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Hello Everybody! Markiplier here, and thank you guys SO much for being with me through 1,000 videos.
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It's hard to even imagine how we've gotten from this point, and I really wanted to do something special for the 1,000 subscriber milestone.
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Or, not 1,000 subscriber, 1,000 video milestone. And I think this video is really going to explain to you guys how I got here from point A to point B.
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And how you guys have helped change my life. Because, these things are really important to me because they tell how I became the person that I am.
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And I really do appreciate you guys for sticking with me.
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So, HERE WE GO!
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I was born on an island in the middle of the pacific ocean called O'ahu which is the 3rd largest island of Hawaii,
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and home to the city of Honolulu, where I was born on a military base.
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My Dad was a career army man, he'd been in the army 23 years before he retired.
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Apparently while he was stationed in Korea he met my Mom. A pretty common story, I've heard.
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But the result of them meeting was me. A beautiful baby.
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That... is not really beautiful there but my artistic skills are lacking.
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ANYWAY, regardless of all that I was born, and I was born awesome. And muscular.
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I was a gigantic baby apparently, which my mom reminds me of every once in a while.
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I was ten pounds and three ounces, and therefore they named me Mark.
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All muscle of course. DON'T DOUBT ME!
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Shortly after I was born my Dad retired from the military to pick up a job as a layout artist for a book company of some sort.
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But, either way we ended up in Cincinnati Ohio of all places.
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Not really sure why because I don't think we have any family here.
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Ah, either way we moved into this awesome home with a gigantic back yard
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that led into these really amazing woods where me and my
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brother spent most of our time. I mean, if we weren't on the computer.
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We were in the woods playing in the creek, picking up tad-poles, cutting vines, swinging on them.
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I mean, we really bonded together in those woods and that's one of the things I miss most about that house,
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but when we weren't in the woods we were playing on this magical
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device called the computer that my Dad introduced us to at a very early age.
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I mean, seriously, this thing blew my mind at the time because
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I could not imagine ever living without it.
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I mean, he told me stories about how computers were ancient and filled up entire rooms
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but I was just flabbergasted that it could do what it did.
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I didn't even know about the internet back then.
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There were a few games on the computer but the REAL experience
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that I got from gaming came from the Super Nintendo system that my brother got for Christmas.
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I mean, this thing was the reason that me and my brother are so close today
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because we played so many games together with it. That's my brother over on the left.
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His name is Tom, and that's me on the right as you can tell I'm still more awesome but
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he's a pretty cool guy and I don't think I'd be who I am today without him.
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Sadly it wasn't all happy times back then. My Dad and my Mom fought a lot.
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And by fought a lot I mean my Mom fought a lot and my Dad had to reciprocate.
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Um, she wasn't happy were she was and, well, we didn't understand why but me and my brother
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just tried to distract ourselves with video games. You know, try to ignore it when we can.
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But eventually that stopped working. It was pretty inevitable but the divorce finally came.
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And we were pretty sad but we were more sad to see our Dad
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just kind of cave in, I mean, we were out of money.
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Half of the income was gone so we had to loose the house and we couldn't buy as many games
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as we had before so we lost out on a lot of gaming but at least
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we got to keep the computer and that's what really sparked
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my love of computers and technology. I should also mention
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that I was a pretty dumb kid. Me and my brother had a contest
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where we would try to jump as high as we could off the stairs
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and see who could land on a cushion on the bottom.
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I was gonna win but I ended up cracking my skull open on the
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bottom step. This will make more sense later, but as I mentioned
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before, I was a DUMB kid. When we moved out of the house,
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I could no longer go to the private school that we were going to
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which was perfectly fine with me, because I didn't really care,
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but it's all that I knew. I didn't even understand what lockers were all about when I went to the new school.
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I mean, just everything was perfectly foreign to me and I didn't
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have an escape, I didn't go to the woods anymore, and I lost
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pretty much all of my friends and had to start all over.
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It was a pretty dark time for me because I had no idea what I was doing.
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But, anyway, I made some friends but I accidently did
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something else stupid and I was having a "How far off the
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monkey bars can you jump contest" and I was gonna win...
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but I ended up falling on the ground... and breaking my arm
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like, really badly, both bones and stuff popping out everywhere
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BUT this is actually a good thing, (that's my brother there shocked)
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but this is a good thing because this led to me finding some
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friends, and you may ask, "Well, how did that happen?"
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Well it happened like this, I had a cast on my arm
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and I couldn't do things like sharpen my pencil. So this
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really awesome guy named Drew decided that he was gonna
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help me. And Drew is a tall red head but he was a cool
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guy anyway. He also got me more into band. Which is where
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I made a bunch more friends. And where I blew his face off
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with my awesome trumpeting skills. HUCHA!
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Eventually after dating around for a long time my Dad found
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someone that we could all agree on, she was pretty much the
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nicest person we ever met and her name was Dee.
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And, I mean, I agreed with her because she bought us a Playstation 2,
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and I was pretty excited at the time, but also she did
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something that we couldn't do at that time and she made
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my Dad happy. And that was pretty much the most important
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thing that anyone could do. And, from then on High School
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started to become a breeze. I was moving through the grades,
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you know, doing fine, being a good student. I made a lot of
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great friends, both in band and out of band. I got to play some
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great games, you know. I was really happy with what I'd done, like, Half Life 2 and stuff.
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And I had a few girlfriends here and there, you know.
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And that's always pretty fun when you're just a young teenager
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first experiencing the wonders of a relationship and making
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out and stuff. That was pretty cool. And all in all things were
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looking up from that period where we didn't really have anything
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and didn't have games again, and were kind of unhappy
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drifting through life, so, things were looking up all the way
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to going to college. I was really excited to finally be able to
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go out on my own. But then, my father brought me some
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bad news. He put a piece of paper in front of me and just
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let me read it without saying anything, and I was a pretty
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smart kid so I understood every word that it said, all the
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techno mumbo jumbo, but the main thing is that basically in
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big bold letters it said, "CANCER", and the really bad kind
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of cancer. So, that was a really tough time for me because I
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kind of lost sight of what I was doing. Everything seemed kind
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of clear to me before but right now everything was kind
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of just getting away from me. I thought I knew exactly what I
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wanted to do, which was make video games. I wanted to do
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it, and my Dad didn't agree with me, but I thought that was
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what I was going to do. However, I started to realize that
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games might not work, so I kind of put that off the table
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and focused on going to engineering. I was originally in
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civil engineering but moved into bio-medical engineering
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because they had a medical school program but that didn't
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work out either. I didn't want to do that. So I flip-flopped back
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to engineering again. Then I thought, "Hey, if I'm going to do
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what I want to do, I got to do games. " And I really couldn't
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decide what I was going to do with my life. I was kind of at a
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cross roads and just frustrated.
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Then one year later we were all home for summer and my
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Dad was getting pretty bad with cancer and he wasn't himself
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anymore. But one morning we were all woken up by my
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step-mom, Dee, screaming and we went down stairs to see
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that my Dad was dying. And the last words that he said to me
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were "I love you, so much". And I held my Dad's hand as he died.
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After my Dad died I became more confused than I was before.
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Because I was so far into engineering that I didn't think that I
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could get out anymore and I was stuck in these mind-numbing
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co-op jobs that were literally me sitting at a computer eight
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hours a day doing two hours worth of work and nothing else.
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It was absolutely horrible and I didn't want to do that for the
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rest of my life. And I didn't have time for games. I didn't have
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an escape. I had no idea what I was going to do, so I kind of
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drifted for a few years. And I dated in and out from girl to girl
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but I eventually met this one girl who I kind of liked and she
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was really cool and really nice, and her name will be.... Barbara.
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That's what we're going to call her for now. Her name will be
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Barbara with a C. But anyway, I finally brought her to my Mom
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who I was living with because after my Dad died I didn't have
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my own place and she did not approve which made me mad.
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And she was kind of confused. I was very upset because my
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Mom got so mad that she eventually kicked me out.
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There's more to it than that but that's basically the long and the
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short of it. So I got mad and she got mad and then I went off
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and got my own apartment because I had a job at the time,
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that crummy co-op job, but it was still a job. Unfortunately,
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after I got my new place my boss told me three days before
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I was supposed to come in for the new quarter that I didn't
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need to show up. Which made me more mad, but I didn't
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yell at my boss, professionalism and all that, but at the end of
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the day I was running out of money and my girlfriend wasn't
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helping me and then she started getting mad at me for not
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being able to do something or other, I can't really remember
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why she was mad, she was mad so often, but eventually this
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caused a schism in the relationship, and the stress started to
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get to me. I was sadder and sadder than I was before and I
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just couldn't be in the relationship anymore but, after we left
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each other I was stuck alone in my apartment and I didn't
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know what to do. And I had this suspicious pain in my side
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that turned into extraordinary pain in my side. And this
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extraordinary pain plagued me for a bit until one day I woke
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up in so much pain that I had to go to the hospital. So I went to
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the hospital where they told me that my appendix was about
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the size of a beach ball and needed to come out immediately.
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They also told me that I had a tumor the size of a fist in my adrenal gland
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and that needed to come out too, but at a later date. So this
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was pretty shocking news and on top of everything that had
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happened already. I was pretty much stressed enough as it is
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but I managed to truck through it somehow, thankfully for
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reconciling with my mom and my step-mom was still there
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for me. The surgeries went well and I ended up recovering
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in the hospital for about two weeks and had a lot of time to
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think about what I'd done. And the more thinking I did the
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more frustrated I became. Just, it seemed like everything
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in my life was completely out of my control and I had no choice
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in the matter. So finally I decided that enough was enough and
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I was going to do what I wanted. But I was still stuck in the
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hospital so I got angrier every day. ARGH! So when I finally
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did get out of the hospital I decided that I was going to do
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my own thing and what I decided what I was going to do was
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sketch comedy videos. So I ended up using my tax refund that
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I had to buy a camera. I ended up doing very little with this
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camera immediately. So I decided to focus on a few things
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before I got started. I got better with my grades in engineering.
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I decided to dedicate myself to playing games that I wanted to
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play, and the eventually I decided that I was going to make my
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own identity, on the internet, and more specifically, on YouTube.
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Where I was able to start a channel that finally made me happy.
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I didn't even care that I didn't have that many subscribers in
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the beginning because even the few people that did watch me
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I was more than happy to do everything it took to entertain
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them. But as I kept playing things started exploding. Like, the
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subscriber count went crazy and now I have more subscribers
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than I know what to do with. And I'm just happy that anyone watches my videos.
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And that's what really changed my life. And this happened very
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recently. Like, before I was totally out of control of everything.
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And now, I'm finally able to do what I love. So, Thank you guys.
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Sincerely. I owe everything in my life right now, to the support
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that you have given me. I was lost before. I had no purpose before.
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But now we're able to change the world, do good, raise
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money for chairty, do just everything we want to do to help
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improve the world. And I am so grateful that you guys decided
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that I was worthy enough to subscribe to. So, sincerely,
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thank you guys, so much. I owe you everything that I have now.
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And I wouldn't have it any other way.
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You guys are the best fans in the world. So, thank you again.
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So Much.
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And as always, I WILL SEE YOU, in the next video. BYE BYE!