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  • Many of us are wandering the earth, accomplished in many ways, capable of fulfillment at points,

  • but with a fundamental wound that stops us from becoming who we might be: we don't

  • quite know who we are.It isn't, of course, that we can't remember the basics of our

  • biographies. We're unsure around two things in particular: we don't have a stable sense

  • of what we are worth, and we don't have a secure hold on our own values or judgements.

  • Without knowing who we are, we tend to have particular trouble coping with either denigration

  • or adulation. If others decide that we are worthless or bad, there will be nothing inside

  • us to prevent us from swallowing their verdicts in their entirety, however wrong-headed, extreme

  • or unkind these may be. We will be helpless before the court of public opinion. We'll

  • always be asking others what we deserve before seeking inside for an answer. Lacking an independent

  • verdict, we also stand to be unnaturally hungry for external praise: the clapping of an audience

  • will matter more than would ever be wise. We'll be prey to rushing towards whatever

  • idea or activity the crowd happens to love. We will laugh at jokes that aren't funny,

  • uncritically accept undeserving concepts that are in vogue and neglect our truer talents

  • for easy popular wins. We'll trail public opinion slavishly, constantly checking the

  • world's whims rather than consulting an inner barometer in order to know what we should

  • want, feel and value.We need to be kind on ourselves. No one is born with an independent

  • ability to know who they are. We learn to have an identity because, if we are blessed,

  • in our early years, someone else takes the trouble to study us with immense fairness,

  • attention and kindness and then plays us back to us in a way that makes sense and that we

  • can later emulate. They give us the beginning of a true portrait of our identity which we

  • take on and enrich over the years and use as a defence against the distorting verdicts

  • from hurried or ill-intentioned others. Knowing who one is is really the legacy of having

  • been known properly by someone else at the start.This early identity-building tends to

  • unfold with apparently innocuous life-saving small steps. 'It must really have hurt,'

  • a parent might say in response to an upset, thereby validating an infant's own feelings.

  • Or: 'it's OK not to feel happy on your birthday,' the parent might say another

  • point, delicately upholding an infant's less typical response to certain events. Ideally,

  • the child isn't just known, he or she is also interpreted as likeable. A good parent

  • offers generous interpretations; they are on the side of the child and are always ready

  • to put the best possible gloss on moments of ill-temper or of failurewhich forms

  • the basis upon which resilient self-esteem can then later emerge. That is the ideal,

  • but it can of course go very wrongand often does. A parent may offer mirroring that

  • is out of synch with the reality of the child. 'Look who is such a happy little boy/girl,'

  • a parent might insist when the opposite is the case, badly scrambling the child's ability

  • to connect with their own emotions. Or the parent might only lend the child a very punitive

  • way of interpreting itself, repeatedly suggesting that it is ill-intentioned and no good. Or

  • the parent may simply not show very much interest in the child, focusing themselves elsewhere,

  • so that the child grows up with a sense that not only is it not worth cherishing, but also

  • because it has not been adequately seen and mirroredthat it doesn't quite exist.

  • A feeling of unreality is the direct consequence of emotional neglect.

  • Realising that we lack a stable identity is a sobering realisation. But we can, with a

  • fair wind, start to correct the problem at any point. We need to seek out the help of

  • a wise and kindly other person, perhaps a good psychotherapist, who can study us closely,

  • mirror us properly and then validate what they see. Through their eyes, we can learn

  • to study, perhaps for the first time, how we really feel and take seriously what we

  • actually want. We can, by being witnessed generously, more often take our own sides

  • and feel increasingly solid inside, trusting ourselves more than the crowd, feeling that

  • we might be able to say no, not always swaying in the wind and feeling that we are in possession

  • of some of the ultimate truths about us. Having come to know ourselves like this, we will

  • be a little less hungry for praise, a little less worried by oppositionand much more

  • original in our thinking. We will have learnt the vital art of both knowing and befriending

  • who we really are.

  • Our Know Yourself Cards help us to better understand the deepest most elusive aspects of ourselves. Follow the link on screen now to learn more.

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    王詩雯 posted on 2019/07/10
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