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When I was four years old,
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my dad taught me the Taos Pueblo Hoop Dance,
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a traditional dance born hundreds of years ago in Southwestern USA.
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A series of hoops are created out of willow wood,
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and they're threaded together to create formations of the natural world,
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showing the many beauties of life.
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In this dance, you're circling in a constant spin,
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mimicking the movement of the Sun
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and the passage of time.
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Watching this dance was magic to me.
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Like with a time capsule,
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I was taking a look through a cultural window to the past.
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I felt a deeper connection
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to how my ancestors used to look at the world around them.
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Since then, I've always been obsessed with time capsules.
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They take on many forms,
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but the common thread is that they're uncontrollably fascinating
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to us as human beings,
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because they're portals to a memory,
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and they hold the important power of keeping stories alive.
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As a filmmaker and composer,
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it's been my journey to find my voice,
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reclaim the stories of my heritage and the past
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and infuse them into music and film time capsules to share.
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To tell you a bit about how I found my voice,
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I'd like to share a bit about how I grew up.
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In Southern California, I grew up in a multigenerational home,
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meaning I lived under the same roof
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as my parents, aunts, uncles and grandparents.
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My mother is Dutch-Indonesian and Chinese with immigrant parents,
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and my father is Ojibwe
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and an enrolled tribal member
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of the Prairie Band's Potawatomi Tribe in Northeastern Kansas.
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So one weekend I'd be learning how to fold dumplings,
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and the next, I'd be traditional-style dancing
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at a powwow,
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immersed in the powerful sounds of drums and singers.
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Being surrounded by many cultures was the norm,
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but also a very confusing experience.
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It was really hard for me to find my voice,
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because I never felt I was enough --
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never Chinese, Dutch-Indonesian or Native enough.
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Because I never felt I was a part of any community,
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I sought to learn the stories of my heritage
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and connect them together to rediscover my own.
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The first medium I felt gave me a voice was music.
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With layers of sounds and multiple instruments,
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I could create soundscapes and worlds that were much bigger than my own.
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Through music, I'm inviting you into a sonic portal
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of my memories and emotions,
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and I'm holding up a mirror to yours.
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One of my favorite instruments to play is the guzheng zither,
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a Chinese harp-like instrument.
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While the hoop dance is hundreds of years old,
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the guzheng has more than 2,000 years of history.
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I'm playing the styles that greatly influence me today,
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like electronic music,
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with an instrument that was used to play traditional folk music long ago.
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And I noticed an interesting connection:
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the zither is tuned to the pentatonic scale,
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a scale that is universally known in so many parts of music
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around the world,
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including Native American folk songs.
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In both Chinese and Native folk,
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I sense this inherent sound of longing and holding onto the past,
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an emotion that greatly drives the music I create today.
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At the time, I wondered if I could make this feeling of immersion
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even more powerful,
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by layering visuals and music --
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visuals and images on top of the music.
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So I turned to internet tutorials to learn editing software,
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went to community college to save money
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and created films.
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After a few years experimenting,
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I was 17 and had something I wanted to tell and preserve.
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It started with a question:
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What happens when a story is forgotten?
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I lead with this in my latest documentary film,
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"Smoke That Travels,"
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which immerses people into the world of music, song, color and dance,
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as I explore my fear that a part of my identity, my Native heritage,
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will be forgotten in time.
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Many indigenous languages are dying due to historically forced assimilation.
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From the late 1800s to the early 1970s,
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Natives were forced into boarding schools,
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where they were violently punished if they practiced traditional ways
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or spoke their native language,
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most of which were orally passed down.
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As of now, there are 567 federally recognized tribes in the United States,
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when there used to be countless more.
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In my father's words,
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"Being Native is not about wearing long hair in braids.
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It's not about feathers or beadwork.
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It's about the way we all center ourselves in the world as human beings."
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After traveling with this film for over a year,
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I met indigenous people from around the world,
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from the Ainu of Japan,
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Sami of Scandinavia,
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the Maori
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and many more.
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And they were all dealing with the exact same struggle
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to preserve their language and culture.
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At this moment, I not only realize the power storytelling has
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to connect all of us as human beings
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but the responsibility that comes with this power.
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It can become incredibly dangerous when our stories are rewritten or ignored,
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because when we are denied identity,
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we become invisible.
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We're all storytellers.
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Reclaiming our narratives and just listening to each other's
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can create a portal that can transcend time itself.
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Thank you.
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(Applause)