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Hey what up, SWEDE_CUCK_84 here, back again with another
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video. That's right. I really just wanted to make a video- a follow-up video (laughs)
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one of those. Of the video I made
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what was it called? Fuck, I don't remember.
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*Flashback* I've been doing youtube for seven years and I guess I'm really just tired of being in try-hard mode. Tired of trying
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that's right. I'm tired of trying. It's the kind of video
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I was really nervous about uploading because I didn't know what sort of reaction it would get, but I gotta say it was truly heartwarming
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to see how you guys understood where I was coming from and appreciating my honesty with the situation.
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Basically I've been sorta treating Youtube as a startup almost like I've been working crazy hours
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Just stressing out over it for such a long time
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And I just realize I'm in a position where I just,
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I want to take it a little bit more chill, and my approach this week to making videos has really just been like
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What do I feel like doing today?
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Do I feel like making this kind of video? Uh not really, but it would probably get more views.
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I've just been focusing on what I
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personally find really interesting, or fun to do.
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I'm just really, really glad that you guys enjoy that shit 'cause
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It's stuff that I enjoy making. It's sort of like a new direction of the channel, the fact that you guys enjoy it-
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It really, really, really means a lot. Just because I feel, like
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I want to try less hard doesn't mean I don't care as much anymore
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I really still do care a lot about you bros, that sounded pretty gay, um, you guys are
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okay I guess is what I'm trying to say. I've really been enjoying the player unknown videos, you guys seem to as well
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I really been enjoying the fan interaction videos you guys seem as well
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And I've really be enjoying just sharing and reacting to stuff that I personally
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Find really interesting, and you guys have as well. really just the only point of this video
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is just for me to say thank you because I think it's really cool to have an audience that understands and
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Respects me I know maybe that's obvious
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But I really don't think it's the case for a lot of people on YouTube looking back at how I was treating YouTube
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a couple months ago
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It's very different from now. I had an office. I had a couple employees
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I had
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I was running a business on the side. I was doing all these projects, but I found that
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these were all just things that I thought I had, that I thought I needed,
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Personally because I thought I had to be more
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"Professional" but I think in reality the more I try to be a professional
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the more I sort of lost touch in and just the direct connection with with what's so good about Youtube
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in the direct connection with your audience it sort of became layers upon myself
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And I don't know why I thought that was a good idea like obviously that's a terrible idea and personally these weren't even things I
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Liked to begin with I don't like to travel and do other things
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I don't like to do other projects that I don't really care about but they'll bring in money these past two weeks have
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I've been so much happier as a person I've been so less stressed out just chill
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I feel really good and I don't think I would be unless you guys was on the same page as me is
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What I'm trying to say, I don't know. I don't know what's next to be honest
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I'm just going to keep doing what I feel like doing that's really the plan here, but I love the videos
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Because they feel more like me than they did before
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Because I passionately enjoy playing Battlegrounds, and I really love fucking shitting on different things
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So I feel like I'm back in a way. I don't know if that makes any sense
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I'm probably just rambling at this point, but at the end, I just want to say domo arigato (thank you.)
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thank you, for being a Sister Fister, and
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letting me
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Be the kind of channel that I wanted to be I wouldn't be here without you
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So I'm never going to ignore you guys, but at the same time like I said
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I really appreciate that you guys still respect where I want to take things. That's all
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I don't want to get too mopey and shit. Thank you guys so much
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domo(thanks), domo, domo, and I'll see you bros tomorrow with another video. And as always,
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Sister Fister.