But I wanted to ask you about it because, you know, I want to know more about it, cause there's something seems to give you a lot of strength.

Is that something you had growing up?

Did you find it later?

Because it's an important part in your life.

I grew up around religion, but I wouldn't say that we're particularly faithful family that way.

I'm a really weird dude, brother.

I'm a believer in the quantum field and energy because I know that that exists.

And I know it's true.

Um, yet eso I guess you call me a new age of that way.

Yet I'm a Christian.

I believe that a greater God created that quantum field that's even greater.

And so I'm a weird combination like that.

But my faith has been a central part of my life, and I'm gonna tell you why.

I know how average and ordinary I am.

And so for this life to have happened to this man right here means there's been somebody greater than me guiding it and leading me along the way.

And I pray every night on my knees.

It's one thing I do every single night.

It humbles me.

It makes me feel small.

Um, it gives me comfort.

I turn it over to him.

My worries and my stresses and my anxieties and it z not a small part of my life.

It's a major part of my life.

I'm not a big church going person I used to be.

My relationship with God is personal.

Um, but what I got to tell people I tell you all the time is always think.

It's funny when someone says they have faith and they're just so sure like, No, I know who God is.

You don't know who God is.

I know who God is.

You know, that whole thing is just weird to me.

Um, and for me, mine is a relationship with God.

That means that ebbs and flows.

You say you have doubts.

Yes, it's a relationship.

That's why there's faith.

There are times where I'm wondering, why are you putting my dad through this chemotherapy?

Why did this two year old just get killed?

Right.

So do I question things?

Do I doubt things?

I have a relationship with God, just like with my wife.

There's times when it's good.

There's times when it's not so good.

But it's something I want toe work on and I do work on it and I stay connected to it.

And I just I just be honest with you, man.

If we did an interview about my life and I did not say that, I believe there's a God in heaven that's guided my life, we would be not giving a full characterization of my belief system because I do, because I'm a goofball and this life's turned out damn good.

And I'm very grateful to God for all of the blessings in my life.

And I believe that's where they come from for May, and it gives me great comfort.

And I appreciate you asking because it makes me feel good to say it out loud.

Yeah, I think it's not talked about enough.

I think some people try not to talk about it because they think about the alienate people.

That's why that's why it's always nice to hear you say it, Yeah, again, you say it suddenly in a lot of your interviews, but I never heard you really speak about it.

I want people to find their version of that s so I believe if you're in their face with it, they are repelled.

But I'm I'm I love God, brother, like I right before the interview, two minutes before, I just said a quick prayer.

Lord, just guide me.

Give me the words that the Holy Spirit take over and I don't not a holy roller.

By the way, all of you there listening to this I just told you a minute ago, I meditate every single day I plug into the quantum field.

I love the energy field I everything that I need exists there.

And so I Christians will be mad at me for saying that for some reason, this is why can I not believe that Jesus Christ or God created the quantum field is part of this divine creation?

Because I do believe that.

And so I probably enough on it.

But that's my belief system.

Wow.

My wife What?