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I'd been told I was too old, too fat and too ethnic to
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try and make it into America at 28.
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I feel like they don't say that to men.
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But I said it to me.
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I'm very
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South Asian.
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Deep down.
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And I wanted to be a doctor and that was my plan
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for my life.
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Now I got hit by a car and I was unable to walk
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for over a year because I hurt my back pretty
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badly. And my brother had to take me to the
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toilet every day and there's something about that
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it sort of gifts you perspective and you realize
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that you shouldn't be taking yourself too
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seriously and you shouldn't be taking life for
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granted. And that kind of changed my outlook on
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the rest of my life.
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I was an English teacher at 21.
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A man walked up to me in a pub, started a
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conversation with me, told me he thought I was
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funny and he told me about some big audition to
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become a TV presenter.
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I'd never wanted to be on television.
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I'd never done anything, I had no experience.
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At first I said no.
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And then he said it was 1,000 pounds a day and I
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was like, "Yes, please. I'll
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have that email."
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And overnight I became a TV presenter on one of
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the biggest TV shows in the United Kingdom, which
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I was wholly unprepared for and didn't really
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become good at for like another year, which was
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mortifying to have to learn that publicly on
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television. But I did it anyway.
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I sucked it up and I took the criticism and I
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kept going.
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And after about three years of doing
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that, that started to go well, I was restless.
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I want to try something new.
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I got offered a job at BBC Radio 1 as a radio DJ,
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which is an incredibly hard job because you are
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driving the desk all by yourself while speaking
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at the same time, counting down to a live clock
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and you have the whole of the BBC at your
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fingertips, which is petrifying and all of the
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cuss words, all of them, they're just like
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rolling around your brain and you just want to
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scream one of them live.
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I ended up making history as the first woman to
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ever host the official chart on BBC Radio 1 on
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its 60 years on air.
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I was the first and that was an amazing
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moment of privilege and then, after about two
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years of doing that, I was restless again.
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I had a health scare.
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I found a lump in my breast.
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They make you wait a week to find out if it's
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cancerous and it wasn't.
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And so I decided that I would make a "F--- it"
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list. I did.
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When I got the biopsy results back and they were
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clear, I decided to just take the leap and book a
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one-way ticket to Los Angeles with no visa, no
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contacts and not enough money to do that.
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But I did it anyway because, really, what do you
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have to lose other than your life?
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So I did leave my relationship and my entire
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career that I built in the United Kingdom.
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I came anyway and my first audition was for
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"The Good Place" and Mike Schur gave me the job
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because he's a very strange man who gave a
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complete novice, who'd never acted before, a job.
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I had been Titania on stage when I was
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nine years old at school so I'm not entirely
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without experience.
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Thank you very much.