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  • for the band in myself for many years, and I realize that God is omniscient, omnipotent.

  • His omni present is like that sound on your gong out there.

  • It just permeates everything.

  • And it just keeps building up.

  • We can't be abandoned by our source because it is us, you know, the Artman and the Brahman, or one the soul and God or one, this body and everything.

  • Kinney is one with everything.

  • Everything is connected.

  • When I realized when I went through all that those layers and take them off one by one, it wasn't his fault.

  • Wasn't her fault wasn't their fault.

  • And I said to God, it was your fault.

  • He goes, No, not May.

  • But maybe maybe we could look a bit closer to home and want to realize that I can't tell you their overwhelming release this expansion of consciousness.

  • It's like I'd reclaimed something of myself and it just filled with consciousness.

  • And I just felt this overwhelming love for my mom.

  • I just couldn't stop touching.

  • I wanted kept pretending to throw her with my judo throws, and I just I just just such unconditional love from a Mormon for my dad and for my sister and for for everybody.

  • I suddenly realized that, you know, I've still got things to work on.

  • But God, right in that play, it took me.

  • It took me to the very, very edge on the morning, the play.

  • Come on, Brian.

  • I broke my ribs in training.

  • Everything was trying to stop me from getting to that play.

  • Everything was trying to stop me.

  • I thought my agent was gonna sat.

  • May.

  • I thought my wife would be ashamed of me.

  • She actually said to me, Yeah, but these things you've written here, they didn't happen to you, Did they?

  • Like you didn't do that to yourself.

  • And I said, Yeah, but I did.

  • I did.

  • And that's the whole idea of writing the places I said.

  • It's blackmail in May.

  • So I've just got to stop it.

  • I gotta bring it out.

  • What did your mom say?

  • Um, she just said, because I asked for it to be protected.

  • She said, What's the play about?

  • I said, it's about a boy that was abused.

  • I said in his parents, Do you know what happened?

  • I said, it's an amalgam of lots of stories.

  • Oh, lovely, What do you want for breakfast?

  • Did she see it?

  • No.

  • No.

  • She doesn't see my stuff.

  • She doesn't look at it.

  • But that's OK.

  • She doesn't need to.

  • I don't want my mom to be her in any sense.

  • I don't.

  • You know, I just love er you know, everybody.

  • Everybody did their best on my life is my life is prolific and beautiful on expanded and articulate because that happened not despite it.

  • That sent me on a journey of understanding, trying to find not just knowledge, but not just understanding but knowledge certainty.

  • I wanted to find certainties, wanted to find purpose in the Old Testament.

  • They would call it logos.

  • It means literally means the word of God.

  • I wanted to find something that I could be certain off.

  • It sent me on a path, this didactic path of off massive learning.

  • And I would never have done that without that crisis I would never have.

  • There's no way would have done that.

  • I would probably just been the same as everybody out there.

  • Probably just stayed in the factory and talked about doing something.

  • But I was so driven.

  • I was so driven.

  • I was maniacal with what I did, and it's led me into the most beautiful places.

  • It's led me thio, this beautiful relationship I've got with Sharon.

  • I'm able to sit here today because of that, not despite it.

  • So it's on board because it happened because I went on a search to understand it into psychology, physiology, sociology, you know, into the metaphysics to the spiritual realms the Budo.

  • And I don't mean socks and sandals and dream catchers.

  • I mean proper Budo proper.

  • Scare the shit out of your nearly take you to insanity, Budo.

  • You know, it took me to places that have given me riel.

  • Understand the real certainty You in Islamic call it Hakeem.

  • It means certainty.

  • Knowledge.

  • The knowledge is knowledge is it's not like wisdom or understanding.

  • They are the precursors to knowledge.

  • Knowledge is a certainty that when it happens, it permeates is yeah, you become knowledge.

  • That's what you become.

  • So there are certain things that I have based around some of the things I do which are which are so certain that I cleave to God.

  • I cleave to everything when I feel them my my worship.

for the band in myself for many years, and I realize that God is omniscient, omnipotent.

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I ABANDONED MYSELF: How Geoff Thompson Managed To Overcome His Depression & Live A Better Life

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