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Translator: Morton Bast Reviewer: Thu-Huong Ha
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One day in 1819,
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3,000 miles off the coast of Chile,
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in one of the most remote regions of the Pacific Ocean,
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20 American sailors watched their ship flood with seawater.
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They'd been struck by a sperm whale, which had ripped
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a catastrophic hole in the ship's hull.
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As their ship began to sink beneath the swells,
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the men huddled together in three small whaleboats.
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These men were 10,000 miles from home,
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more than 1,000 miles from the nearest scrap of land.
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In their small boats, they carried only
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rudimentary navigational equipment
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and limited supplies of food and water.
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These were the men of the whaleship Essex,
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whose story would later inspire parts of "Moby Dick."
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Even in today's world, their situation would be really dire,
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but think about how much worse it would have been then.
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No one on land had any idea that anything had gone wrong.
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No search party was coming to look for these men.
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So most of us have never experienced a situation
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as frightening as the one in which these sailors found themselves,
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but we all know what it's like to be afraid.
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We know how fear feels,
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but I'm not sure we spend enough time thinking about
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what our fears mean.
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As we grow up, we're often encouraged to think of fear
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as a weakness, just another childish thing to discard
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like baby teeth or roller skates.
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And I think it's no accident that we think this way.
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Neuroscientists have actually shown that human beings
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are hard-wired to be optimists.
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So maybe that's why we think of fear, sometimes,
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as a danger in and of itself.
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"Don't worry," we like to say to one another. "Don't panic."
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In English, fear is something we conquer.
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It's something we fight. It's something we overcome.
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But what if we looked at fear in a fresh way?
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What if we thought of fear as an amazing act of the imagination,
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something that can be as profound and insightful
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as storytelling itself?
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It's easiest to see this link between fear and the imagination
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in young children, whose fears are often extraordinarily vivid.
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When I was a child, I lived in California,
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which is, you know, mostly a very nice place to live,
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but for me as a child, California could also be a little scary.
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I remember how frightening it was to see the chandelier
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that hung above our dining table swing back and forth
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during every minor earthquake,
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and I sometimes couldn't sleep at night, terrified
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that the Big One might strike while we were sleeping.
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And what we say about kids who have fears like that
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is that they have a vivid imagination.
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But at a certain point, most of us learn
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to leave these kinds of visions behind and grow up.
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We learn that there are no monsters hiding under the bed,
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and not every earthquake brings buildings down.
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But maybe it's no coincidence that some of our most creative minds
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fail to leave these kinds of fears behind as adults.
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The same incredible imaginations that produced "The Origin of Species,"
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"Jane Eyre" and "The Remembrance of Things Past,"
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also generated intense worries that haunted the adult lives
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of Charles Darwin, Charlotte BrontĂŤ and Marcel Proust.
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So the question is, what can the rest of us learn about fear
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from visionaries and young children?
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Well let's return to the year 1819 for a moment,
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to the situation facing the crew of the whaleship Essex.
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Let's take a look at the fears that their imaginations
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were generating as they drifted in the middle of the Pacific.
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Twenty-four hours had now passed since the capsizing of the ship.
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The time had come for the men to make a plan,
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but they had very few options.
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In his fascinating account of the disaster,
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Nathaniel Philbrick wrote that these men were just about
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as far from land as it was possible to be anywhere on Earth.
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The men knew that the nearest islands they could reach
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were the Marquesas Islands, 1,200 miles away.
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But they'd heard some frightening rumors.
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They'd been told that these islands,
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and several others nearby, were populated by cannibals.
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So the men pictured coming ashore only to be murdered
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and eaten for dinner.
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Another possible destination was Hawaii,
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but given the season, the captain was afraid
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they'd be struck by severe storms.
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Now the last option was the longest, and the most difficult:
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to sail 1,500 miles due south in hopes of reaching
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a certain band of winds that could eventually
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push them toward the coast of South America.
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But they knew that the sheer length of this journey
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would stretch their supplies of food and water.
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To be eaten by cannibals, to be battered by storms,
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to starve to death before reaching land.
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These were the fears that danced in the imaginations of these poor men,
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and as it turned out, the fear they chose to listen to
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would govern whether they lived or died.
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Now we might just as easily call these fears by a different name.
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What if instead of calling them fears,
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we called them stories?
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Because that's really what fear is, if you think about it.
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It's a kind of unintentional storytelling
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that we are all born knowing how to do.
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And fears and storytelling have the same components.
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They have the same architecture.
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Like all stories, fears have characters.
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In our fears, the characters are us.
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Fears also have plots. They have beginnings and middles and ends.
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You board the plane. The plane takes off. The engine fails.
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Our fears also tend to contain imagery that can be
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every bit as vivid as what you might find in the pages of a novel.
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Picture a cannibal, human teeth
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sinking into human skin,
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human flesh roasting over a fire.
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Fears also have suspense.
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If I've done my job as a storyteller today,
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you should be wondering what happened
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to the men of the whaleship Essex.
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Our fears provoke in us a very similar form of suspense.
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Just like all great stories, our fears focus our attention
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on a question that is as important in life as it is in literature:
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What will happen next?
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In other words, our fears make us think about the future.
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And humans, by the way, are the only creatures capable
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of thinking about the future in this way,
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of projecting ourselves forward in time,
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and this mental time travel is just one more thing
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that fears have in common with storytelling.
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As a writer, I can tell you that a big part of writing fiction
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is learning to predict how one event in a story
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will affect all the other events,
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and fear works in that same way.
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In fear, just like in fiction, one thing always leads to another.
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When I was writing my first novel, "The Age Of Miracles,"
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I spent months trying to figure out what would happen
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if the rotation of the Earth suddenly began to slow down.
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What would happen to our days? What would happen to our crops?
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What would happen to our minds?
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And then it was only later that I realized how very similar
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these questions were to the ones I used to ask myself
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as a child frightened in the night.
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If an earthquake strikes tonight, I used to worry,
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what will happen to our house? What will happen to my family?
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And the answer to those questions always took the form of a story.
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So if we think of our fears as more than just fears
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but as stories, we should think of ourselves
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as the authors of those stories.
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But just as importantly, we need to think of ourselves
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as the readers of our fears, and how we choose
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to read our fears can have a profound effect on our lives.
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Now, some of us naturally read our fears more closely than others.
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I read about a study recently of successful entrepreneurs,
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and the author found that these people shared a habit
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that he called "productive paranoia," which meant that
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these people, instead of dismissing their fears,
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these people read them closely, they studied them,
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and then they translated that fear into preparation and action.
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So that way, if their worst fears came true,
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their businesses were ready.
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And sometimes, of course, our worst fears do come true.
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That's one of the things that is so extraordinary about fear.
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Once in a while, our fears can predict the future.
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But we can't possibly prepare for all of the fears
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that our imaginations concoct.
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So how can we tell the difference between
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the fears worth listening to and all the others?
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I think the end of the story of the whaleship Essex
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offers an illuminating, if tragic, example.
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After much deliberation, the men finally made a decision.
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Terrified of cannibals, they decided to forgo the closest islands
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and instead embarked on the longer
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and much more difficult route to South America.
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After more than two months at sea, the men ran out of food
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as they knew they might,
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and they were still quite far from land.
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When the last of the survivors were finally picked up
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by two passing ships, less than half of the men were left alive,
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and some of them had resorted to their own form of cannibalism.
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Herman Melville, who used this story as research for "Moby Dick,"
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wrote years later, and from dry land, quote,
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"All the sufferings of these miserable men of the Essex
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might in all human probability have been avoided
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had they, immediately after leaving the wreck,
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steered straight for Tahiti.
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But," as Melville put it, "they dreaded cannibals."
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So the question is, why did these men dread cannibals
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so much more than the extreme likelihood of starvation?
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Why were they swayed by one story
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so much more than the other?
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Looked at from this angle,
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theirs becomes a story about reading.
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The novelist Vladimir Nabokov said that the best reader
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has a combination of two very different temperaments,
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the artistic and the scientific.
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A good reader has an artist's passion,
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a willingness to get caught up in the story,
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but just as importantly, the readers also needs
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the coolness of judgment of a scientist,
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which acts to temper and complicate
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the reader's intuitive reactions to the story.
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As we've seen, the men of the Essex had no trouble with the artistic part.
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They dreamed up a variety of horrifying scenarios.
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The problem was that they listened to the wrong story.
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Of all the narratives their fears wrote,
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they responded only to the most lurid, the most vivid,
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the one that was easiest for their imaginations to picture:
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cannibals.
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But perhaps if they'd been able to read their fears
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more like a scientist, with more coolness of judgment,
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they would have listened instead to the less violent
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but the more likely tale, the story of starvation,
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and headed for Tahiti, just as Melville's sad commentary suggests.
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And maybe if we all tried to read our fears,
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we too would be less often swayed
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by the most salacious among them.
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Maybe then we'd spend less time worrying about
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serial killers and plane crashes,
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and more time concerned with the subtler
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and slower disasters we face:
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the silent buildup of plaque in our arteries,
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the gradual changes in our climate.
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Just as the most nuanced stories in literature are often the richest,
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so too might our subtlest fears be the truest.
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Read in the right way, our fears are an amazing gift
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of the imagination, a kind of everyday clairvoyance,
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a way of glimpsing what might be the future
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when there's still time to influence how that future will play out.
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Properly read, our fears can offer us something as precious
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as our favorite works of literature:
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a little wisdom, a bit of insight
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and a version of that most elusive thing --
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the truth.
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Thank you. (Applause)