered.

  • Well, people kind of diagnosed.

  • What?

  • My little patches here.

  • It went away a couple of days ago, and I think from the flights and all of the traveling and how run down I've been, it must have flared up a little bit again.

  • So I just saw did some research into it and Googled Perry aural dermatitis on DDE I there was I just kept seeing apple cider vinegar being like repeated.

  • And people say this is like the best at home remedy the best, like natural remedy.

  • And I've got apple cider vinegar in my cupboard.

  • So I got some out and I'm trying some so I've popped it on the area there on dhe.

  • Um, I popped a little teaspoon in my tea.

  • Not nice, like I'm not there.

  • Lie.

  • It's not like my favorite thing to drink.

  • However, I'm actually just hoping that it's gonna make a difference.

  • It does already feel different, but don't rush out and buy it.

  • Yeah, If you're having any problems with your skin, I'm gonna test it out and see how it goes.

  • Apparently, we should use it for, like, 1 to 2 weeks.

  • But I put it on my twitter on Dhe.

  • A girl called Beth tweeted me back and she was like, I literally uses is like my toner.

  • I had Perry or dermatitis on it completely could.

  • So lots of other people have been tweeting me stuff like That's what I'm gonna give it a go and see how it goes because is kind of getting me down a little bit.

  • My skin's nice and clear at the moment, but I've just obviously got this, like, one patch.

  • Just get me down a little bit.

  • I feel like this is a very chilled log and, like, I've just kind of been doing a lot around.

  • You know, I'm trying to do more of, like, the fun stuff, and obviously you've logged when I'm like out and about doing things.

  • But there's always gonna be knees like down days when I'm just a home and it's a little bit like slower Andi.

  • It's just kind of normal life, and I think that that's a good thing to have a part of flocks.

  • I don't always want it to be like, Oh, I'm doing this and I'm doing that like there's always that discussion around social media and Michael what Israel life.

  • And you know, you're not showing a real life on social media, and I really do feel like my vlogs.

  • Ah, well, you see the normality.

  • You might find them boring, and that's absolutely fine.

  • But I'm not going to stop making them because I think that they're important in the sense that I have these days at home, where just do bits around the house.

  • And sometimes I don't feel great because of the weather.

  • And sometimes I have problems of my skin, and sometimes I just wanna have a chat.

  • Happy birthday to me.

  • Happy birthday to me.

  • Happy birthday, Dear Lidiya, she's starting off her 30th birthday, clearing up cat sick.

  • I don't particularly very presentable moment.

  • My eyes are all puffy.

  • You have to do with my mosque.

  • I've also got nappy cream on my face.

  • We have a lot to catch up on.

  • I'm not gonna lie.

  • I have not looked for a week on dhe.

  • Always we, like so much has happened, but I'm gonna have some breakfast, and he's kicking your breakfast on my birthday.

  • So I'm gonna go down, have some eggs on dhe, some coffee on DDE.

  • Then we are going to catch up.

  • But we're gonna be celebrating my birthday today, which I'm really excited about.

  • We've actually planned this whole party in a week on dhe.

  • It's come together so nicely.

  • We've got everything kind of set up downstairs, ready?

  • We're just having, like, close friends over.

  • We're not doing, like family or anything like that.

  • This is just good morning.

  • We're not having like, a huge, huge thing.

  • It's only just like for friends coming over and stuff, but we wanted it to be really fun and really special, so I'm gonna show you all of that down.

  • Says really soon.

  • But I kind of have to get sorted for the day.

  • First I'm gonna have my breakfast, and then we're gonna catch up.

  • He wasn't you.

  • That was sick on the floor.

  • Was it Love me?

  • He was in you.

  • You're good.

  • Kitty.

  • This links.

  • He eats too much.

  • Ali is in the kitchen.

  • He haven't summoned for breakfast.

  • He's creating.

  • We have inside a slap up breakfast.

  • Everyone told you that slap of his good babe.

  • I was a lit this candle last night.

  • And it is so good.

  • This is from tree Grace.

  • And this is one of their personalized candles that they do at their Burlington arcade store so you can have your initials put on it.

  • This is my l m g l e m J David, and my own initials.

  • But it smells so nice.

  • I'm gonna take the wicks off because they're too long and I'm gonna light it and make the houseman.

  • Ali thinks he's being funny by getting me an in sympathy card for my third.

  • Oh, he's going a present too.

  • When did you get this?

  • When did you get this coming?

  • You were out with this.

  • Oh, what?

  • What?

  • What took you so long to get home?

  • Very funny.

  • Today I feed it.

  • How could you not be cream on my face?

  • This is 30 people.

  • Wow.

  • Thank you.

  • Succeeded.

  • My thunder.

  • I just open this.

  • This is the travel pouch.

  • Links for doing the work stops.

  • Thank you.

  • Who came?

  • I know what ranges from boy love on him.

  • It's gonna be on it.

  • You got me one of the bracelet.

  • Oh, my God.

  • Baber, he wants to give me one of the race list.

  • Um oh, yeah.

  • No figure.

  • Not sure.

  • Bottom Tonto.

  • So this is my birthday present.

  • I absolutely love it.

  • Thank you so much, baby or naughty sausage, Because things is true.

  • You're naughty because with decorating the house, But now that you've got out, I thank you.

  • I'm so sorry for this day of May.

  • I'm currently getting the guest bedrooms ready for people to stay in.

  • We've got Annie's best man, Neil and his partner.

  • They're coming.

  • I've got a day away from their baby.

  • So we're giving.

  • I think I'm gonna give them the other room.

  • Thin, this one.

  • But this is actually my favorite, but smaller.

  • So I always worry to give people this one, but I'm cleaning all of the surfaces, and then I'm gonna hoover on dhe.

  • Um, I'm also putting out toiletries.

  • If you remember when we moved in Every room has a pair of th dean on the hair dryer and also sleep masks.

  • I always get sent these.

  • I've got so many.

  • So I always poppies in on these rooms.

  • But there's cheese in there on Dreyer's.

  • I also popped this plant.

  • This is from Ali's mom.

  • This was a birthday present.

  • I love orchids because I can't really kill them on DE.

  • So I pop this in the window here because it looks out over the courtyard.

  • Then I've popped in some of my new home candles on the sleep spray something just in case anyone needs it.

  • Then in the bathrooms, I need to get new soap.

  • I popped out some toiletries from Jo Malone on dhe, some shower oil and the candle.

  • I'm also going to pop some towels out on dhe like sponges and stuff for the guests eat.

  • So I'm gonna grab some new towels and ladies out on the bed ready for them.

  • This excites me so much.

  • I love doing this.

  • So before I like clean the rest of the house, I'm gonna get these ready.

  • I've opened windows, though, that we're getting like, fresh.

  • Aaron.

  • Andi.

  • Yeah, this is my favorite part.

  • And while you there was no one wants popped out some toothbrushes and some sponges and some towels.

  • I'm also gonna get Ali to pick up some little chocolates to put here for people when they arrive.

  • I'm gonna do the same in the other room as well.

  • And then I'm going to start cleaning the rest of the house on Dhe hoovering in here because I want to get everything ready so that then I could just, like, get myself ready later on.

  • So, yeah, that's the game.

  • The game plan.

  • And then we're gonna have a chat and catch up.

  • I promise.

  • Not.

  • Fine.

  • I met you.

  • The one who can make it go away.

  • Okay.

  • Feeling a lot better now?

  • I've just had a shower.

  • I faked hand.

  • I've washed my hair on dhe.

  • I'm feeling a lot more human now.

  • The house is pretty much clean.

  • I haven't finished things off in here, though.

  • I'm going to sort of get myself to a presentable state so that I don't feel disgusting.

  • And then I'm gonna tidy up in here on organized in here because I think my cousin is gonna be getting ready and Carrie's gonna be getting here.

  • Getting ready here is Well, I haven't spoken to you yet, so let's go downstairs.

  • I'm gonna grab myself some water.

  • We'll go downstairs.

  • We'll have a little bit of catch up on Dhe.

  • Then we can kind of get into the swing of birthday celebration.

  • But we could sit here in the kitchen on that would be quite nice.

  • Just sort of chill.

  • All my costs is whether this weather ha right.

  • Okay, So obviously, I went to Australia on dhe.

  • The weather was quite bad when we were out there, and then when we came back, it was like solid rain for about 10 days.

  • And the 1st 3 days I was at home, I started getting this really weird like feeling and it was kind of like just oh, like I was like, as I really feel like down and the weather was really like affecting me and her thinking.

  • I know that I'm someone that's really sort of like into the seasons, and I love like the different types of weather, and I love it when it rains.

  • Sometimes I love it when it's the sunshine sometimes, but this is really affecting me.

  • And I was so low, and I thought to myself I was like, I must be like, coming on my period or something like that.

  • But you think that I didn't tell you guys that I came off my pill a couple of months ago on DDE?

  • I didn't like the way that it was affecting my moods on.

  • I just wanted Thio.

  • Just put that to bed.

  • And I think that this is probably like my my first proper time of the month since I came off it.

  • So I think that the PM tea or PMS, or wherever it is that you call it, was particularly intense this time.

  • Sorry.

  • If you can hear the birds, I've got all the windows, open it.

  • And yeah, I've always suffered quite badly with that.

  • I thought that it was down to my pill exit with my pill.

  • I felt like I was kind of living with it more.

  • And it was more like tension and anger sometimes, like I would like to think to myself What?

  • Why is this irritating you?

  • Lydia, like this is know what you would be irritated by?

  • So I realized it was partly down to my pills so I'd come off it.

  • But since coming off it, I'm fine, like the majority of the time.

  • I even feel like my positive attitude has improved, and that's like evident in my videos.

  • Obviously we moved, so that had a huge impact and I stopped taking it around that time, like just before them.

  • Kind of like was very intense this time.

  • And obviously I think that's because I hadn't had a period for a few months on Dhe.

  • It literally got to a few moments where I couldn't see a future that's like what I could put it down to with the rain.

  • And I was like, I don't know how I'm gonna make it like these next three days until the sun comes out, which is just the most bizarre mentality for someone like me, and I'm very happy that I was able to acknowledge that that's not a normal thought process for me, and I was able to link it to that time of the month on Dhe.

  • I was able to understand it a little bit more.

  • I had a particularly bad day when it was my dad's birthday and we went out for dinner with them, and I just I just wasn't a great day for me to be perfectly honest on Dhe.

  • Obviously, I just have been trying to come back on that and I was trying to flog, and I was like, No, this has to stop.

  • And even when it came to pushing my video live last Wednesday, I had no want to do that.

  • And usually I'm so excited to get a video up, so I knew that there was something going on.

  • It's not down to the weather.

  • I mean, yeah, it was annoying.

  • I really wanted it to be springtime.

  • And the weather was just horrific.

  • Day is actually the first day that I felt back to me again.

  • So I must be like, just sort of coming off the intensity of it.

  • And obviously moment I talk about it.

  • There are hundreds of women pouring into my inbox.

  • Thio tell me that they went through the exact same thing.

  • Some of them are your favorite YouTubers that we're telling me their stories and to know what that was.

  • It makes me realize why it's such a good thing to talk about these things because even for me, that was really helpful.

  • And people gave me tips and like advice and things like that.

  • So it's been really helpful.

  • Another thing that was getting me down slightly.

  • Waas I think it's become apparent that this isn't texture, as I call it.

  • I get on the side of my mouth.

  • It's Perry aural dermatitis.

  • I've been trying to find options to treat it other than going on antibiotics, because antibiotics can be a problem.

  • At the moment.

  • I'm just using a birth ease thinking.

  • But I actually I do think this is intrinsically linked to that time of the month because if ever I messed up on my pill, it would come out.

  • If I was taking my pill perfectly, it would never be there on dhe.

  • Now that I've come off there, it's got progressively worse.

  • And like on my dad's birthday, it was the worst it had ever been.

  • So now I'm taking a probiotic tablet every day.

  • I'm taking the one from up to back the blue one on.

  • I've been using a birth, these nappy rash cream.

  • I read this on a girl's block.

  • Somewhere on it has actually been working quite quite well, Definitely been taking the anger away from it.

  • And I will go and see a dermatologist.

  • I have a great dermatologist which most of you see any way.

  • That was just some time that I was kind of struggling on.

  • I didn't want my birthday video thio be the video.

  • I talked about him.

  • But this is the only moment that I'm like, ready to pick up a camera and chat on open up since it will happen Honestly, I can't believe the weather.

  • It was supposed to be pouring down.

  • It might rain later, but for it to be my 30th birthday on dhe the weather to be like this after so many days of rain that is assigning itself.

  • So I am just over the moon.

  • I'm so happy I could cry literally.

  • I could cry.

  • I'm so happy today and I'm just so looking forward to having our friends over tonight.

  • We're celebrating alleys, birthday as well, obviously on dhe, but he's kind of like palming it off on me.

  • He like he don't know it's your birthday, and I know it's our day.

  • He's currently out at Costco picking some stuff up with his mom for the party.

  • Everything's taking shape downstairs, and I can't wait to show you what it looks like.

  • It is more than I ever expected for my 30.

  • It's like considering the only time this a week ago is well, I'm just so over the main on dhe it.

  • I know it's gonna be so much fun.

  • And I love my outfit is Well, do you ever find it that when you're like you want to dress nice something you could never find an outfit that you like?

  • This has been the one occasion where found an outfit that I loved and it's perfect, and I didn't have the stress of finding something special.

  • I haven't opened any of the other presence that I got this morning yet, so I saved them to do that with you.

  • I've washed our bedding so that we have really nice bedding to get into tonight as well.

  • On dhe.

  • Yeah, so far having a great birthday, even though I spent the whole morning cleaning from 6 a.m. until 11 0 no.

  • Look, there's a deer in the garden, but I think it knows how to get out.

  • Look, you could jump over.

  • That offends.

  • Oh, it doesn't know how to get out.

  • I think if I go out there, it's gonna get scared.

  • I'm gonna go outside and open the gate on, uh, see if he can get out.

  • She I think it's a shame that police you'll see that the gates open.

  • I'm actually in my dressing out.

  • So I hope my neighbors didn't see the gates.

  • No, open.

  • That's what I think.

  • We got a cherry tree.

  • Well, I can't see her anymore.

  • I can see how she did that.

  • She goes out a by about me You want to be Thank you for saying yes.

  • So of course I popped into the garden to help the dear on DDE a next door.

  • Neighbors were chilling in their garden, so I met them for the first time, looking like this at two o'clock in the afternoon.

  • They probably think that I'm Lady Mark, but it was nice to meet them and just let them know that we're having some friends over tonight And, like, be consider it because, yeah, we don't want, like, we want to get on with our neighbors.

  • Of course.

  • Ali is currently unloading on.

  • Uh, your old aunt says he's got me some chocolates, which I'm gonna leave in the bedroom school.

  • Our guests.

  • It was lovely in here because I made it snow.

  • Nice guy on the from then.

  • Another little chocolate on there.

  • Okay, so the balloons are out the front.

  • We've taken too Bunches of billings and put them out the front of the house.

  • Ali staying up.

  • Some, like garden lights outside.

  • I've puts and signs on the door cause we having a girls on a boy's toilet just purely because the girls get the nice The toilet, Obviously.

  • So they get the toilet down here on the boys, get the basement toilet.

  • Have also printed off the lotus signs.

  • Thio pop around the house that, like no entry signs because we obviously don't want people going around the house unless they're staying here.

  • Of course, from Cassie is here now.

  • Carriers on her way over.

  • Matt and Lisa are on their way over, so I think I'm gonna try and make a start getting ready.

  • Otherwise, I'm not gonna have, like, the space in my dressing room to get ready.

  • So I'm gonna start doing my foundation on get myself sorted.

  • I'm not gonna do it.

  • Get ready with me.

  • But I will tell you what I'm wearing on my face.

  • Sometimes it could be a bit distracting.

  • And I'm a little bit like, No, I'm apprehensive or anything, but, like, just I'm like, because it's my bad day and everyone's coming over to our house and bit nervous.

  • Lynx has already stolen one of the party stores.

  • He is obsessed with straws, so I just kind of had to give him one lesson.

  • I didn't want to.

  • I didn't want to not let him have one.

  • This'd years.

  • I've actually only just started putting make up on I.

  • They have you back a present.

  • Oh, my God.

  • Sure.

  • Okay, I'm halfway through my makeup.

  • So excuse the state of me.

  • You also slightly wonky because the balance you on a Gucci box but carries that here because she's been counting.

  • Yeah, she's been in a very hot taxi.

  • You will have spotted that she's quite red when you came up with the Oh, taxi.

  • Here.

  • It's the hottest day of the year is seen so far.

  • And I got into my taxi and it was boiling out the heating on.

  • Sorry.

  • Please, could you turn the heating up?

  • You know I can't.

  • It's broken.

  • So it was that sweltering in the back of the car away.

  • And it's 25 a journey.

  • That voice you can hear is carried by You can't see her.

  • Yeah, you have to make president.

  • I have already had my main present, which is got me about a other ones, but I'm going to see T j Moses v i p So we're gonna be chilling with the lion s very soon, which I'm very inmate.

  • I'm very happy.

  • I love Teacher Moses.

  • Happy birthday queen of Sophie's.

  • It's true.

  • I like best being carry inside.

  • Joke in subject.

  • I think he got his joy is tedious.

  • I got it.

  • Anyway, this is hideous, but she got it anyway.

  • Nice, bright pink wrapping paper.

  • Well, Barkley am being stopped him, right?

  • What else?

  • You were gonna be getting my cynical One thing is you very cute.

  • Like that actually will go in the office quite nicely.

  • And all of the friends that I've ordered for the for the office are wooden.

  • Okay?

  • I just thought it was a nice little say.

  • It's lovely.

  • I bought the bottle from the hen party tonight, which I obviously can't say the name off because it's so inappropriate.

  • What Carrie named, uh her.

  • There's a reason for there was a real There was a reason Blooming Hilarious is it is very hilarious reason that we're just not going todo video.

  • So you would okay office in life.

  • One is E wow Pink Courts.

  • Its product was handcrafted.

  • Craft profit profit handcrafted in Jordan, India, India.

  • Wow.

  • Oh, my God.

  • It's beautiful.

  • With all the other ones.

  • These are for tonight and girls night.

  • What does this one mean?

  • What does reports may raise?

  • Quartz is for, like, grounding and self protection and femininity.

  • I haven't checked on white.

  • Okay, I just think you like that.

  • Yeah, that's gonna go very nicely in the office.

  • Gin and tonic.

  • I see you put these in the Oh, wow.

  • Good.

  • Glad you don't have a lot of I got it garnished.

  • I've got like, Berries is up.

  • What is my hair doing?

  • A lick like sideshow Bob.

  • These are some but these Jennifer Berries are blueberries on Cartman's car.

  • Demons on hibiscus flowers.

  • Oh, wow.

  • Oh, wow.

  • Huh?

  • Thank you?

  • Oh, yes, this one.

  • You're gonna be that next.

  • I haven't gotten a Chia seeds in my teeth, by the way.

  • Wait.

  • He's a gin and tonic like teabag infusion thing.

  • And I really just wanted to try them.

  • And I bought a box.

  • Disappeared, just disappeared.

  • No idea what happened to them.

  • This is a girl's night.

  • Like it's so cool.

  • Yeah, I love you.

  • Wrapped the whole foods Popcorn.

  • So you and with snazzy pop pop Thanks May.

  • They was so good.

  • I love that look.

  • Army base, My cousin.

  • The SAS sport that always, like dogs me out on my video, just like Lydia.

  • Why didn't like such an idea?

  • Yeah, on the DJs just got here.

  • They're my brother in law and his best friend on their downstairs, setting up.

  • I need Thio Iron Ali's shirt for him because he has done everything today.

  • He's literally sell the whole party, and all he's asking to do is sign his shirt.

  • So I'm going to go on iron his shirt like a good wife.

  • Oh, this one.

  • Yeah, Too much purple, love.

  • It s Oh, yeah, I've done my hair in a ponytail because I think it will look quite nice of the jump.

  • See, on my usual makeup I have got lashes on These are the flower flower loves lashes.

  • He's the one, but I kind of go thio just when I want to put some, like, neutral lashes on the donut to march.

  • So And I've also got the L'Oreal life is a peach blush on my eyes down there.

  • So please ignore the cat litte

Good morning, everyone.

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